Chapter 4:

Family

Crimson bonds


"Say hi to Shirou," Sarah said, introducing the boy as they stepped into the living room.

The room fell silent, eyes widening in surprise. It wasn't the first time Sarah had brought home a child who had nowhere else to go; Shirou was simply the latest. Sensing the collective curiosity, Chris, the eldest of the group, stepped forward with a welcoming smile.

"Welcome, Shirou. It's nice to meet you," Chris said, his tone warm and reassuring. "I'm Chris, the eldest here. If you ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask. From now on, you're part of the family."

Before Shirou could respond, a girl with long brown hair rushed forward, enveloping him in a suffocatingly tight hug and rubbing her cheek against his. "So cute! Look at his red eyes and white hair. He's just like a little bunny!" she squealed, her eyes sparkling with delight as she began to playfully tug at his cheeks.

"Hey! That hurts! Get off me, you stupid girl!" Shirou protested, squirming as he tried to push her away.

The girl finally released him, looking slightly abashed. "Sorry! You're just so cute, I couldn't resist. Can I pat your head? Can I hug you again?"

Overwhelmed by her rapid-fire questions, Shirou looked completely cornered. Chris quickly intervened. "Cherry, you're overwhelming him. Give the boy some space."

Cherry stepped back, pouting. "I'm sorry, Shirou. I'm Cherry. I help take care of the younger kids here. You'll meet everyone else in the orphanage soon and make lots of friends."

Chris chuckled, noticing a little orange-haired girl hiding behind him, peeking out shyly. "Alicia, come forward and introduce yourself."

Alicia stepped out, her eyes downcast as she pointed a stern finger at Shirou. "I'm your senior, so you have to listen to everything I say, okay?"

"But Alicia, don't you think he looks older than you?" Cherry interjected. "Shirou, how old are you?"

"Eight, I think," Shirou replied after a moment of thought.

Cherry snapped her fingers triumphantly. "See? He's older than you by a year!"

Alicia's face fell, instantly defeated. "I hate you, Cherry! I'm never talking to you again!" she declared dramatically, turning on her heel and running toward her room.

"Alicia, wait! I'm sorry!" Cherry called out, chasing after her.

Watching the chaotic drama unfold, Shirou muttered under his breath, "This is the weirdest family I've ever seen. So this is the famous war hero's household..."

Sarah laughed, rubbing the back of her neck, a bit embarrassed. "It's a unique family, that's for sure."

Chris smiled warmly at the boy. "You must be hungry. Come with me, we've prepared a welcome dinner."

"Thank you, Chris," Sarah said softly, and they all moved into the dining room.

Cherry, having returned from her chase, pulled out a chair for Shirou. "Here's your seat. It's not the most comfortable, but we'll get you a better one tomorrow."

Shirou nodded quietly, taking his place. As they ate, the room filled with a steady stream of chatter and laughter. However, Shirou’s mind began to wander back to memories of his mother and his lost home, bringing a sudden, painful pang of sadness to his chest.

Unable to finish his meal, he abruptly stood up from the table. "I'm going for a walk."

"Wait!" Sarah called out, but he had already slipped out the door.

Chris looked over, concern etched on his face. "Is everything alright, Miss Sarah?"

"It's fine. He's just feeling lost and lonely. I'll go talk to him," Sarah replied, standing up to follow him into the night.

She found him sitting alone on a grassy knoll, silently gazing up at the stars.

"So, here you are," she teased gently, slipping into the grass beside him. "You know, it's bad manners to leave your food unfinished."

"Why are you here?" Shirou muttered, refusing to look at her.

Sarah looked up at the vast expanse above them. "It's beautiful, isn't it? The world is full of wonders we barely understand."

"What are you even talking about? Just leave me alone," Shirou scoffed.

"You don't have to listen to me. Just pretend I'm not here," Sarah said softly. After a long moment of silence, she continued, "During the war, whenever the loneliness became too much to bear, I'd look up at the stars and talk to them. It always brought my mind to ease."

"That's stupid. Talking to stars that can't even talk back," Shirou grumbled.

