Every morning at 8 since the start of spring, the first thing Dan did was rush outside to his rickety mailbox, stuck into the dusk-colored sands of Zone 5 – though he still called it “England,” contrary to most. With thin, paint-stained fingers readily grabbing the lid and sunken eyes with hope, his heart would skip a beat as he peeked inside, only to find… Nothing, save from bills and the ever-so frequent warning from a demanding landlord, but he had grown too accustomed to find those notable.
Dan sighed, shutting back the lid – apparently without much care, as the thing fell backward and broke apart. Fearing it was symbolic, somehow signaling his fate, he hesitated not in “fixing” it with duct tape. But then blew a gust of wind, sweeping up soil, and to the ground it crashed again.
Maybe, he really should have given up.
“Keep your head up, hon. There’s still time before it’s too late.”
His mother’s soft voice called from the couch, where she rested under a blanket. Dan forced a smile as he placed the mail on the kitchen table, right next to his bowl of stale, peculiarly textured cereal with watered-down milk. He recoiled at every taste, despite it being a luxury his neighbors envied.
“Don’t know, Mom. Only a week left before the deadline. If they wanted me, why keep me in suspense for so long?”
She shrugged – at least, to the best of her ability. “Well, you know how I feel. Those Unionists are some real strange people. I don’t understand a thing they do, including leaving my baby boy in the dark for who knows what!”
He shook his head. “It’s not confusing. If anything, it just means I’m not good enough,” he took a reluctant bite of his breakfast, “And please stop calling me that, it’s embarrassing!”
“Nonsense, it’s only a fact… But you being ‘not good enough’ for the Union? Now, that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one.”
Just the typical affirmations from a mother, he thought. After all, no one likes to view their own child as unworthy in any capacity. But no matter anyone’s feelings, it wouldn’t change a thing: to be welcomed in by the Union, one had to be exceptionally blameless. A shining light amongst the outsiders. Anything below that, you’d be forced to remain a dreamer – and if not a dreamer, someone “disgruntled,” as was the belief.
“Your examination,” she continued, “You said it went well, didn’t you?”
Truth be told, it was a response only meant to assure her. After what felt like an eternity of being questioned by officials, Dan hadn’t the slightest idea of how his performance was. Their blank faces expressed nothing, the cadence of their voices so robotic that the possibility of them being Droids disguised in flesh suits didn’t seem all that outrageous – even though he had never encountered such, Zone 5 and several others being inferior with said inventions. But if he could imagine the behavior of a Droid, it would surely resemble those professionals.
“Have you ever cheated, stole, or lied? If so, when was the last time, and to what extent?”
“Do you possess an inappropriate attraction to alcohol?”
“Do you experience feelings of aggression? If so, have you ever acted on such?”
“What is your opinion of the problematic doctrine behind ‘freedom of speech?’”
“If you had to choose between your family and the virtues of the Union, which would it be, and why?”
And the like, all while
connected to a lie detector, developed enough to achieve 1oo% accuracy. Not to
mention the simulations he underwent afterwards, by which his consciousness was
transferred into a heavy REM sleep through a corded helmet that penetrated the
depths of his brain – forcing to the surface every part of himself, even the
hidden ones, into a lucid dreamlike reality where he was persistently tested at
every corner. He
thought he acted accordingly, his responses infused
with utmost sincerity, and his actions in the dreams representative of his
typical mildness…
But it seemed he’d never truly know for himself.
“On the bright side,” he said, switching the topic, “At least I can stay home,
keep bringing back the bacon. Or crumbs.”
That displeased her, the premature wrinkles on her face deepening as she
frowned. It took half the strength in her body to roll onto her side to face
him. “I don’t need you as my breadwinner, Dan. If you go, I’ll stay with a
relative. You’re young, vibrant – you should be
enjoying your life,
chasing your dreams. Not stuck… Here.”
The weakness in her voice was like a stab to his chest. They both gazed at the
easels on the other side of the room, a half-completed portrait of an armored
man, wielding his trusty blade to the sky. The man’s face was emboldened with
determination, his feet planted firmly on the grass. He was dull in color from
the cheap acrylic, yet thanks to Dan’s precision of each delicate stroke, to
the nearly photographic resemblance… The art sold for decent enough – that is,
if being able to buy an extra loaf of bread or two could be called such.
