thin line between love and hate

You always ran away but I'm glad I always found you too. The moments that we shared when I followed you at the countryside are some of the best in my life. I once told euphimia how I fell in love with the violin. When I was younger, I couldn't believe how a small box of wood could produce such beautiful music. And I learnt it. Day and night I would practice until I got it perfect. But my fingers hurt, they got calloused. and they bled. But the more they bled the more I fell in love with it.

the guy lied to yoi the entire time ans your still going to be frienss qith him?