Filler: Kazuha's Journal

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Kazuha's Journal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And here i am.

I hate this life, i hate my work, i hate everything around me.

I won't be able to resist further if this goes on.

I have no friends, i'm so alone.

I'm so tired of faking my smiles...

Living the life as a spectator is not good.

Nobody even knows my name.

But today i saw him again.

Fumihiro... Aoyama...

I thought that he was totally gone from my life.

He... also remembered a little piece of me.

Without even noticing, i behaved like a little girl when he spoke to me.

I didn't expect that... I didn't expect this behavior from me.

He warmed my heart, just like that day... when he saved me from bullies...

Why...? Why...? Why...? I thought i could be happy with him...

Destiny took him away from me...

Destiny has a name... Ema...

I didn't expect that she was his girlfriend.

I knew that snake since little.

She was always jealous of me... Always.

She took everything i had from me...

Maybe i deserved that... because my brother hated Kanna...

And she... and she decided to ruin my life just to avenge her...

Who knows...

This disgusting brother of mine... i hate him, more than i hate Ema.

If one day he's gonna hurt Fumihiro... I swear that i'll call the police.

Fumihiro... is a gentle soul, but his kind nature is the reason of his future fall.

He'll suffer like hell, and i don't want this.

I must warn him about Ema and how toxic she is.

Is this the right thing to do...? Should i really interfere with his private life...?

I don't know... I don't know what else to do.

Why am i such a dumb girl sometimes!?

Why couldn't i just live a normal life?! Why did my brother ruin everything?

I have to work to pay all of his debts...

Since our parents died... Everything has changed...

You'll already know the story, don't you? Haha!

I'll write you again when i'll face Fumihiro.

He's in hospital now... I'll save him... No matter what.

I'm writing all the stuff i have in my head, without any normal logic or connection.

Hehe... I hate my life.