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Infinite Desire gojo x male y/n


Infinite Desire
A Gojo Satoru x Male Reader Story


Chapter 1: Breaking the Rules
The training session had gone longer than expected, and now you found yourself alone with Gojo-sensei in the abandoned classroom he'd commandeered for "special instruction." At nineteen, you were technically still a student, but everyone knew you were more skilled than most graduates. Everyone except the man lounging against the desk in front of you.

"Your technique is impressive," Gojo said, his blindfold pushed up to rest on his forehead, those piercing blue eyes studying you with an intensity that made your stomach flip. "But you're holding back."

"I'm not—"

"You are." He pushed off from the desk and walked toward you, each step measured and predatory. "The question is why. What are you afraid of?"

You, you thought but didn't dare say. You were afraid of the way he made you feel, of how your body reacted when he got too close, of the dreams that had been plaguing you for months.

"I'm not afraid of anything," you lied, crossing your arms defensively.

Gojo's lips curved into that infuriating smirk. "Really? Then why is your heart racing right now?"

Damn his Six Eyes. Nothing got past him.

"Maybe because my sensei is standing uncomfortably close," you shot back, trying to inject some irritation into your voice.

"Uncomfortable?" He took another step closer, now close enough that you could smell his cologne. "Is that what you call this feeling?"

Your breath hitched as he reached out, his fingers barely grazing your jaw. The touch was feather-light, but it sent electricity shooting through your entire system.

"Gojo-sensei," you warned, though your voice came out breathier than intended.

"Satoru," he corrected, his thumb now tracing your jawline. "When we're alone like this, call me Satoru."

"This is inappropriate," you whispered, even as you found yourself leaning into his touch.

"Probably," he agreed, his voice dropping to a husky whisper. "But I've never been one to follow rules."

His other hand came up to cup your other cheek, and suddenly you were trapped between his intense gaze and his warm palms. Your heart hammered against your ribs as he studied your face.

"Tell me to stop," he murmured, his face inches from yours.

You opened your mouth, but the words wouldn't come. Instead, you found yourself staring at his lips, wondering what they would feel like against yours.

"That's what I thought," he breathed, and then his mouth was on yours.

The kiss was gentle at first, almost hesitant, but when you responded by fisting your hands in his uniform jacket, he deepened it. His tongue swept across your lower lip, asking for entrance, and you granted it with a soft moan.

When you finally broke apart, both breathing heavily, his forehead rested against yours.

"We shouldn't—" you started.

"Shouldn't what?" His hands slid down to your waist, pulling you closer. "Feel this? Want this?"

"You're my teacher," you reminded him weakly.

"And you're brilliant, powerful, and absolutely gorgeous," he countered. "Age is just a number, and we both know you're more mature than half the graduated sorcerers I know."

Before you could respond, the sound of footsteps in the hallway made you both spring apart. A student walked past the open door, and you realized how close you'd come to being caught.

"Think about it," Gojo said quietly as he pulled his blindfold back down. "Think about what you really want."

As he left the classroom, you slumped against the wall, your heart still racing. You knew what you wanted—the question was whether you were brave enough to take it.


Chapter 2: Temptation
Three days had passed since the incident in the classroom, and you'd been avoiding Gojo as much as possible. Which was difficult when he was your instructor for advanced cursed technique training.

Today, however, he'd cornered you after class with a simple request: "Come to my apartment tonight. We need to discuss your progress."

You knew it wasn't really about your progress, but you found yourself standing outside his door at eight PM anyway, your palms sweating as you raised your hand to knock.

"It's open," his voice called from inside before your knuckles could connect with the wood.

His apartment was surprisingly tasteful—modern but comfortable, with floor-to-ceiling windows that offered a stunning view of Tokyo's skyline. You found him in the kitchen, cooking what smelled like an elaborate dinner.

"You cook?" you asked, genuinely surprised.

"I'm a man of many talents," he replied with that trademark grin, but his blindfold was off, and you could see the heat in his blue eyes as they raked over you. "Wine?"

You accepted the glass he offered, your fingers brushing his as you took it. The simple contact sent a shiver down your spine.

"So," you said, trying to keep your voice steady, "what did you want to discuss about my progress?"

"Who said anything about progress?" He moved closer, backing you against the kitchen counter. "I think we both know why you're really here."

"Gojo-sensei—"

"Satoru," he corrected, his hands bracing on either side of you, trapping you. "And you're here because you've been thinking about that kiss just as much as I have."

You couldn't deny it. The kiss had been replaying in your mind constantly, along with considerably more explicit scenarios involving the man currently caging you in.