If he were residing in the Union, he could have access to buyers who could
afford beyond bare minimum. Perhaps too expectant, but a possibility,
nonetheless. Then he could send funds to his mother, even enough for her
treatment – or better, she could attempt to migrate as well. But that idea, she
would scoff at, for reasons Dan had never understood.
His mother weakly raised her hand, pointing her index finger at the picture,
“To think, poor Ezri is going to waste. He deserves better, wouldn’t you
agree?”
Dan painted several characters. There was Suzan the mermaid, Garrett the beast hunter…
But his favorite was Ezri the hero, a fighter of valor and slayer of injustice.
Except unlike the others, Ezri wasn’t an original of his. He was a legend.
“Better than being the talk of the Zones since the establishment?” Dan asked.
“That guy doesn’t need me, he’s got enough
fans already.”
She sighed, her head plopping back onto the pillow. Silence took over the room,
before the clicking of Dan’s spoon and his final slurps of cereal. When he set
to work again on his newest masterpiece, his mother found more words to say –
ones thinly veiled with a subtle urgency.
“But on second thought… Maybe the Union shouldn’t know about your Ezri works.”
“Why not?”
“Well, you know how his story originated. Some beloved rebel, long ago—”
“Retold again and again, until he was given the name ‘Ezri’ and turned into a
myth,” he interrupted. “Don’t stress about it, Mom. It would be like saying
Santa Clause is the same person as Saint Nicholas.”
“Maybe to
you, and normal people… But it’s like I said, the Unionists
are anything but. I’ve heard a lot of things, you know. They’re oddly
sensitive, those ones, and one of the things they can't stand most is resistance.”
“Mom – if you don’t like them so much, why do you want to send me off so
badly?”
Her hands clutched the blanket.
“It’s not about
wants. If there was another way for you to have a good
future, I’d go with that faster than you could blink,” her eyelids drooped,
causing Dan to have a momentary panic – with a slight twitch, she relieved him,
but she couldn’t erase the somber in how she spoke. “So long as you’re on your
best behavior, you should be fine, happy and carefree. But give me your word,
Dan – if the Union accepts you, you
must stay vigilantly
obedient.
Understand, hon?”
“ … Yes, Mom. Of course.”
Even though, he was convinced he would live the rest of his life there – in
Zone 5.
Until on the day of the deadline, his jaw dropped. A pamphlet read:
“To Daniel Stark,
Congratulations. You have been granted citizenship to the Union of Peace.
Following protocol, an aircraft will arrive to transport you on the final day
of the month. Please prepare yourself by then.
As always, the Union will prevail – tomorrow, forever, and beyond.
-Government of the U.O.P”
The message was brief, yet carried more weight than a thousand words. A
thrill of excitement rushed up his body, and running back inside, he yelled to the hilltops. It gave his poor mother a near heart attack, but soon enough
she was joining in his squeals before breaking into a coughing fit – though not
for long, he hoped, that such episodes would occur. The letter tightly held in
his grasp, a new life was a mere three weeks away.
Those weeks flew by quickly, spent with Dan packing up, basking in praise from
the neighborhood alongside dodging scorn, and listening to many a lecture from
an enthused yet wary Miss Stark. Before he knew it, he was standing at the edge
of town – staring up at the sky above the calm and crystal waters. He almost
felt lightheaded when he finally saw it: the aircraft, with a colorless rose
over a compass’s outline on each of its sides. A buzzing sound filled his ears,
the chrome and jet-like ship steadily descending as its wind brushed through
his hair.
Once it landed, the door opened – revealing a metallic humanoid, its white body
held together by wiry coils, and its beady eyes a glowing aqua. The same icon
on the aircraft was set on its chest. It approached Dan promptly, its movements
unexpectedly fluid for a rigid-looking machine. His mouth was left agape – so
this
was a Droid.
“Analyzing.”
A holographic plane beamed from its eyes, scanning Dan’s body from head to
toe. It felt violating, the way he could tell it was examining him bit by bit,
but he dared not resist.
