Chapter 20:

The Illusion of Grace

Blood Pawn : 400 New Years (Book 1)


As we approach, Anara glances at us, her eyes softening as she reaches out to smooth a stray lock of Elara’s hair. The gesture is brief but filled with a quiet tenderness. She takes a deep breath, her gaze lifting toward the sight before us.

“We’re here,” she murmurs, her voice laced with something almost nostalgic.

And as I take in the view, I understand why.

The church stands tall, a beacon of serenity in this small village. Its pristine white walls gleam under the soft light of morning, as if the very sun itself blesses this sacred place.

Delicate ivy climbs along its sides, the deep green tendrils curling around smooth stone, a contrast to the perfect purity of its structure.

Rows of flowers—roses, lilies, and daisies—bloom in careful symmetry along the entrance, their colors bright and lively against the pale stone.

Scattered across the grounds, children move about, their laughter weaving into the crisp morning air. Orphans, young and old, tend to their tasks—some sweep the stone pathways with worn brooms, others carry baskets of fresh linens.

A few younger ones, too small to work, chase each other in the grass, their giggles rising in bursts of joy. Somewhere nearby, birds flit from branch to branch, their songs merging with the distant rustling of leaves.

The scent of fresh earth and faintly burning incense lingers in the air.

Stepping inside, the world shifts.

The church's interior is even more breathtaking, though in an unexpected way. It is vast—endlessly vast. The vaulted ceiling arches high above, so distant it feels like staring into the sky itself. The walls, lined with smooth stone, seem to hold an ancient quiet, a silence that is deep but not empty.

Sunlight streams through the tall stained-glass windows, painting the floor in shifting hues of sapphire, emerald, and gold. The patterns move with the flickering of the breeze outside, as though the very light is alive, dancing in quiet reverence.

The air is cooler here, touched with a crispness that sends the faintest shiver down my spine.

At the far end of the sanctuary, the heart of it all stands.

A towering marble statue of the goddess Uranus, Mother of Earth.

She rises above us, impossibly graceful despite the weight of the stone. Her robes, though unmoving, seem to ripple with an unseen wind, cascading in perfect folds.

One hand stretches outward, palm facing forward, fingers gently poised as if offering a silent blessing. The other rests lightly against her heart, as if cradling something sacred within.

Her eyes—though carved from lifeless stone—watch over us all, knowing and unreadable.

At her feet, offerings of fresh flowers, tiny trinkets, and handwritten prayers are carefully placed. Ivy, bold and unrelenting, has wound its way around the statue’s base, as if even nature itself acknowledges her presence.

Anara glance at Orion, but his face remains unreadable, his dark eyes flicking to the statue only briefly before shifting away.

Near the entrance of the sanctuary, an older man stands, robed in simple yet elegant white. His hair, once rich in color, is now silver, but his sharp eyes remain warm, carrying the weight of years with a gentle ease. His hands are clasped in front of him, his posture relaxed but steady.

As we near, a slow smile creases his face.

“Hello, Father. It’s good to see you again,” Anara greets, her voice carrying familiarity, the warmth of someone returning home.

The priest’s smile deepens, his gaze settling on her with fond recognition. “Anara,” he says, his tone filled with quiet joy.

“It’s a pleasure to see you again, my dear.” His eyes shift toward us, lingering on Elara and Orion. “And these must be your little ones. My, how time flies. They have the same spark in their eyes that you did.”

Elara practically glows under the compliment, her excitement bubbling over.

“Thank you, Father Eldric!” she chirps, her body practically bouncing where she stands. Her hands clasp together in front of her chest, barely able to contain her anticipation. “We’re here for the baptism!”

The priest chuckles warmly, his voice carrying an ease that settles into the air like the lingering scent of incense.

"I can see that. And it is such an important day. Baptisms, you know, aren’t only a tradition—they reveal the blessings you carry within. They tell us about the gifts you bring into this world.”

Elara, ever eager, beams at his words, practically vibrating with excitement. I, however, remain quiet. My gaze drifts upward, locking onto the statue of the goddess Uranus.

Her stone-carved eyes seem to bore into me, distant yet piercing, as if she sees something beyond flesh and bone. A strange weight presses against my chest, subtle yet undeniable, like the air itself has thickened around me.

For the briefest moment, something stirs deep within—a flicker of… something. But before it can take shape, I push it down, smoothing the crease that had formed on my forehead.

"Orion, are you alright?"

Mother’s voice pulls me back. Her hand finds mine, warm and grounding, fingers pressing gently into my palm. I blink, shifting my gaze to her. She watches me with quiet concern, waiting.

"Yes, Mother," I say, my voice even, betraying nothing.

Father Eldric’s gaze lingers on me for a moment before he places a reassuring hand on Mother’s shoulder.

There’s something knowing in his expression, but he says nothing of it. Instead, he gestures forward, his movements slow and deliberate, like the passing of time itself.

“Come, let us prepare for the ceremony. There’s something special about every blessing—and I have a feeling today may be even more remarkable.”

Mother exhales softly, a smile touching her lips as she looks at us—Elara, full of light, and me, shadowed in thought. She leads us deeper into the church, stepping further into its ancient embrace, into the traditions of this place, into the echoes of her own past.

“Please, take a seat,” Father Eldric instructs, his voice steady, unwavering.

He gestures toward the front row of pews with an open palm. The sunlight filtering through the stained-glass windows scatters across the wooden benches, casting shifting patterns of sapphire, emerald, and gold. Dust motes dance in the beams, floating lazily in the still air.

Elara wastes no time, hopping onto Mother’s lap, curling into her warmth as though she belongs there. I take my place beside them, resting my hands against the polished wood of the pew.