"This is crazy," you whispered.

"The best things usually are." His hand came up to cup your cheek again. "Tell me you don't want this, and I'll back off. We'll pretend nothing happened, go back to our normal student-teacher relationship."

You looked into those impossibly blue eyes and knew you couldn't lie to him. "I can't."

"Can't what?"

"Can't tell you I don't want this," you admitted, your voice barely audible.

His smile was triumphant and hungry. "Good."

This time when he kissed you, there was nothing hesitant about it. It was demanding, passionate, full of the desire he'd been holding back. Your hands tangled in his white hair, marveling at how soft it was, while his hands explored your body with a reverence that made you gasp.

"You're so beautiful," he murmured against your neck, his lips finding that sensitive spot that made you arch against him. "I've been imagining this for months."

"Months?" you breathed.

"Since the day you walked into my classroom and looked at me like you wanted to either fight me or fuck me," he admitted, his teeth grazing your throat.

The crude words sent heat pooling in your stomach. "Satoru," you moaned, and the sound of his name on your lips seemed to drive him wild.

He lifted you easily, setting you on the kitchen counter so you were at eye level. His hands framed your face as he kissed you again, deeper this time, more desperate.

"Stay tonight," he whispered against your lips.

You knew you should say no, should maintain some semblance of propriety. Instead, you heard yourself say, "Yes."

The smile he gave you was brilliant and predatory, and you knew you were in for a night that would change everything between you.


Chapter 3: Surrender
Dinner was forgotten as Satoru led you to his bedroom, his hand warm and sure in yours. The space was dimly lit by the city lights streaming through the windows, casting everything in a soft, intimate glow.

"Are you sure about this?" he asked, stopping at the foot of his bed to face you. Even in the dim light, his eyes seemed to glow with their own inner fire.

Instead of answering with words, you reached for the hem of your shirt, pulling it over your head. His breath hitched as his eyes roamed over your exposed chest, and you felt a thrill of power at affecting the strongest sorcerer alive so visibly.

"Fuck," he breathed, his hands immediately coming up to explore your newly revealed skin. "You're perfect."

His touch was electric, leaving trails of fire everywhere his fingers wandered. When his mouth followed the path of his hands, pressing hot kisses to your chest, you couldn't suppress the moan that escaped your lips.

"So responsive," he murmured against your skin. "I love the sounds you make."

Your hands worked at his clothes with increasing urgency, desperate to feel more of him. When his shirt finally joined yours on the floor, you took a moment to appreciate the lean muscle of his torso, your fingers tracing the defined lines of his abs.

"Like what you see?" he asked with that cocky grin, but you could see the genuine desire for approval in his eyes.

"You know I do," you replied, pulling him down for another kiss.

What followed was a slow, passionate exploration of each other. Satoru worshipped your body with his hands and mouth, finding every sensitive spot and exploiting it until you were trembling beneath him. When you tried to return the favor, he caught your wrists gently.

"Tonight is about you," he said, his voice rough with desire. "Let me take care of you."

The reverence in his touch, the way he looked at you like you were something precious and beautiful, was almost overwhelming. When he finally claimed you completely, it was with a gentleness that contrasted beautifully with the intensity of his desire.

"So good," he whispered against your ear as you moved together in perfect rhythm. "So perfect for me."

You lost yourself in the sensation of being connected to him so intimately, in the weight of his body above you, in the whispered endearments and praise he murmured against your skin. When release finally claimed you both, it was with an intensity that left you shaking in his arms.

Afterwards, as you lay tangled together in his sheets, Satoru traced lazy patterns on your chest with his fingertips.

"No regrets?" he asked quietly.

You turned in his arms to face him, taking in his tousled white hair and the satisfied expression on his face. "None," you said firmly. "You?"

"Are you kidding?" He pulled you closer, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. "I've been wanting this for so long, I was starting to think I'd imagined the tension between us."

"Definitely not imagined," you assured him, smiling as you felt him chuckle.

"Good," he murmured, his arms tightening around you. "Because I'm not letting you go now."

As you drifted off to sleep in his arms, you knew that whatever complications this relationship might bring, it was worth it. Being with Satoru felt like coming home.


Chapter 4: Dangerous Territory
Waking up in Satoru's bed felt surreal. The morning light streaming through his windows, the weight of his arm around your waist, the soft sound of his breathing—it all seemed too good to be true.

"Good morning, beautiful," his voice was husky with sleep as he pressed a kiss to your shoulder.

