Chapter 55:
When the Stars Fall
[August 7 – 54 Days Left]
Kaito stepped onto the rooftop with the setting sun and faintly closed the metal door behind himself; though the atmosphere was deceptively calm for August-no wind, no bird calls, only the faintest of humming sounds from existence keeping on far down below.
An orange glow hung like a stubborn child on the edge of the horizon, as if reluctant to relinquish daytime to the all-consuming night. But there was no stopping time. Not now. Not anymore. Fifty-four days. That was the number they kept thinking about. It had crept into everything-their glances; their conversations, their silences. Kaito leaned back against the banister, looking out over the city that once seemed invincible. Now, it was just another fragile place waiting to vanish.
The door opened again behind him. He did not turn. He already knew the soft footsteps approaching, the careful, quiet way Rika moved when heavy were her thoughts. Beside him, arms folded across her chest, she would not miss him because she was looking in the same direction toward that gradually fading horizon.
It was a long silence between them. There was nothing to be said that had not already been whispered in the dark, cried in secret, or left unspoken for fear of breaking completely.
Rika broke the silence. "I saw a child today. Six, seven years old, I think. She was asking her mom if the stars would still be there when the sky fell."
At first, Kaito did not reply; fingers curled about the rusted railing. "What did her mother say?"
"Yes," she said. "She told him the stars would wait for her."
It was a beautiful lie, and for a moment, they believed it.
"I wonder what I would tell our child," murmured Kaito, "if we had one."
Rika turned to him, her eyes betraying nothing. ""Would you also lie?""
""I don't know,"" he said. ""Maybe. But I'd want them, for even just a minute, to feel safe.""
After a slow nod, she drifted off again in thought. ""Is there something you think we've already lost? You know... something that cannot be retrieved?""
Now Kaito was focused on her. ""Meaning?""
""The meaning is... us. Everybody. The human race." There was silence for a time followed by another swallow. ""So in a sense, if we will survive this-even if we will not die as humans-anyway, do you think that we are already past the line? That this fear, this desperation... has somehow altered us permanently?""
He waited some time before answering.
He moved closer to her and gently held her hand. “Maybe. But when you think about it, it’s not such a bad thing. Eventually, we’ll stop acting like we’re invincible. I never thought that the world we thought would last forever would end one day. But even though I never believed it before, I do now. Still, whether the world ends or not, the fact that I want to be by your side will never change.”
""Or maybe we'll forget to love anything soft.""
With violet light above, the very first stars were breaking through the dusk. ""Then that just means we have to love harder,"" Kaito said softly, gazing upward. ""Even if it hurts.""
They stood there for some time, hand in hand, saying nothing further. The silence that had enveloped them, however, was no longer heavy; it was understood. Not much was left to be said to tie up the loose ends tonight. And yet, stillness drew together presences.
They reentered the house in the end. Downstairs, the others came again-another bunch, including Aya, Haruto, Mei, and those few remaining friends and strangers who had managed to become family over these strange collapsing months.
Little crowded though, rather more alive than before. Each had come carrying one of his or her stories, one burden, one fear. And even at night's darkest hour supposed deep within it, those fears were alive in whispers and shadows.
There was little noise at dinner. The kind of quiet where everyone pretends not to notice how little they eat. Where no one mentions the calendar hanging crooked on the wall, red lines through each passing day. Aya finally broke the silence. "There's some word around," she said, in a hush. "Some people even think the countdown's wrong, that there aren't actually fifty-four days left, that the number could be less."
Mei winced. Haruto stared down at his untouched plate. "What does that even mean?" Rika asked. Aya shrugged. "No one knows. Just... theories. Calculations. Some guy claiming he intercepted satellite data, I don't know." "People are going to believe anything when they're afraid," Kaito muttered. "But what if they were right?" the small voice now belonged to Mei. "What if we had less time than we thought?" The silence in the room deepened.
Kaito stood slowly. "Then we keep moving. We don't stop just because we're scared." "But how do we know what to move toward?" Haruto asked, finally looking up. "Do we just wait here? Do we run? Hide? There's no plan anymore." "There is a plan," Rika said. Her voice had steel in it now, the kind that didn't shout but still made people listen.
"We stay together. We don't give up. That's the only plan that ever mattered." No one argued with her. Later that night, Kaito could not sleep. He sat by the window and listened to the city breathe its strange, haunted rhythm. Somewhere far off, a car alarm goes off for half a second before cutting out. A dog barked and was answered by another.
Rika moved as he watched, her face twitching, perhaps in response to a dream he could not cross. Fifty-four days. Or less. He did not know how it would end-how they would end. But he did know one thing: if the world was falling apart, he wanted to meet its end with her. With open eyes. With nothing left unsaid. The silence tonight was not just tension. It was all the echoes of what they could not afford to forget.
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