Blood and desires.

I couldn't fathom... anything... what was happening to me... to my body. I don't know where I am at, what I am doing, or why am I here. I could feel my body temperature rise with each uneven breath, as my vision was blurry— not from unconsciousness, but from tears.

It was tears of overwhelming hormones in my body... it felt as if my body is having a party. I could feel my heart, trying to jump out of its ribcage, committing a jailbreak. I was blushing hard, my hands was warm.

I felt uneasy, my insides felt ticklish. I wanted to twist and turn, but it all did nothing but increase my urges, desires. Tears rolled down my blurry eyes... O have never felt something like this before. As an adolescent, I would admit I had my fair share of urges, desires that I fought back. But, nothing I felt was as hard to control as this.

It was making me insane, completely insane. I felt like I was turning into a beast. I could think straight. I forgot to stay calm, to ask myself, how did this all happen? What went wrong?

I hit my thighs once, twice... thrice... and another consecutive five times until it hurt so much it went numb. I could feel the aching down to my femur. But that didn't clear my mind.

One leg wasn't enough, so I paralysed another. This time with little success. Not an achievement. My mind was as blurry as my eyes, thoughts so lustful I would normally throw up. My mind was looking, looking for a way to end this hormone imbalance that it created itself.

"Ayane... cousin... have to find..." I mumbled unconsciously as I pressed my arm over my eyes. Oh right... I remember now... I was here to meet with Ayane's cousin, right?

Then, why is there nobody in this room? This place was dark... I remember I went outside the Karaoke room to try to sober up, then how did I get back here? Am I hallucinating?

Desires skyrocketed. I wanted to kill myself. What's with this desire?? Why is it so intense?? Why did this even start??? Is this even normal??? My heart danced with the intense flow of blood over my body.

"Hey..." I heard a ticklish whisper over my ear, too seductive to be normal, at least in this of my pathetic state.

Sakiko came to me, leaning over my body. Her shirt was unbuttoned by two buttons from the top and one from the bottom, and her palm tightly gripped over mine. It was bad, bad for me, bad for her in this state...

"I have something to tell you..." she whispered again, too close to my ear, I felt her lips gliding over my earlobes, and I felt her perfume with each inhale of mine.

"What it is..?" I asked, looking away at the blank screen on the wall. I need a distraction... something...

"You have been looking for Ayane's cousin, right?"

I nodded. But she seemed unsatisfied with the answer. She pushed me by my shoulders, pinning me down on the Karaoke's couch. She was laying completely on my, rubbing gently against my body.

It felt bad, very bad. I wanted to look away, I wanted to run, but my body wasn't responding. My heartbeat skyrocketed, my breathing, uneven.

"Look at me." She grinned, as she slightly looking back, where I could see a phone. What was happening?

"I am Ayane's cousin... Sakiko..." she laughed evilly, with a twisted smile. Her eyes were glowing under the Karaoke lights, and my blood was glowing under hormone's influence.

"Huh?" Was the only word the little sane part of my body produced...