"Maybe it is. But try it anyway," Sarah suggested, her voice dropping to a gentle murmur. "Close your eyes and think deeply of someone you love. When you open them, you might just hear their voice."

Skeptical but desperately aching for comfort, Shirou slowly closed his eyes. He pictured his mother's face. When he opened them, the darkness of the night seemed to recede, replaced by a vision of brilliant, radiant white light. Standing within the glow was his mother, softly calling his name.

"Mom? Are you there?" he gasped, his entire body shaking.

"Yes, I am," she replied, her smile as gentle as he remembered.

"I want to be with you... Please, take me with you," Shirou pleaded, stepping forward and reaching his hand out to her. But no matter how hard he strained, the distance between them remained entirely out of reach.

"Shirou... Shirou, can you hear me?"

Sarah's voice shattered the vision like glass. Shirou blinked heavily, the white light vanishing as he found himself back on the grass with Sarah beside him.

"Yes... I can hear you," he whispered quietly.

Sarah studied his face, sensing a profound breakthrough. "Did you hear the voice of the person you love?"

"I guess," Shirou murmured, looking down at his hands.

"You know, Shirou, it's okay to miss them. It's completely okay to feel lonely," Sarah said, her voice full of empathy. "But remember, you don't have to carry it by yourself anymore. You have us now."

Shirou looked back up at the stars, the suffocating weight in his chest lifting just a fraction. "It feels strange... being here. It feels like I don't belong. Like I'm betraying everyone by surviving."

Sarah nodded slowly, understanding the survivor's guilt all too well. "It takes time, Shirou. But we are here for you. All of us."

They sat in comfortable silence for a while longer, letting the calm embrace of the night wash over them. Finally, Sarah stood up and dusted off her trousers, extending an open hand down to him. "Come on, let's head back inside. Dinner is going to get cold."

Shirou hesitated for a brief moment before placing his small hand in hers.

When they stepped back through the front door, the lively buzz of the dining room instantly greeted them. The moment Shirou crossed the threshold, Cherry rushed over and threw her arms around him again, tears swelling in her large eyes.

"Shirou! I'm so sorry!" she cried, squeezing him tight. "I didn't realize how lonely you were feeling. But don't you worry—from now on, your big sister will never leave you alone!"

Instantly annoyed again, Shirou grumbled, "I told you to stop hugging me, you dummy!"

The tension fully broke, and they all resumed their places at the table. Shirou quietly looked around at the people surrounding him: Chris, with his calm, grounding authority; Cherry, with her boundless, chaotic energy; and Alicia, peeking out shyly from behind Chris’s shoulder, still pouting but watching him with intense curiosity.

He took another bite of his food and found it surprisingly comforting. The flavors were entirely different from the heavy, spiced meals of his homeland, but they were deeply comforting. He sat and listened as the others talked about their day, traded silly jokes, and mapped out plans for tomorrow.

For the first time since the war ended, a tiny spark of hope flickered in Shirou's chest. Maybe, just maybe, I can find a place here. He wasn't entirely alone in the world anymore.

As dinner wound down, Chris stood up and clapped his hands together. "Alright, everyone. Time for bed. We have a busy day ahead of us tomorrow."

The younger kids groaned in unison but began to disperse, heading up the stairs to their respective rooms. Sarah patted Shirou's shoulder gently. "You have a room upstairs. Let me show you."

Shirou followed her up the creaking wooden stairs to a small, cozy bedroom. It was simple, but it was entirely his.

"Goodnight, Shirou. Sweet dreams," Sarah said, giving him a warm, parting smile before pulling the door shut.

Shirou sat on the edge of the mattress, looking around the quiet space. He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly as he lay back and pulled the thick blankets up to his chin. For the first time in a very long time, he closed his eyes and fell asleep feeling entirely safe.

Downstairs, Sarah walked back into the kitchen where Chris was wiping down the table. He looked up, raising a curious eyebrow. "How did it go?"

Sarah smiled softly, her gaze drifting toward the ceiling. "I think he'll be alright. He just needs a little time."

Chris nodded, hanging up his dish towel. "We've got plenty of that. Welcome home, Shirou."

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