In The End, I Still...

There is something worse feeling. Much much worse. Worser than being a heartbroken. And that wa-

“Hey, Onee-chan! Did you monologuing again?”

“Oh, let it be, Touka. Let me do something to fill this gap.”

“You can just talk with me.” Said Touka, pouting on me.

“Sorry, sorry. You’re right.”

Still consider this as your own monologue, Onii-chan?

Yeah, it’s still weird to me.

Last night you’re just fine, talking to me.

Maybe I already consider you as my little sister rather than my own clone.

Aahhh~ that sweet. So, are you ready for a hectic day?

Sure, why not.

And out of nowhere, there was Rina, slapping my back. It makes me shocked.

“Good morning to you two!!!”

“Good morning, Rin-san.”

“You’re scaring me, Rina.”

“Oh oh~. Usually, you’re not like this. Are your heart become a maiden already?”

“I am not. And I hope I don’t.”

I blushed because I’m too embarrassed.

Onii-chan, cute.

DON’T CALL ME CUTE!!!

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The school days. It’s a hectic days in my age. Well, it’s the necessary thing to do if you want your life is smooth as possible.

“Hey, do you want something from the cafeteria?” Ask Rina who want go to the cafeteria.

“No, I don’t want anything right now.”

“Same here.”

“I want Ice tea.” Typical Kai.

“You can buy it in the vending machine, Kai. Don’t be lazy.”

“But you said you want to go to cafeteria.”

“The vending machine is the other side of the way, Mr. Lazy. Go buy it yourself before I kicked you in the butt!”

“YES MA’AM!!!” Because of Rina’s taunt, Kai immediately stand up and running outside of the class.

“Ah, the Rina’s kick. That was a long time ago when we we’re camping back when we still in the elementary.”

Ah, that memories flowed into my head. But this time, not only the memories before Touka exist, but also after Touka exist.

“Yeah. Anyway, I want to go to cafeteria. Bye~”

“Good luck with your hunt, Rin-san.”

Rina put her thumbs up while get out from the class.

Onii-chan, do you want-

Yeah, I want to see the memories again.

I tried to remembering what happened back then and comparing it with the ‘Touka’ version.

Sure enough, there’s so much gap between my old memories.

There was happy memories, sad memories, scary memories and even embarrassing memories.

When I was remembering the embarrassing memories. Touka plant her face into her hand, like she was sleeping in the desk.

Don’t tell me, you-

YEAH. It’s embarrassing for me. Don’t remember it long, please~

With that request, I stop. Maybe I should try it at home.

“Oh, what are you two doing? And by the way, did Kai is not back yet?”

“Now you mentioned it, yes. He’s still not coming back.”

*Ding dong

“Oh, sounds like Kai is gonna be running~”

“Yeah, he is. Anyway, back to the topic. What are you two doing before I went in cafeteria.”

“Uh, no. It’s nothing. Just surfing the good ‘ol memories.”

“O….Okay.”

Rina seems like not interested. Of course, she is almost always there.

To intrigued her, I whisper in her ear and say, “With Touka version in it.”

Then, Rina’s eye were lit’ by the excitement.

“Then, what’s the different!?”

“Whoa, relax girl. I’ll show you in my apartment.”

“Okay, girl. See you after school then.”

“You two, Teach is here.”

And here we are almost being scolded because we’re too excited.

Ah, notes. For 5 minutes later Kai entering the class and get scolded because he was trying to get the ‘buy one for free one’ system in the vending machine.

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“We’re back!” “We’re back!” me and Touka shout to the apartment.

We go to our room, get changed and prepare something to eat, because we want to surfing the old memories and compare it to what we remember. Not long after I change clothes, I hear a doorbell. I came to the door and in the bell camera, there is Rina, already in front of the apartment.

I open the door and let Rina come in

“Hey, you already here. Come inside.”

“Thanks always. Oh! Here.”

Rina gave something to me.

“What is it?”

“Oh, a snack. Usually, you were prepare the snack. Now let me take care of it.”

“That’s a nice from you.”

“Back at you. My Boy-Girlfriend.” Says Rina while blinking at me.

“Ah, Rin-san, welcome.”

“Touka-chan. You’re always cute as ever.” Rina give Touka a hug.

“Rin-san, what’s wrong with you today?”

“I don’t know. For some reason today, even in school, I want to be pampered.”

Rina today is cute.

I never see Rina like this. Maybe because now she is my girlfriend?

“Rin-san, why do you want to be pampered by me. You had Onii-chan, right.”

“No! No! I want to be pampered to both of you~!”

Eh! By us!!!

We’re surprised by Rina’s desire.

So, Rina is holding in for this entire time?

I sat in the sofa and sort of, baiting Rina by patting my thighs.

“Rina……come here.”

“Sou-chaaaann~”

She came to me like a cat and she sleep in my lap.

She is really wanted to be pampered.

She’s is happily sleeping in my lap.

As Touka I sat beside myself and put Rina’s half down in my laps as well.

“Here~ Rin-san. Here’s a massage.”

As Touka I massage her leg. Not too strong but just enough.

“OOOUUUGGHHH~~~ Yeah~~~ Touka-shaaann~. Yeah, it’s there.”

“You like it, Rin-san?”

Rina nodded at us.

I pat her head to add more comfort to her.

Rina is like melting in our lap.

She is having fun.

Let her be, Onii-chan. Let her be.

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After a long time to pamper Rina, now we back to our main reason Rina is also here.

Oh, for notes, we also want Kai to come. But as usual, Kai is busy with his job.

“Alright, everyone. Are you ready?”

We’re nod almost at the same time. I opened the first page of my album.

If you didn’t include my first 2 years old photos included Touka as well. Everything is normal. No, all of it is normal. It’s just now Touka is there.

“Ah, you two cute when you a little.”

“Hmm, thanks. Rin-san.”

“There was no strange thing in here.”

“Maybe there were not strange at the beginning. Just because now, I’m included, it doesn’t mean everything is gonna drastically changed, Onii-chan.”

“Yeah, maybe you were right.”

I close the album and lean myself to relax.

“Thank god there is not anything weird, Souta.”

“Yeah. Thank it’s not what I expected.”

“Well, what do you expect, Onii-chan?”

“You know. Like the one I usually watch.”

“Ahhh.”

Touka immediately know what I’m talking about.

“What do you guys talk-“

“Stop, Rin-san. We will explain later to you. But now, let’s relaxed for a second.”

Touka lean herself to the sofa same as me. Rina who still confused decided to lean as well.

“So…. This is not becoming a problem then.”

“Yeah.” “Yeah.” We answer it together.

For a couple of seconds, we relaxed in there.

“Alright. Who wants to get to bath.”

“Me!” said Rina happily.

“I’ll go later. You two can bath first.”

“No no. We go together. Like in the past.”

“Huh!?? There’s no way I can go. I still male inside you know.”

“But right now Onii-chan is a girl. Plus, Onii-chan is also me as well, so don’t be picky. Rin-san also okay, right?”

Rina is blushing hard but she is nodding to Touka invitation.

“Yeay. So, what are we waiting for. Let’s go!”

So, yeah…… Long story short, we are bathing together that night. Thank god my apartment has a big bathroom. Otherwise, we need to go to open bath outside.

‘You want me to explain it to you’?

No! A girl did not explain anything to anyone else, buddy. So, I’ll let your imagination decide what we were doing. But now, I’m not talking about it to you guys. Sorry~