Chapter 42:
Nature of Humans
"What answer do you bring to the final question, when the question itself is merely an echo of your own fleeting breath?" is the menacing query posed by The Imitation of Death. —echoed, deep and heavy, in the utter, eerie silence that filled the Labyrinth of Broken Logic. Like far-off, fading suns viewed through the suffocating darkness of its rotting flower crown, its orange-yellow eyes caught Zen hostage in a look that was at once old, steeped in aeons of sadness, and yet uncomfortably, unquestionably unnaturally built. Although there was intensity, it lacked a natural depth, suggesting a purpose that was carefully planned rather than genuinely experienced.
In front of this monument of warped finality, Zen remained in his position as a lone human figure. He deliberately suppressed any beginning glimmer of fear or wonder, not letting the creature's icy declarations or its gruesome, funeral majesty overpower his sharply developed analytical skills. He digested the sensory information with a conscious division of his mind: what he saw in front of him, the chill that radiated from the figure, the stifling weight of the quiet, and, most importantly, what he now knew about the forest's tortured beginnings. Human consciousness, which is inherently flawed, fearful, and prone to irrationality, had been catastrophically and chaotically imprinted upon Kuro-no-Mori's vast, exquisitely sensitive network. This was revealed by the Sunken Archive, which mercilessly exposed the tragedy of the "Connection to Nature Project"—a utopian dream that had turned into a nightmare.
"Imitation of Death," he thought with a chilly, inward logic, was a direct, if grotesquely theatrical, result of that terrible imprinting. A calm, impersonal process—an unthinking, unresisting return to the unbiased cycle of matter and energy—was the essence of true death, the natural, unceremoniously occurring cessation of being. However, it is likely that, by sheer force of collective will, the innumerable human souls imprisoned within Kuro-no-Mori, forever suspended in the amber of their own unresolved ends, terrified of oblivion, and desperate for some semblance of control even in their disembodied state, projected their distorted, fear-laden, and dramatized concept of death into this… this elaborate, sorrowful performance. It was an expression that emerged from the furnace of human suffering, a frantic, even childish attempt to define—and so, possibly, control or at least understand—the ultimate, unavoidable unknown. It was all a carefully constructed projection, an illusion designed with dreadful precision to elicit a particular, primordial human response: terror, and possibly a perverted type of reverence via fear. This included the ornate, deteriorating regalia, the theatrically penetrating look, and the borrowed, fake gravitas.
The thing cocked its ostentatious crowned head as though its very material were sensitive to the faint currents of his thought. The slow, deliberate movement made the aged, brittle leaves of its headpiece rattle, like sibilant, dry whispers in a forgotten tomb. The voice scratched out, "You ponder, Cartographer," each word breaking the stillness. "The majority of people who enter my domain either fall to their knees in pathetic pleading for an end whose nature they do not, cannot, completely comprehend, or they breakdown into mindless dread, running till their sanity unravels. So what makes your prolonged quiet so... unique?
It was right here. The straightforward challenge disguised as a query. When Zen beheld the entity's unblinking, bright eyes, a deep serenity descended upon him—not the fragile exterior of conceit, but the firm groundwork of lucid, logical comprehension. He was aware that his cartographic profession required strict precision in his word choice, but he also felt that in order to balance the strictly academic and close the mental gap between them, there needed to be a certain unadulterated directness, a human straightforwardness.
"My silence," Zen said, his voice astonishingly level, carrying easily in the otherworldly calm that surrounded them, "stems from focused observation, not from terror, nor from any inclination towards supplication." As you have correctly identified, my purpose is to map the terrain, including the geographical features of this area as well as its more... intellectual foundations. "Your territory, and even your very… presentation," he indicated quietly, a little, deliberate motion of his hand that encircled the thing itself, "are unquestionably distinct and powerful manifestations of this forest's radically transformed condition." He took a moment to let the meaning sink in. "You mention the 'final question.'" Perhaps what you represent is a powerful, human interpretation of this forest rather than an ultimate, objective finality, though, if this forest is, as my studies and experiences have led me to believe, a huge, interconnected awareness that is profoundly and traumatizingly imprinted by human experience. Undoubtedly, it was a strong echo that echoed with accumulated grief and terror, but it was still an echo.
Zen saw a slight tightening of focus, but it was hardly noticeable when the Imitation of Death's blazing eyes constricted. From the depths of its breast came a deep, hollow sound, more felt than heard, like wind groaning through a hollow, lonesome wood. "A bold statement for someone who voluntarily sits on the precipice of oblivion, tiny Cartographer. Like others who came here before you, you analyze my nature with your cold, clinical reasoning, always trying to make sense of the inexplicable and reduce the unfathomable to a manageable formula."
Zen stated, "Fear is an entirely natural response to the great unknown, particularly when confronted with its perceived end," while retaining the professionally polished humility that had been meticulously fostered throughout his career. He refused to be enticed into being defensive. However, true finality is by its very nature a silent, unbiased, and dispassionate process. It does not need a crown made of faded splendors, nor does it feel the need to use such strong theatricality to herald its presence. Knowing that his next comments would tread on delicate, possibly even fundamental, territory for the entity, he allowed a brief, purposeful pause before speaking. I have a strong suspicion that the real writers of this unique, timeless play are the undeniable suffering that gave rise to this forest's present-day abnormal awareness, the broken, imprisoned human souls still pulsing within its neurological network. In their fear and bewilderment, they try to impose ideas they don't fully understand—like the nature of death itself—into shapes they think they can manipulate, or at the very least, shapes that eloquently capture their own unresolved fear and their desperate, lingering need for agency in the face of complete helplessness."
The Imitation of Death stayed perfectly, unnaturally motionless, but Zen, sensitive to the minute changes in the stifling air, could feel a clear constriction, a barely perceptible rise in the surrounding pressure, as though his carefully chosen words were in fact piercing an uncomfortable, deeply buried truth within the creature's manufactured mind.
When the entity's voice finally emerged, it was a dry, rasping rustling, like autumn leaves skittering across frozen ground. However, it now had a new, noticeably harsher edge, a hint of something like indignation. "So, Cartographer," the entity said. "You think I'm just a puppet, then? A spectral appendage of a long-forgotten, human tragedy, given ersatz form by shaky, inept hands incapable of embracing the stark, unadorned simplicity of a true conclusion?" For a shocking moment, the orange-yellow light intensified in its glowing eyes, causing them to flash and glare at anything in their immediate vicinity. And what if this 'imitation,' as you so dismissively and clinically refer to it, nevertheless has the unquestionable ability to bring about that exact conclusion for you? What if, for those who lack the strength or will to look past the painstakingly staged show, the instinctive terror I am meant to evoke is strong enough to make the illusion... horribly real?"
Zen suddenly became acutely aware that this was the main point of the interaction. This was the intricate psychological game, the nuanced conflict between perception and conviction that he had somehow foreseen. He now saw with certainty that the entity's power did not lie in any inherent, objective finality it might possess, but rather in its horrifyingly potent capacity to prey on the deeply rooted, archetypal human fear of death—especially a death that was personified, defined, and administered by a power that appeared to be sentient and unquestionably judges. Its great power was not its own; rather, it was a sinister mirror, a terrifying exaggeration, of the spectator's own innate fear.
Please log in to leave a comment.