My lazy days are over

I am Dev, a second year college student .I was very  lazy and shy because of that my parents sent me to field trip today.

This changed my life very drastically .My goal was to score exams greater than Top 5 of my class .Those people have natural talent in programming in C and communication skill than me .So I am scared to talk to them, because they only talk to students who are in their rank .My  rank is not bad though , I worked hard for my exam ,but before the last day . Due to this practice I am always stuck in same place 8.0 CGPA while the top 5 aced 9.2 + CGPA .This made me loss my confidence in challenging  them.

I came to understand that my weakness was laziness and procrastination .I always pushed things like not practice C programming thinking that the looping part is hard till end of lab exam .But the end I realised I wasted my potential to score. This made me feel guilty  ,every day I planned to do exercise become smart and intelligent by studying everyday but got distracted by  always thinking of my past life ,how smart I was back then.

But the main problem I am facing before exam his they will call before my exam asking Dev say me some important questions that will appear.This things cause me burden as I didn't even study properly , my friend's are thinking that I am studying everyday this mad me feel like I am stuck in my drama.

Everyday I will think If God sent me to isekai world like the anime "Pokemon " where world is full of greenery and mythical monsters my life would have been peace. Even I don't want to be compared by my parents for how incompetent I am .

My college starts every at 8:30 am and ends at 4:00 pm, it's 30 kilometre far from my home .So my college bus reached at my stop at 7:10 am . So my father used to wake me up early at 6:15 saying

Dev it's already 7:00 hurry up be ready and go to your college.

This made my everyday lazy life uneasy as my sleep is getting interrupted due to everyday homework from my college side .

I feel frustrated saying why everything happens not in my way . I feel like I am accumulating lots of negative energy thinking about this things. I get jealous that how my younger sister scoring well in Olympiads and she won't even respect me as my scores were less. 

I always pray to God ...

God please take me to an Isekai world but I know the fact there is no Isekai world , no one can escape from their karma (act) .

I used to focus in class better than top 5 who used to talk with their friends at class. I was silent during class because of that I could grasp some amount of content in class properly.After end of the day I will get tired because of lack of exercise and no stamina 

Then I used to board my bus at 4:30 pm ,as my bus coordinator said bus driver's to not open bus until 4:30 pm .So I used to roam with my friends and have small snack with them which made me happy.

When I reach my home ,it will be 6pm and the sky will be dark . The bus won't drop me directly at my home .I should walk for some distance and I used to run a lot with excitement to reach home as like I am going to heaven .

Then I tried to learn some new concepts but in between ,I got distracted by thinking about my past self 

Then my mother shouted  at 8 pm  saying 

Dev come eat dinner early .. Call your younger sister also for the dinner.

So this cycles continue to be my routine 

But I didn't felt that tomorrow is the day where this cycle of my life and happiness came to end .

I got message from my official college lime group that there will be an industrial visit to silk factory .So I tried convincing my father who came early at home  saying that 

Dad I don't want to go to industrial visit saying that I want atleast one day good sleep

But my father knew that I am lazy and he said to me 

There is no excuse ,you should attend the trip and I will give you travel expense for you to otherwise no pocket money .Okay

Next day, I woke up early and  got ready for the trip . But my inner self was telling to don't go today  but I don't know why I am feeling this uneasiness.

Today because of this trip my father dropped my to the college by his car and said to me 

Enjoy this trip well and learn to communicate and get good friends.

Then I met my friends , I was cheerful as this was my first tour with my best friends . I boarded the bus sitting happily at back sit even the top 5 also came. I thought myself why this people even disturb my leisure life by drawing the centre of attention towards themselves like main characters .

After everyone of our classmates assembled the bus started .Then suddenly a flash of light came before our eyes with high intensity .I lost my consciousness, when I opened my eyes ,our bus was infront of large castle .I asked my friend beside me  where are we, they said our class teacher said we are stuck in isekai world.

We boarded from the bus and a priest appeared before us and  he said "  Heroes , it's time for appraisal of your blessings given by God . "

Everyone was waiting for their turn standing in a queue excited about what rank they will get .

I started Sobbing, will I get a waste skill because I am lazy this fear stuck my mind