Chapter 4:

The Scar That Remains

Static Feathers


The sky was wrong again.

Eito stood outside the school gates, backpack slung over one shoulder, and looked up. The clouds did not move. They hovered like decals, perfectly still. When the wind blew, it passed right through them without consequence.

He felt like an echo of himself. Every step carried the weight of déjà vu.

The hallway scene from earlier repeated in his mind: Hina’s voice barely above static, her eyes flickering, her words trailing into code.

You were not born in this layer.

He did not go home. The thought of returning to that room, lying beneath the soft hum of the radio, waiting for the next strange thing to happen. Maybe that was easier. Maybe he should just let it erase him, quietly, without resistance. And somewhere deep inside, a quiet part of him pushed back. He needed to move. To understand.

Instead, his feet carried him through the quiet streets, past copy-paste houses and identical window blinds all drawn at the same angle. The world still held together, but it was fraying. Eito noticed it in small, offbeat ways. The way someone’s footsteps glitched, repeating the same sound twice. The way birds sat frozen on power lines, their heads never turning.

The feather in his pocket felt heavier than it should have.

As he walked, a faint ripple passed through the air, like walking through the breath of something vast and unseen, brushing against the edge of another reality. His ears buzzed with low static. Then, just ahead, an alley appeared where none should have been. An eerie narrow space, dim and still.

He stepped in.

The light changed immediately. Sound dulled. A faint pressure built in his ears, like descending in an elevator. The alley led to a small clearing tucked between the backs of the buildings, filled with nothing but old pavement and a rusted fence.

Yet in this hidden space, the world no longer followed its usual rules.

Shards of images hung in the air like broken glass: half formed moments caught in mid-motion, like memories struggling to reassemble themselves but unable to become whole. A pair of school shoes pacing in place, their laces dragging lightly over the cracked pavement. A desk hovered just above the ground, its shadow flickering as if unsure where it belonged. A calendar page from a year that did not exist. All of them looping, pulsing faintly with the glow of failed memory.

Eito crept forward with slow, uncertain steps, his breath barely rising in his chest.

At the center of the space stood a vending machine, ancient, humming with static. Its surface was covered in handwritten notes, tape, and peeling stickers. Every one of them had a name. Some crossed out. Some blurred.

One read: Hina.

He reached out to touch it. A flicker of static shimmered across the surface, like the machine briefly remembered something it had long forgotten.

“You found it.”

Eito turned.

Hina stood near the fence, her form clearer than before though her presence still shimmered with digital tension.

“What is this place?” he asked.

“A scar,” she said. “A place the system failed to erase. Pockets like this form when too many memories overlap in the same spot.”

“Why here?”

“Because people do not forget as cleanly as code wants them to.”

She walked past the floating desk and placed her hand on the vending machine. Her fingers phased through it slightly.

“They call it memory bleed,” Hina said. “Fragments that resist deletion. Places where forgetting fails.”

Her smile was faint, unreadable.

“I was created to erase people like you,” she said softly. “That was all I knew for a long time: remove the anomalies, clean up the noise.”

She stepped back from the vending machine, her outline flickering like a badly drawn line in a program trying to correct itself.

“But something changed. I started... hesitating. Delaying reports. Letting fragments slip through.” Her voice lowered. “I think I began to want to understand.”

She looked at him. “And when I saw you, I didn’t report you. I watched. I wanted to see if you would become something more than they expected. If you could remember what you weren’t supposed to. If something real could grow out of the system.”

A pause.

“I don’t know if that makes me a defect, or if it makes me closer to something I was never supposed to be.”

That arbitrary mercy should have gnawed at him. Instead, what rose in him was something quieter, more complicated: gratitude, laced with confusion. The feather wasn’t just improbable. It was proof. Not just of memory, but of mercy.

The plume gave him something else, maybe a kind of courage, or just the stubborn hope that there was more to understand. So he followed her, even as the edges of the world began to flicker and bend.

For the first time, Eito noticed how unguarded she looked. She wasn’t calculating the simulation’s edges or watching him like a variable. Her brow furrowed, not with analysis but with something closer to longing. And for a moment, he didn’t see a system’s agent. He saw someone lost, just like him.

“You weren’t meant to make it this far,” she said, voice low. “Most anomalies fade out long before they reach this point. But you...”

She turned back to him. “You kept choosing not to forget.”

He looked at her, uncertain. “Do you think this is all we are? Just fragments of memory left behind? Just lines of code a higher system messes around with."

“Or maybe it's what we're becoming, in the space between what we were made to be and what we choose to be.”

He felt the weight of her words settle in his chest. Maybe that was enough to become something more.

Around them, the sky crackled faintly, a ripple of static crawling across its surface like a skin stretched too thin. The broken fragments of memory shimmered more urgently now. Time was slipping, bending. Hina glanced up, then back at Eito.

“Eventually, the system will reboot the entire layer. But before that, it starts collapsing pieces of it. Erasing. Compacting. Trying to contain the bleed.”

Eito looked around the clearing. The looped fragments. The warped vending machine.

“And this place?”

“This place won't last. Maybe tonight. Once the scan sweeps here again.”

“Then show me more,” he said. “Before it disappears.”

She hesitated, then nodded.

“I will take you to a place they have not wiped yet. But after that, it will get dangerous.”

“It’s already falling apart,” Eito said quietly.

He and Hina were the only ones who had begun to wake up. The only two who seemed real in a sea of static and layers. If there was anyone left to move forward with, it was her.

“Then let’s go,” he added. “It’s just us now.”

They stood together in the center of the broken clearing, surrounded by fragments of forgotten lives. Somewhere above them, the sky rippled again, just once, like reality exhaling.

For the first time, Eito did not feel alone in it.

Together, they turned and walked deeper into the blur between worlds.

Hamsutan
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