"Morning," you replied, turning in his arms to face him. His hair was even more disheveled than usual, sticking up in every direction, and there was something endearingly vulnerable about seeing him like this.

"How do you feel?" he asked, his hand coming up to cup your cheek.

"Good," you said honestly. "Really good."

His smile was soft and genuine. "I'm glad. I was worried you might regret it in the light of day."

"The only thing I regret is that we waited so long," you admitted, making his smile widen.

"Well, we have time to make up for that," he said, leaning down to kiss you.

The kiss quickly heated up, and you were well on your way to a repeat of the night before when both of your phones started buzzing urgently.

"Emergency at the school," Satoru sighed after checking his phone. "Curse attack."

The transition from intimate lovers to professional sorcerers was jarring but necessary. Within minutes, you were both dressed and heading out, falling back into your familiar roles as teacher and student.

The curse had been dealt with by the time you arrived, but the aftermath required attention. As you worked alongside the other students to secure the area, you were hyperaware of Satoru's presence, of the way his eyes followed you when he thought no one was looking.

"You two seem... different today," Megumi observed quietly as you worked together to repair some damaged barriers.

Your heart stopped. "What do you mean?"

"I don't know," he said with that eerily perceptive look he got sometimes. "Just different."

Before you could respond, Nobara bounced over. "Did you guys notice how Gojo-sensei keeps staring at—" She stopped mid-sentence, looking between you and Megumi with wide eyes. "Oh my god. Something happened!"

"Nothing happened," you said quickly, but your face was burning.

"You're blushing!" she accused. "And Gojo-sensei has been grinning like an idiot all morning. You two—"

"Nobara," Satoru's voice interrupted as he appeared beside your group. "Shouldn't you be helping with the cleanup instead of gossiping?"

"We weren't gossiping," she protested, but there was a knowing look in her eyes that made your stomach churn.

Later, as you walked back toward the dorms, Satoru fell into step beside you. "We need to be more careful," he said quietly.

"I know." The weight of what you'd started was beginning to sink in. "The students are already suspicious."

"Not just the students," he said grimly. "If the higher-ups find out about us..."

He didn't need to finish the sentence. You both knew the consequences could be severe—for both of you, but especially for him.

"Maybe we should—" you started.

"Don't," he interrupted, catching your arm gently. "Don't say we should stop. I meant what I said last night—I'm not letting you go."

The intensity in his voice made your heart race. "Then what do we do?"

"We're careful. We're discreet. And we don't let anyone else dictate our happiness." His hand squeezed your arm gently. "Can you do that?"

Looking into his determined blue eyes, you nodded. "Yes."

"Good." He released your arm but not before his fingers brushed yours in a gesture so subtle anyone watching would miss it. "Meet me at my place tonight. We have a lot to figure out."

As he walked away, you realized that falling for Gojo Satoru was the easy part. Navigating a secret relationship with the most watched man in the jujutsu world? That was going to be the real challenge.


Chapter 5: Playing with Fire
Two weeks into your secret relationship, you'd become masters of stolen moments and hidden glances. The thrill of secrecy added an extra layer of excitement to every interaction, every casual brush of fingers, every meaningful look across a crowded room.

Tonight, Satoru had suggested something particularly risky—meeting in his office after hours. The school was nearly empty, with most students in their dorms and the faculty gone for the day.

"This is dangerous," you whispered as he locked the door behind you.

"I know," he replied, but his grin was wicked as he backed you against his desk. "But I've been thinking about you all day, and I couldn't wait until we could get to my apartment."

His mouth was on yours before you could protest, hot and demanding. The risk of being caught only seemed to fuel his passion, his hands roaming your body with an urgency that set your blood on fire.

"Someone could walk in," you gasped as he moved to your neck, finding that spot that made you weak in the knees.

"The door's locked," he murmured against your throat. "And I put up a barrier. No one can hear us."

The revelation that he'd planned this, that he'd taken precautions just so he could have you here, in his office, sent a thrill through you that had nothing to do with the danger.

"You're insatiable," you accused, even as your hands worked at his clothes.

"Only for you," he replied, lifting you onto his desk and stepping between your legs. "You drive me crazy, you know that?"

The confession, combined with the feeling of his hands on your body, made coherent thought impossible. You lost yourself in the sensation of being with him, in the way he made you feel like you were the only person in the world that mattered.

It was fast and desperate and absolutely incredible, made even more intense by the knowledge that you were breaking so many rules. When it was over, you both sat on his desk, holding each other and trying to catch your breath.

"We're playing with fire," you said softly.

"I know," he replied, pressing a kiss to your temple. "But I can't seem to stay away from you."

