Chapter 7:

Mystery

The Lowliest Lifeform


I didn't know a lot about Spirit Beasts. So the next day, after resting for a few hours, I woke up before the bat girl and pulled out Si Chou's book. It took some careful flipping, but I confirmed something.

The last thing Si Chou had been adding to the book was stuff on Spirit Beasts. And it hadn't finished.

God help me. Didn't people in these settings usually have like four masters before they left puberty? I was left with an unfinished manual. Beetles can't be choosers though.

I laid the book down and read carefully through it. Spirit Beasts. We were products of normal animals who, either through generational breeding or a product of our environment, gained a core of Qi dense enough to allow us to do things a normal animal couldn't. Once we gained it, we had some differences from normal cultivators. For example, we could naturally circulate ambient Qi into our bodies without needing to learn a cultivation technique first.

We were more durable, stronger, faster, and in exceptional cases even capable of using techniques in combat. At the higher levels, about Earth Realm or so, some Spirit Beasts even learned how to take human form.

I stopped reading for a moment to glance in the direction of the room the bat girl was still asleep in. She was stirring, about to wake up. I wasn't sure if she was di or nocturnal, but thus far she seemed okay with either.

I went back to reading and stopped. Si Chou had… left his own words. Not a clinical explanation of things, but something personal.

"My friend. While I write these words, I must share my own hopes. You have grown so quickly. Baring a bottleneck of some sort, I expect you will one day learn to speak, to even take human form. I cannot wait for those days. While I have trouble thinking of you as more than a fun project, I know you have more intelligence than I ever believed. I hope to one day share tea with you as we speak at long last. I imagine you have much to-"

The words stopped there. The book, the whole book, ended with that.

I snapped the book closed and shuddered in place for a moment. Damnit. Si Chou…

I sat there in silence for a while, circulating my Qi through me. Through my body like breathing oxygen, letting it flow into me and through my limbs, my heart, my chitin armor and my wings, then back through again.

Losing Si Chou hurt more than I thought. Losing anyone hurts though. It's a part of living. I couldn't let it stop me from growing. Si Chou's book hadn't included anything about heart demons or Qi deviation, but the little Xianxia media I'd read made it clear those were real possibilities.

Accept the pain, but don't let it become overwhelming. I was tempted to sink down into my beetle instincts again, give up my awareness in favor of ignoring my own turmoil. I focused instead. No ignoring the hurt. Just survive it. Si Chou was gone, the sect was gone, but his memory and theirs would live on. I was alone in this world, but that didn't have to be permanent. And one day, I'd tell someone about a bug nerd who had given me a shot at life.

And I had one more gift from them. Pursuit Arrow. Something I could teach others. Something I would carry with me forever.

While I was circulating my Qi, the flapping of wings drew my attention. I focused on them, expecting the bat girl. Except that she was still in her room.

Instead, a bird dropped out of the sky to land in front of me. We stared at each other for a moment.

A crow. An inky-black feathered crow, with a purple sheen to his feathers. I tried to take a bit of a measure of his Qi-

Profound Realm. 5th Stage.

"...Oh holy shit," I gasped out. I was in Foundation Realm, 3rd stage, and the difference between stages was huge. This crow was stronger than Si Chou had been. What the hell!?

"Holy excrement?" The crow didn't exactly smile, but his eyes did crinkle in amusement. "Beetles truly do have strange customs."

He was talking. In the same way that my batgirl tried, but it was like the difference between doing arithmetic and physics. All the parts were similar, but this was so much more. His voice felt clear in my mind.

"We are also famously gross tasting," I responded. "No nutritional value."

"I wouldn't be so harsh. Many beetles I have eaten have been quite delicious," the fucking cultivating crow said casually. "I must admit, I haven't met one capable of cultivation."

"...It's something my master taught me before he died," I admit, trying to think carefully. The difference between us was huge, but that didn't mean he was about to kill me. But if he did, I'd have to figure something out.

"A master. Even more unusual," The crow waved his wings briefly, shaking them out before curling them back in. "And the little one within those rooms? A future meal?"

"A future student," I said, glaring. "I eat fruit."

"Hmm," the crow cocked his head to the side, those old eyes staring past its black beak. "...Very well. This Violet Wing will allow it."

Except he didn't say Violet Wing. He said 'Zi Yi', but I translated its actual meaning in my head. The way we spoke, through intent and Qi, made that happen. That was weird.

"Allow it?" I asked. "I don't want to be rude, have I made an error in making a home here?"

"Yes. But as I said. This Zi Yi, a magnanimous soul, will allow it. Concessions must be made in matters of war. I will see you in battle, strange worshipper of feces."

