The sea and the visions

When I am looking at the sea,I feel calm.I get lost inside that blue color of the sea.I feel equanimity.It means my spirit feels calm.

I could gaze the sea and don't get bored.The sound of waves it is like music in my ears.I also like looking at the colorful rocks.Also I have a big weakness at the rare seashells.

Many people say that life has started from the sea.Today I learned that love is like the sea.Right,love isn't just butterflies and warm feelings.Also the sea isnt always calm.There are times when storms appear.

Sometimes when I am sad I am always having that strange vision.I see some people and a small animal.

They were gazing to the sea and they could hear the sound of the waves.Meanwhile I was inside that blue of the sea.I was feeling hypnotized.I was thinking about all those experiences and feelings I will never feel again.

I felt that I just wanted to fall into a deep slumber.

Then lately I had an other strange vision.It was a continuation.Suddenly I woke up from the slumber.I started swimming to the surface.

Suddenly I realized I was trapped.Even though I was trapped,I managed to escape.I had that feeling of hope.Suddenly I was reunited with those people I saw in my previous vision.

They weren't strangers.They were people I hold dear.

It doesn't sound bad to me.

I am facing many problems lately.Yes,I wish I could fall into a deep slumber.

At the same time I wish to wake up to an other place where I can feel both happy and free with the people I chosed.

Sometimes I am wondering...is there anyone waiting for me to the other side of the sea?What freedom actually is?

One day I wish to overcome those boundaries.

I wish I can reunite with the person or the people who are waiting for me at the other side of the sea.