"Good," you said, turning to meet his eyes. "Because I don't want you to."

The sound of footsteps in the hallway outside made you both freeze. They passed by without stopping, but the reminder of how easily you could be caught sent reality crashing back.

"We should go," you said reluctantly.

"I know," he agreed, but neither of you moved for several long moments.

Finally, you separated, straightening your clothes and trying to look presentable. As you prepared to leave, Satoru caught your hand.

"Tomorrow night," he said. "My place. I want to cook for you properly this time."

The domestic promise in his words made your heart flutter. "I'd like that."

He squeezed your hand before releasing it. "I'll go first. Wait five minutes before you leave."

As you watched him go, straightening his clothes and running a hand through his hair, you marveled at how easily he slipped back into his role as the confident, untouchable Gojo-sensei. No one would ever guess what had just happened in this office.

But you knew, and the secret burned bright and dangerous in your chest as you waited to make your own escape.


Chapter 6: Exposed
The dinner Satoru had promised was perfect—homemade pasta with a wine that probably cost more than most people's monthly salary, served by candlelight in his apartment. He'd gone all out, and the domestic intimacy of it made your heart ache with how much you'd come to care for him.

"This is incredible," you said, gesturing to the elaborate meal. "Where did you learn to cook like this?"

"I have a lot of free time," he replied with a shrug, but you could see the pleased expression on his face. "And I wanted to do something special for you."

The confession made your chest tight with emotion. "You didn't have to—"

"I wanted to," he interrupted, reaching across the table to take your hand. "You're important to me. This is important to me."

The weight of his words settled between you, and you realized this had moved far beyond just physical attraction. You were falling in love with him—might already be there, if you were being honest with yourself.

"Satoru," you started, not sure what you wanted to say.

"I know," he said softly, his thumb tracing patterns on your hand. "I feel it too."

Before either of you could say more, there was a sharp knock at his door. You both froze, eyes wide.

"Gojo," came Principal Yaga's stern voice through the door. "Open up. We need to talk."

The blood drained from your face. Of all the people who could have found out, Yaga was possibly the worst.

"Bathroom," Satoru whispered urgently, but it was too late. The sound of keys in the lock made you both realize that Yaga had override access to faculty apartments.

"Gojo, I know you're—" Yaga stopped short as he entered the apartment, taking in the romantic dinner setup and your presence at the table.

The silence stretched painfully long. You could feel your career, your future, crumbling around you.

"Principal Yaga," you started, but he held up a hand to stop you.

"How long?" he asked simply.

You and Satoru exchanged glances. There was no point in lying now.

"Three weeks," Satoru answered.

"Three weeks." Yaga's expression was unreadable. "And you thought this was appropriate?"

"I thought this was none of anyone else's business," Satoru replied, his tone defensive.

"It became everyone's business when it started affecting your judgment," Yaga shot back. "Do you have any idea how reckless you've both been? The risks you've taken?"

The lecture continued for several excruciating minutes, covering everything from professional ethics to the potential scandal if word got out. Through it all, Satoru remained defiant while you sat in mortified silence.

"What happens now?" you finally asked when Yaga paused.

He looked between you both, his expression softening slightly. "Now, we figure out how to handle this without destroying both your careers."

The relief that flooded through you was overwhelming. "You're not going to report us?"

"I should," he said sternly. "But Gojo is too valuable to lose, and you're one of our most promising young sorcerers. However, there will be conditions."

The conditions were strict: absolute discretion, no public displays of affection, and your relationship could never interfere with your duties as sorcerers. Any sign that it was affecting your work, and it would be over.

"Do you both understand?" Yaga asked.

"Yes," you both replied.

After Yaga left, you and Satoru sat in stunned silence.

"Well," Satoru finally said, "that could have gone worse."

"Could it have?" you asked weakly.

He moved to sit beside you, pulling you into his arms. "Hey, we're okay. We can make this work."

"Can we?" The weight of the scrutiny you'd now be under felt overwhelming.

"Yes," he said firmly, tilting your chin up to meet his eyes. "Because what we have is worth fighting for."

Looking into his determined blue eyes, you felt some of your panic ease. Maybe he was right. Maybe you could make this work.

You had to believe it was possible, because the alternative—losing him—wasn't something you were willing to consider.


Chapter 7: Worth the Risk
Six months had passed since Yaga discovered your relationship, and you'd successfully navigated the challenges of being together under constant scrutiny. The secrecy was still difficult, but it had also brought you closer together, creating an intimacy built on stolen moments and whispered conversations.