Before I could complain about that, his wings snapped out. Then he was gone. No flapping of wings, no lead up at all. He just disappeared.

"...War?" I asked myself quietly. What the-

"Bug?" The bat girl came flying out of her room, heading over to land before me. She stared at me, confused and yawning. "Bug good?"

"Uh… yeah, yeah, mi amiga. Just processing things. Felt like my whole world got rocked, you know?"

She stared at me. Finally she nodded, coming to a conclusion. "Hungry."

I barked out a laugh, shaking my beetle head slightly, my horns slicing through the air a bit. "All right. Too big a concept for now. Go ahead girl, the peach tree is always yours."

Her confusion became a brilliant sort of happiness. "Thank!"

She flew towards the tree and begin eating. As she did, I took the measure of her Qi. Then I shuddered in surprise.

The bat girl had been close to igniting, but now she might as well be one step away from it. In a single night? Or maybe… did the crow do something?

Well. It helped me either way. The faster she learned to understand me, the faster we could come to some kind of deal. I'd picked her to have a fast, powerful way of getting around, but I didn't want her to be a slave or something.

I watched her eat with a bit of bemusement. Okay. For now, this was a good thing. I'd figure out the rest later.

I flew over to the tree and landed next to the bat girl. She hesitated, then held out her peach. When I shook my head, she brightened and went back to chewing away.

"I need to give you a real name," I said to her. "Something other than 'bat girl'."

She glanced at me, uncaring. I hummed. "How about… Daji? Cause you're a flying fox?"

"...I, fox?"

"Kind of?" I hesitated though. Daji was… a loaded name. I had watched a movie featuring the famous fox lady. She hadn't exactly been a good role model. More of a ridiculously evil bitch.

Still, Daji was a good uh… last, name? Maybe? Well, she did need a first. From someone good. Strong, and kind.

Bat girl… Batgirl.

"Cass," I hummed. "How about that? Cass Daji."

The newly named Cass swallowed a bit of peach and looked at me fully. "Kasi?"

She sounded slightly different. More clear, somehow.

"Uh… sure. Kasi Daji. Sounds perfect," I pet the top of her head with a single claw, getting a confused look in response. "So, Cass. How about we go flying in a bit? See what sort of food we can find?"

She brightened. "Mmm!"

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From the back of Cass, the whole forest was a lot easier to scan. In fact, she was so fast that we actually had to slow down and dip into the forest proper to get a good look at things. I realized a few things about the forest, or mostly confirmed a few things.

First, there had once been more people living in it once. The forest had more small ruins. Nothing as intact as the temple, but there were a few signs. Roads that were overgrown. Small broken columns of stone that might have once been statues or pillars. Large fields that, on closer inspection, had once been courtyards.

So the forest had once been civilized, somewhat. But now, this place, so full of life and Qi, was left alone. What happened? Why had humans left? Why didn't they come back? The Ever Pursuing Arrow Sect had been next to a GOLDMINE in terms of resources. Why hadn't they ever entered it?

Cass didn't have any answers. She seemed to find me interesting though. Whenever I stopped to study a new area, she would watch curiously as I hopped from place to place, studying what I could.

Anyways, the second thing I realized was that in the distance, the Qi of the forest stopped. I'd noticed it before. A brown dot in the distance that felt like a black hole of Qi. It was… foreboding. An almost horrific feeling. You know the feeling of staring into darkness, knowing something is out there, but not knowing what it is?

Feeling reluctant, I got on top of Cass' back. "Okay girl. Let's go visit whatever the heck that mess is."

"Fly!" she agreed, spreading her wings and launching up into the air. I held on tight as she spun through the air, zipping off towards the brown smudge. We stopped twice more, once to grab some lunch in the form of some pears, once to look at the remains of a courtyard atop a mountain. And as we went, I started talking to her.

"Before this, I had a master," I said while we ate pears. "A man named Si Chou. He was good. Kind. The kind of person who would raise a bug for the sake of raising him, with no real benefit to himself."

"Master strong?" Cass asked curiously.

"No. Master was stronger than me, sure. But he wasn't strong… sometimes that doesn't matter though, Cass. Being strong doesn't matter as much as being kind. When he died… it was as a good man. Even immortals die, Cass. But not everyone dies as a good person. That's worth everything."

Later, in the courtyard as I looked around, I kept speaking to her. "When you ignite, when you fully understand who you are, I'll let you decide then if you want to go on your own. I mean, I know you just followed me cause I offered you food but, well, it's nice to have someone to talk to."

