ヒドンライス (Hidden Lies)
Living life to the fullest is hard, and it is even harder when you have no reason to live at all. If your reason for living is pulled away from you, you start to lose hope. Eventually, even the thought that things will get better vanishes. This despair roots itself deep into your mind, taking over whatever positivity there is and dragging it into the depths of the abyss. I was only ten when my only dream in this world died: Reira Ishikawa, the idol that would take the world by storm. At least, that is what I thought when I sat there in the large waiting room filled with hundreds of girls. I would do my best even if it was scary to think about. My future would be determined by this one audition.
Idols: a light in the darkness bringing a smile to everyone they would meet. Creating songs that could change a person’s heart or even change their life. I was an ambitious child with big dreams to make it as an idol, but they were doomed to fail the moment I stepped into that audition room. I vaguely recall the details of what happened that day. The only thing I could remember was waking up in a hospital and realizing the end of my dream.
I am a mute.