Tonight was different, though. Tonight, Satoru had asked you to meet him on the roof of the school—a place you'd never been together before.

You found him standing at the edge, looking out over the city lights. His blindfold was off, and his white hair caught the moonlight.

"Beautiful night," you said, moving to stand beside him.

"It is now," he replied, turning to face you with that smile that still made your heart skip.

"What's this about?" you asked. "You seemed different when you asked me to meet you here."

He was quiet for a moment, and you could see him gathering his thoughts. "Do you ever regret it? This whole complicated mess we've gotten ourselves into?"

The question surprised you. "No. Do you?"

"Never," he said immediately. "But I think about it sometimes—how much easier your life would be if you'd never gotten involved with me."

"Easier, maybe," you agreed. "But not better."

He turned to face you fully, and you could see something intense in his expression. "I love you," he said simply.

The words hit you like a physical blow. You'd both been dancing around the sentiment for months, but neither of you had said it out loud.

"I love you too," you replied, the words feeling both terrifying and liberating.

His smile was brilliant. "Good. Because I have something to ask you."

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box, and your heart stopped.

"It's not what you think," he said quickly, seeing your expression. "I mean, it is, but not... not officially. Not yet."

He opened the box to reveal a simple silver band. "It's a promise ring. A promise that when all this is over—when you graduate, when the politics and complications don't matter anymore—I want to do this right. I want to marry you."

Tears pricked at your eyes as you stared at the ring. "Satoru..."

"I know it's not conventional," he continued, his voice slightly uncertain. "And I know we'll have to wait. But I needed you to know how serious I am about us, about our future."

"Yes," you breathed.

"Yes?"

"Yes, I want that future with you," you said more clearly. "All of it."

His kiss was soft and sweet and full of promise. When he slipped the ring onto your finger, it felt like a vow.

"I can't wear it openly," you said, looking at the simple band.

"I know. But when you look at it, you'll remember this moment. You'll remember that someone loves you enough to wait for you."

The emotion in his voice nearly undid you. "How long do we have to wait?"

"As long as it takes," he said, pulling you close. "You're worth waiting for."

Later that night, in the privacy of his apartment, you made love with a new intensity, a new depth of emotion. Every touch was a promise, every kiss a vow. You were no longer just secret lovers stealing moments—you were partners, committed to a future together despite all the obstacles in your way.

"No regrets?" he asked afterwards, as you lay tangled together.

"None," you replied firmly. "This is exactly where I want to be."

He pressed a kiss to your forehead, and you could feel him smile against your skin. "Good. Because I plan on keeping you for a very long time."

As you drifted off to sleep in his arms, the promise ring hidden but warm against your skin, you knew that whatever challenges lay ahead, you'd face them together. Love in the jujutsu world was dangerous and complicated, but it was also the most powerful force you'd ever encountered.

And with Gojo Satoru, you were willing to take on the world.


Epilogue: Two Years Later
"Sensei," Yuji called out as you finished demonstrating a new technique to the first-year students. "Are you really getting married next month?"

The question made you smile. The engagement announcement had been the talk of the school for weeks, ever since you'd both graduated and the relationship was no longer forbidden.

"I am," you confirmed.

"To Gojo-sensei?" Nobara asked with barely contained excitement. "We knew something was going on years ago!"

"You did not," you laughed.

"We totally did," Megumi said dryly. "You two weren't as subtle as you thought."

Before you could respond, familiar arms wrapped around you from behind. "Are my students giving you trouble?" Satoru's voice was warm with amusement.

"Just congratulating me on my excellent taste in fiancés," you replied, leaning back against his chest.

The public displays of affection still felt new and thrilling after years of secrecy. Being able to touch him freely, to show the world how much you loved each other, was a gift you never took for granted.

"They have a point," he murmured against your ear. "You do have excellent taste."

"Ugh, get a room," Nobara complained, but she was smiling.

As the students dispersed, chattering excitedly about the upcoming wedding, Satoru turned you in his arms.

"Happy?" he asked.

"Completely," you replied, meaning it.

He kissed you softly, right there in the middle of the training grounds, not caring who saw. After years of stolen moments and hidden affection, the freedom was intoxicating.

"I love you," he whispered against your lips.

"I love you too," you replied. "Always."

The journey hadn't been easy, but every challenge, every secret moment, every risk you'd taken had led to this—a love worth waiting for, worth fighting for, worth everything.

And as Satoru spun you around in the afternoon sunlight, both of you laughing, you knew that some rules were meant to be broken.

Especially when breaking them led to forever.

The End

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