Cass watched as I scratched at the remains of some kind of stone platform, now crumbling to nothing. In the distance, a massive stone armored warrior head the size of a building looked over everything. Maybe it was once a full-bodied statue, maybe it had always been a head, but it glared at us as I worked.

"Still. When you become a full spirit beast, whenever it happens, if you want to make your own way, I'm happy to let you. But if you want to stay friends, that's good too," I poked at another portion of the platform and sighed. The hell was I looking for, anyway? "For now. Let's keep riding."

We headed out again. Towards the, whatever it could be called, a Qi hole in the forest? Heh. Qi hole.

The closer we came, the more obvious it became. I felt as though something was 'tugging' at my Qi, at Cass' Qi. I pulled my Qi into myself as the wind flew by us, extending it around us as a protective field of sorts afterwards. Cass shuddered, then let a small sound out of her mouth, flying faster.

And below us, the signs grew stronger. In the dark green below us, spots of death appeared. Small groves that had been destroyed. Dead trees within the green, entire portions of brown foliage. It didn't feel normal. Each small portion we passed over was like a tugging hole in the universe.

When I read Xianxia novels, they described some places like that. Sections that were anathema to life. To me, it felt like looking over a cliff. That strange fascination of knowing you could die if you stepped out, and yet… you kind of wanted to.

The more we flew, the more violent that tugging became, until Cass had to land. Gasping for air, she smacked down onto a dead branch, looking exhausted.

"Hold on girl," I hopped off of her and faced her directly. "Look at me, look at me okay? Just breath. Pull your Qi into yourself. Turn it into protection."

"C-an-t," she said hesitantly, sadly. "S-ick."

Oh god. She sounded it. Damnit, I hadn't thought it would be so bad. I needed to get her out of there.

"Okay. Okay. We'll go back. Just hold on." I went under her and lifted her up on my back. I hopped away from the dead branch, going from tree to tree with a bat on my back as she whined sadly. It took a bit, even with my enhanced body. Once we were away from the worst of it, I laid her down. She breathed deeply.

"Okay. Do as I do. With me, Cass," I tucked myself under her wing and moved close. Our Qi intermingled at my command. I pulled it within us, forcing it to flow only inside of our skins, without entering the world around us.

Cass gasped, trying to follow how I did it. Slowly, our Qi flowed together, separate from the world around us. I pulled my Qi away from her just a bit, then back into her when she began to lose control.

It felt warm, under her leathery wing, the sun shining down on us.

I was beginning to wonder if this sort of thing, keeping your Qi within yourself and circulating it, was anathema to all cultivators. Si Chou and the rest of his sect simply let their energy flow out without trying to supress. I got the idea of this from Dragon Ball characters hiding their energy from enemies, but maybe that wasn't normal here? Was locking it inside of yourself something they never thought of, or never needed to think of?

After a bit, Cass seemed to get the hang of it, enough that she no longer needed me to help her. I stepped away as she groggily got to her feet. "Okay girl. You've got this. Let's go home-"

She vomited. I winced internally. Ah. Shoot. Cass threw up again. When she was done though, she looked almost relieved.

"Fly?"

"Yeah. Let's fly," I hopped on her back. "We'll solve this whole thing lat-"

I stopped. Along the branch we had been resting on, by the trunk, I smelled something. Pheromones? They were almost acidic. And through my senses, they seemed almost… gross. Like they were trying to attack me, despite being a smell. What the-I saw something. An ant, crawling up the trunk and onto the branch we were on.

It was fucking huge for an ant. It had to be half my length, if nowhere near my weight class. Its body was a simple brown in color, with a pair of beady black eyes. I stared at it as it looked around, its antennae twitching around. It looked at me-

That tugging. So small. But I could feel it. The thing was pulling at the Qi around it. I swallowed as it began to approach us, legs scuttling, mandibles waving. Behind it, another ant appeared. Then another, and another, and another, and-

"Cass, fly, NOW!" I roared as much with my Qi as my chittering bug voice.

Her wings snapped out and she burst forward and up. The ants approached us at high speed, falling off the branch as they tried to leap after us in a wave, mandibles slicing at the air. Cass circled the air, staring down at the ground with me.

I thought it was dirt. But it began moving. Ants. Thousands of them, more than I could ever imagine. And as I watched, some of them were surrounding a corpse.

A wolf. They had killed and eaten a wolf.

The crow, Zi Yi, his words came to me. 'Concessions must be made in times of war.'

Was this the war? Had these ants been the cause of the dead spots in the forest? Could ants do that? I knew they were vicious bastards, but they could create Qi deserts in a forest?

We flew back home, leaving the army behind us.