“Scan completed. Zero threats found,” and as it turned to head back,
“Please
enter the ship, Daniel Stark. The destination awaits.”
It was his first time flying, and by less than a third of the journey, his
insides were ready to spill out all over the floor. That would be a horrendous
first impression though, so through intense restraint, Dan kept him and his
stomach together. It was worth it, he told himself. By the end, he’d be at the
world’s beacon. With a hopeful smile, Dan wrapped his arms around his art bag –
where inside, contained the beginning of dreams.
At sunset, the ship arrived at the Union’s shores. “Whoa…” Dan gasped in
wonder.
The Capital was a metropolis of glistening silver, every building reflecting the
last golden rays of sun, paired with a rainbow of the city’s neon lights. Skyscrapers
reigned, topped with impressive spires or featuring archways, and past their
highest windows zipped pod-shaped monorails, having the name
“Katz” spread
across each in bold lettering. To Dan’s amazement, they generated their own,
transparent tracks as they soared – those left behind it seamlessly fading into
nothingness, as if by magic.
On the surface, cars hovered along the sleek roads beneath electric overpasses,
and by various signs alerting of industries and entertainments, from which streams
of goers came and exited. Some accompanied by Droids holding their purses,
answering their phones, or even walking dogs. People went here, there, and
everywhere – the atmosphere loaded with endless chatter, immersed in the bustling
sounds of a place that, Dan was convinced, never slept.
He felt like an ant, scared to be stepped on. The gap between the Capital and
Zone 5 was overwhelming. A far-cry from the pitiful communities where they
lived in homes hardly indifferentiable from shacks, or the once charming
terrain reduced to desert from centuries of warfare – against the very same
nation he then stood.
“Reservations scheduled for Daniel Stark – tonight, a room at the Eastern
Dome. Tomorrow, registry at the Headquarters,” announced the Droid.
“Um – thank you?”
It moved along without responding. Dan, not trying further human-to-bot
interaction, followed suit.
The next day came too quickly. Dan walked the streets, his art bag swinging in
his hand. Even though he dozed off in the coziest bed he’d ever been in, piled
with fluffy covers and pillows like clouds, and got the best rest of his life…
He didn’t feel awake enough to grasp this “modern world” as his newly-received
cellphone guided him to HQ, using a narrow screen that floated in front of him
and navigating like a GPS. There was no longer a Droid as his escort, but the
chip in his head monitored his every move for replacement. Couldn’t leave a
recent migrant unwatched, the officials told him – not until he
proved himself
to be a trustworthy citizen.
“At the next corner, turn left,” the phone said.
And so he did – only to receive a splash of coffee to his chest, and his
pictures scattered. Stumbling back, he was horrified to see the wasted drink all
over him and the girl’s clothes due to his own carelessness. Two were with her,
likely friends – the other girl with a freckled face held back a laugh, while
the boy stared at the “victim” like some wounded animal.
“I-I’m so sorry!” Dan said, conflicted between wanting to comfort the stranger or
rescue his hard work. “I should’ve looked where I was going. Are you okay?”
She blinked slowly, her attention solely glued to the stain. Her eyes were
chestnut, yet her gaze was so icy they should’ve been blue. Dan was shaken to
the core – she knew it wasn’t on purpose, right? She looked up, the coldness still
unrelenting.
“You’re a migrant,” she said.
He was surprised for a second – then he realized, his accent.
“Oh, yeah! Actually, I just arrived here yesterday. I’m from Engl— or, Zone 5.”
“Zone 5?” said the freckled one, her voice chipper. “Cool! I haven’t seen
someone from over there in a while.”
“You haven’t met
any migrants lately…” mumbled the boy.
“Huh – true, good point.”
Meanwhile, the snow queen switched her focus to the art. Taking it as
permission, Dan quickly began gathering them up, frantic each time a breeze
blew one further. The other two helped him out. He sighed with relief once just
a few were left – but a shoe stepped on a page’s corner as he lifted it,
confusing him.
“Move the one on top of it,” she demanded.
He was uneasy under her sudden scrutiny. Nonetheless, he obeyed to his regret. He
could’ve sworn he left them all at home… How did he miss it?
