Chapter 2:

Loneliness

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My school life really is something else.Bookmark here

I am around a million people and I still feel alone.Bookmark here

Sometimes i question myself,Bookmark here

Am i.... am i accepted by this stupid society?Bookmark here

Or am I the one that's distancing himself from society?Bookmark here

I have a pretty good reason to do so though.Bookmark here

These thoughts consuming me make me feel like shit.Bookmark here

Fueling my insecurities every breath i take.Bookmark here

i fucking...
i fucking hate myselfBookmark here

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I used to have a lot of friends.Bookmark here

I kinda still have them, but..Bookmark here

I only want them in my life so i wouldn't be alone.Bookmark here

I don't feel accepted nor do i care.. i hate myself anyways.Bookmark here

Every single word and move i make is being judged.Bookmark here

The only reason why i enjoy being here is because at home, i don't feel safe at all.

It's hell.Bookmark here

I don't want it, I don't want it,I don't want it,I don't want it,I don't want itBookmark here

"yoo kuragari" said Akuma (a friend of Kuragari's)Bookmark here

i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it, i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...
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kuragari maaan you hear me?? said Akuma again while trying to wake me up from my daydream by shaking meBookmark here

i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it, i don't want it, i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it,i don't want it...
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I DON'T WANT I-Bookmark here

"WHAT THE FUCK MAN? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT SO DEEPLY" yelled AkumaBookmark here

The other students looked in my direction.Bookmark here

That made me anxious.Bookmark here

"Oh sorry i guess i was daydreaming" i said while giggling in embarrassmentBookmark here

"Oooh alright dude that's okay, it always happens to me" said Akuma while finishing it with a gaspBookmark here

"'CAUSE I OFTEN DAYDREAM ABOUT YOUR HOT STEP-MOM TOO HAHAHHAHAHAH" he continuedBookmark here

"hahha... haha... hahahahaha" I laughed ironicallyBookmark here

"Why so serious?" asked Akuma with a straight faceBookmark here

...Bookmark here

He is right,

I really am taking this pretty seriouslyBookmark here

But what the fuck should a social perfectionist like me doBookmark here

"Anyway man, you've changed you know that?" "Fucking demonic ass"

"You used to be cool" said Akuma while leaving to his seat

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I stayed silent.Bookmark here

I don't even have the courage to stand up for myself that's why i get bullied by my own friendsBookmark here

Also why the heck am i being called demonic?? Bookmark here

I dress in black so whatBookmark here

It literally explains my life and i like it and i feel comfortable in it-Bookmark here

Oh my god..Bookmark here

See that's what i'm talking about.Bookmark here

I always get judgedBookmark here

I hate this shit...Bookmark here

school bell starts ringing, introducing the start of the classBookmark here

"awhh FUC-"Bookmark here

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