Chapter 44:
love sick delinquent
it still so foggy
whats going on?is this an illusion?perhaps a dream?
this time i heard the voice loud and clear and look tpwards the source
i saw a little girl...its me ten years ago
i saw myself sitting crouched under the tree wupping ans sobbing infront of me was a violin
that must be the time i got bullied and
dont cry''i thought to myself
jist then
youre that girl next door arent you?and why are you crying?what aee you?cru baby?''said the girl who seems like around my age back then wearing a like.doll dress'''
it was sayuri who approached me
''your music,it reached me''she said as she reached out and held my hand''lets make a promise together'
''a promise?''
''ill never leave you alone..i wont make you sad but in return play violin for me''
sayuri..
sayuris the name''she added as she smiled at me
she had two different eye color trabquil and as cool as twighhligt ...shining like jewel in daylight
''comeone lets go''
:hno i dont want to go!mom is not home no ones waiting for ne'h
its all right.ill stay with you until you fall asleep
you will?
yeah what ever
yor...thank yiu
look?the dog awas tied in that post ubder the hot sun
i have help that doggy
what are you?idot stop it katarina
and whin a blink sayuri and i were being chased my a dog but i was too slow to run i was about to get leap by the dog lickyly yor mangae to kick the dog away from ne
are you okay?
im fine
but your legs bleeding
thats all my fault
the only thing that mayters is that youre not hurt''she spoke up abd wip the tears off my face
yor
from now on im hoing to protect you
why are yoy being so nice to me
its what i want to do.because i love you so much
i loveyou too yor
thabks but i think your lice is alittle differebt from mine
huh?
someday ill tell you about the differentce
this...isnt an illusion or dream .....is this....all from my mentory
a memory if me and sayuri
the sceney quine and chanfe within the waving landscape the menory of me and yir ditordetd gebtly
the fog as if it weas a creen
the memories i had ling forgotteb came back as vivid as the very day it happebe
i saw my seven year old self and yor in the living room
she was sitting infromyt of the piano while i was holding a violin beside him
i was watching her playing piabo and suddenly stoped abd glance at me with a serious look in her face
those eyes....very similar to yahiro
katarina lets go to saint palantine together
then suddenly the scenery in our living room vanished abd saw myself stabding on the woods
hey sayuri lets climb tress
why are you so wild? i cant take my eyes for you foe a second
and theb i saw another memory of me and sayuri under the moonlight infront our our.windows
hey yor sing something for me!
got get some sleep will you''she yelled her window
then i saw sayuri and i wearing an elementary uniform
.lets race back to the house
lets play piano tpgether!
i wish we cpuld play music like this forecer
ill sing something for yiu
the voice from my head were laighing
why have i forgotten all of this?i had so many wonderful memories
a strong wind started ti blre all the momorues were carried away with it
i tried ti shout but nothing i can do all i could do is nothing but watch as the fog and my memory wee.washed aqat
everything fades to darkness
hiw beaitifyl!i look round and saw pur seveb year old selves on the highland at the beach side looking the sea and the city lights below us
katatina
just then ,sayuri gebtly took my hands
whats.wrong sayuri
i hace something to say to you
lets make a promise that we will meet again someday
lets get married
even though youre a girl?
the nexttime we meet ill be a boy
i dont gwt it but okay because i lice you
thabk yiu that will be our primise
but what do you mean well be meeting ahain somethiday
hey sayuri ....you look so sad
my fatgers job is all finsih here
iyr family qas in huge dept so my dat will hace to take the job somehwere far wat
yor
si we hace to to to a different coubtry in eest now
what are you saying
i cant stay in the city anymore
yor.stop talking and clebch her fist
were leaceinf
bo dobt go
i kbow this is painful ti ne
bi yor you promised well be together
i knoe this is not easy
liar we just made that promise abd now youre ruininf everything
no more prmosed with you
you dont beeak promised to a friend!
i
i hate you yor
i wanted to becme somone strong so that i could protect you from crying
if we met again i promise i wobt leave ''with that your started singing
i listend to t syill held fimly in yors arms passit out
everything was cpcered in darkbess but i suddebly heard a voice
this is the best..if you forget me you wont hace to cry
you can lice without this painful memoryoes
farewell katarina
the farkenss started fading away
no!if this is a dream i dobt want to wake up yet
i opebd my eyes and saw ny self on my bed as i hlaced putside my window tears fell down from my cheeks
abd now...i nsrmight have felt....
i lay down back in my bed.everything in my room was dark and its rainibg hard outside
i pray that someday!they will come shing down with your laufhter
and once again i saw somethibg straight to my eyes
aa if bostalgia was over me
it was written in the sand
''may in 10 years,our path wil cross again,ill tell you how desperately im in loce with you,tell then please hate me
then i saw a memory of the seceb year old nicol
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