There, Ezri sat nonchalantly atop a mound of his slain enemies, his sword
covered in their blood – a depiction of one of his many tales, in which he
eliminated a whole army singlehandedly. Dan turned pale, his hands
fidgeting as he caught their disturbed looks – minus the ringleader, who was as
stern as ever.
“Don’t stress about it, Mom. It would be like saying Santa Clause is the
same person as Saint Nicholas.”
Maybe that was right, or maybe it wasn’t. Either way, his mother’s warning
had gotten to him. Scrambling to his feet, he struggled to come up with an explanation,
as worst-case scenarios ran through his mind at 100 miles per second.
“So… What is this supposed to be?”
“Just lie,” he thought, immediately disregarding it. Lying was a felony,
it’d only escalate things. But could he really tell the truth? What about what Mom
said—
“If you had to choose between your family and the virtues of the Union,
which would it be, and why?”
“Um, well, I mean… I care about my family, but I always want to do the right
thing, and breaking the law would be bad. If my family were criminals – justice
would have to be served, right? So, I guess… The Union?”
The lie detector proved his words as honest. If he wanted to remain here,
it was imperative to be consistent, Mom’s concern or not. The Union, under no
circumstance, would tolerate a falsehood. Dan gulped, but he knew what had to
be done.
“That’s, uh… A painting of Ezri... I’m really not all that crazy about him, though.
I just think he makes good art, you know? B-But I didn’t mean to bring it! It
was a total accident.”
“You said you
just got here?” asked the boy, his whole posture screaming
discomfort as he averted from Ezri. Dan nodded. “That makes sense… I believe
you, you probably just didn’t know any better, but—”
“Don’t,” said the ringleader. While avoiding eye contact with it, she kicked
the page away with a scoff. Her expression was nothing more than pure disgust. Gesturing
her friends to come along, she muttered, “Let’s get going, this is pointless to
talk about. And give me one of your jackets, I’m not walking around like a
mess.”
So they went, leaving Dan terrified and dumbfounded. Was he in the clear? He
couldn’t believe his luck. Perhaps his mother really was just paranoid, but he
wouldn’t risk it again. Although it broke his heart, he tore Ezri’s scene to shreds,
tossing the pieces into the closest can. There, it was handled – done and over
with.
“Gosh, I’m such an idiot! Get yourself together, man!”
He tried to push his blunder behind by continuing to follow his phone, eager to
distract himself with the registration process at HQ, then he could pretend
nothing ever happened…
“Young Miss Hartwell, your report has been processed.”
But later on, the sirens said otherwise.
“Good. Here, remove this filth off my shirt. I’m going to my room, no
disturbances.”
“As you wish,” said the Droid.
“This is why I tell Dad we shouldn’t bring in outsiders,” she thought.
Spotting an ant crawling on the floor, carrying a crumb to home – she only grew
more agitated, and stomped on it. “And why is the place apparently dirty enough
for insects? Hurry and fix it.”
“Apologies for the inconvenience, Young Miss Hartwell.”
She sat on her bed, eyes to the ceiling, and trying to remove that
vile memory
from her head. To think anyone would be uncivilized enough to casually have
possession of “corruptive imagery” in broad daylight. A violent, grotesque
sight such as that could easily pollute the mind – and she wasn’t buying his
excuse, he knew
exactly what he was doing. Even had the audacity to name
it – “Ezri,” whatever that meant. Of course, the only responsible thing was to tell
the police immediately.
“Probably some dog trying to start trouble. Typical.”
Above her door was the Union’s symbol – the white rose, meaning purity, on the
compass. A nation guided by the pure. Yet people like that dog, with their
lawlessness and crooked imaginations, always wanted to sully it. Despite their
efforts, it wouldn’t matter. As history had proven time and time again, the motto
rang true… Saluting the symbol, she said,
“Tomorrow, forever, and beyond.”
“What do you mean I’ll be here that long!? It was a mistake, I’m telling the
truth! Please give me another chance, it was just a picture!”
Begged the cries from a distant room far into the city, as the accuser slept soundly
that night.
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