Chapter 2:

Loneliness

Nande


My school life really is something elseBookmark here

i am around a million people and i still feel aloneBookmark here

sometimes i question myself,Bookmark here

am i.... am i accepted by this stupid society?Bookmark here

these thoughts consuming me make me feel like shitBookmark here

fueling my insecurities every breath i take..Bookmark here

i fucking...
i fucking hate myselfBookmark here


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I used to have a lot of friends,Bookmark here

i kinda still have them, butBookmark here

i only want them in my life so i wouldn't be aloneBookmark here

i don't feel accepted nor do i care.. i hate myself anywaysBookmark here

every single word and move i make is being judgedBookmark here


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the only reason why i enjoy being here is because at home, i don't feel safe at all
it's hell.. Bookmark here

i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want itBookmark here

yoo kuragari said Akuma (a friend of Kuragari's)Bookmark here

i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it, i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...
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kuragari maaan you hear me?? says Akuma again while he tries to wake him up from his daydream by shaking himBookmark here

i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it, i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...
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I DON'T WANT I-Bookmark here

WHAT THE FUCK MAN? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT SO DEEPLY yelled AkumaBookmark here

oh sorry i guess i was daydreaming i said while giggling in embarrassmentBookmark here

oooh alright dude that's okay, it always happens to me says Akuma while finishing it with a gaspBookmark here

'CAUSE I OFTEN DAYDREAM ABOUT YOUR HOT STEP-MOM HAHAHHAHAHAH he continuedBookmark here

hahha... haha... hahahahaha I laughed ironicallyBookmark here

why so serious? asked Akuma with a straight faceBookmark here

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he is right,
i really am taking this pretty seriouslyBookmark here

but what the fuck should a social perfectionist like me doBookmark here

Anyway man, you've changed you know that? Fucking demonic ass
You used to be cool - said Akuma while leaving to his seat

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I stayed silent.Bookmark here

i don't even have the courage to stand up for myself that's why i get bullied by my own friendsBookmark here

also why the heck am i being called demonic?? Bookmark here

i dress in black so whatBookmark here

it literally explains my life and i like it and i feel comfortable in it-Bookmark here

oh my god..Bookmark here

see that's what i'm talking about.Bookmark here

i always get judgedBookmark here

i hate this shit...Bookmark here

school bell starts ringing, introducing the start of the classBookmark here

awhh FUC-Bookmark here

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