It’s smooth beneath my fingers, worn by years—decades—of prayers, of whispered hopes and unspoken fears. The scent of incense lingers, rich and grounding, wrapping itself around us like an unseen presence.

Father Eldric clasps his hands in front of him, his eyes sweeping over us with measured intent. His voice, when he speaks, carries both warmth and gravity.

“Before we ask the gods for your blessings,” he begins, “let’s talk about the origin of our world and the divine forces that shape it.”

His voice lowers, drawing us in, the quiet sanctuary amplifying each syllable.

“In the beginning,” he intones, the words flowing like the river beyond the village, steady and unbroken, “there was only Uranas, the Mother of All, our goddess of the earth. She stood alone in a vast, empty void. With her divine will, she shaped this world from dust, molding the mountains, forests, and oceans with her own hands. But she saw that for the world to be truly alive, it needed more. Thus, she crafted other deities from fragments of her own spirit, each one a reflection of a different part of her essence.”

Elara’s fingers clutch at Mother’s cloak, her wide eyes gleaming in the shifting light. Even I find myself leaning in, drawn not just by the words, but by something else—a pull I can’t quite name.

“These gods and goddesses,” Father Eldric continues, his hands moving gracefully, as though painting the story in the air itself, “each took a domain within the world, breathing life into it. Fire was born from her strength and her desire to forge life and passion. She called him Ignis, and from his fiery spirit came warmth, energy, and courage. Then she created Aqua, goddess of Water, to bring purity and flow, to nourish all that was alive.”

His gaze lifts, following the story as it rises above us. I follow his line of sight, my own eyes settling on the grand mosaic stretched across the ceiling.

The painted deities stare back.

Next was Ventus, the god of Air, who takes his place as the breath of all life, weaving through each living being. He is the force that moves us forward, that guides us when we’re lost, just as the wind does for a wandering leaf. And with him comes Terra, the spirit of Light, casting her brightness over the land. She illuminates truth, and through her, we see all that is good and just.”

I listen, the priest’s voice steady, measured, his words filling the vast silence of the church. My fingers trace the polished wood of the pew absently, feeling the faint grooves left behind by time and devotion.

The air is thick with the scent of old parchment and burning incense, the latter curling in delicate wisps toward the high-arched ceiling.

“But what about the darkness?” The question escapes before I even realize I’ve spoken it. My voice breaks the stillness like a drop of ink in water, rippling outward.

Father Eldric turns his gaze toward me, and for a fleeting moment, I catch something in his eyes—not just understanding, but a quiet sort of pride. As though he’s pleased I asked.

“Ah, young Orion,” he replies, his voice carrying the weight of wisdom, “just as light shows us the way, so too does darkness have its purpose. And so, the goddess Noctis, keeper of Shadows and Secrets, was born. She guards the mysteries, the dreams, and the unknown paths. Darkness is not evil, dear children; it is merely the veil that lets us rest and recover, the night that allows the stars to shine.”

The words settle over me, sinking deep, yet something about them stirs a quiet unease. I glance toward the towering statue of Uranus, her stone features bathed in the fractured glow of stained glass.

The light filtering through the colored panes paints her in shades of gold and blue, but shadows cling to her form just as stubbornly.

Elara leans in closer, her voice barely above a whisper. “But…why do we need their blessing?”

Father Eldric nods, as if he had been waiting for this question. The corners of his lips curve into a knowing smile. “Because, my child, these gods are a part of us, woven into our very souls. To seek their blessing is to align ourselves with their virtues. The goddess Aqua’s blessing may allow a person to harness water, to heal, or to bring calm to troubled souls. Ignis, the fire god, blesses those who show courage and determination, granting them strength. Each god’s blessing is not just a power; it’s a way to bring their virtues into the world.”

His words hang in the air, heavy with meaning, and I find myself holding my breath. Around us, the flickering candle flames cast restless shadows against the stone walls, shifting like silent spectators to the conversation.

He lets the words settle, his gaze sweeping over both of us. “And when you receive a blessing, it means the gods see that virtue in you,” he says, his voice softer now, carrying something almost reverent.

“It’s a gift and a duty, a way for you to carry their legacy forward, to become a guardian of the world they created. That is why we ask for blessings—to honor the gods who have shaped our lives and to let them guide us.”

The silence that follows is deep, stretching into every corner of the grand sanctuary. I can feel the weight of his words pressing against my chest, something stirring beneath the surface of my thoughts. A spark of mixed emotions—anticipation, uncertainty, and something else I can’t quite name.

Mother’s hand comes to rest on my shoulder, grounding me, a quiet reassurance that I’m not alone on this path. I tilt my head slightly, catching a glimpse of her face—serene, but her eyes watch me with quiet understanding.

Father Eldric takes a step forward, his robe shifting with the movement, the soft rustle of fabric the only sound in the still air. In his hands, a small vial of holy water catches the light, the liquid inside gleaming like captured moonlight.

“You both stand at the threshold of your journeys,” he says, his tone both kind and serious, “and today is just the beginning. Remember, each blessing comes with a responsibility to use it wisely, to respect the gift given.”

Elara nods beside me, her face unusually solemn, as if she’s committing every word to memory.

I exhale slowly, feeling the weight of expectation settle over me. But deep down, I know—there’s more to this than just a blessing.

There’s something else, something I’ll have to uncover on my own.

Father Eldric lifts the vial slightly, the light catching on its delicate surface. His eyes find ours, steady and unwavering.

“Now,” he says, his voice filled with quiet reverence. “Are you both ready?”


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