Chapter 22:
Failure Will Make My Pen Sharp as a Blade: My Writer's Life in Another World
The library feels heavier than before. Solid walls, still shelves, the quiet after Chaos’s laughter dissolved into nothing. But there’s an echo left behind, as if the air itself remembers her paw prints. I know this calm won’t last. It feels less like safety and more like a held breath, waiting to break.
My fingers drum against the pen. I keep telling myself it’s steady, that it’s solid, that it’s mine. But I can’t shake the sense that the next pages won’t belong only to me anymore. Threads twist tighter when you’re not the only one pulling.
Yuki doesn’t loosen her stance, even now. She doesn’t snap back to normal like Chaos was just another fever dream. Her eyes sweep the room, sharp as ever, but there’s something softer there too. Not relief - no, she rarely does relief - but a kind of readiness. Like she knows the ground could tilt again any second, and she’s already braced for it. For me. For us.
Dalylah, though… She doesn’t mask it. Her shoulders are tight, hand hovering near the hilt of her sword. Not in defiance, but instinct. She’s not waiting for me to act, not sneering at my weakness. She’s waiting with me, side by side, like someone who expects to be called too.
I swallow hard. The silence hums louder than any chaos could.
And yet, under it all, there’s something else. Not menace. Not the suffocating weight of perfection. Something closer to warmth, if a little terrifying in its own way. Like standing in the presence of a storm that isn’t here to crush you, but to keep you standing.
For once, I don’t feel like the one on trial.
The storm in the air thickens. Not the suffocating kind that tries to flatten you, but something else. Something weighty, electric, alive. My grip on the pen tightens, pulse jumping in my ears.
And then the floor shakes. Once. Twice. Like a mountain remembering it can walk. Dust trickles from the shelves. The lamps sway.
She arrives.
The Goddess of Strength doesn’t step out so much as force the world to make room for her. She is enormous, muscles carved like stone cliffs, scars cutting across pale skin like lightning frozen mid-strike. Her long braid swings as she moves, and when her glacier eyes fall on us, the whole library seems to inhale.
No, not on us. On Dalylah.
“You burn too easily.” her voice is low, with the bite of an accent I can’t place, words heavy as anvils. “All fury. All destruction. Fire without purpose.”
Dalylah stiffens, hand flying to her sword, like instinct demands she fight back.
“And what’s wrong with that? Fire wins wars.”
The goddess takes another step. The marble floor groans under her weight, though I know it’s not marble, it’s my library trying to keep up with her presence. She looks Dalylah up and down, not cruelly, but like a blacksmith deciding if the ore in front of her is worth forging.
“Fire wins battles.” Strength says, each syllable sharp enough to split stone. “But ashes win nothing. Tell me, Dalylah… Do you want to be the blaze that devours… Or the flame that protects?”
Dalylah opens her mouth, but nothing comes out. Her eyes are wide, jaw tight. For once, her endless stubbornness falters.
Strength raises her scarred hand. At first, I think she’s going to strike her. But instead, a single ember flickers into being: small, golden, burning with a heat I can feel from here. She lowers it onto Dalylah’s blade.
The steel shivers. Then erupts in fire. Not wild, not devouring. It bends, shapes itself, wings unfolding from the blaze. A bird rises from the sword’s edge, feathers molten, eyes like suns. A phoenix.
Dalylah staggers back, eyes reflecting the flames. Her sword should be melting, her hands should be burning, but, instead, the fire clings to her, answers her, breathes with her.
“It’s… Mine.” she whispers, voice trembling. “It listens to me.”
The goddess’ mouth curves, not quite into a smile, but something that could only be pride. She leans forward, placing her enormous hand on Dalylah’s shoulder. The touch doesn’t scorch. It steadies.
“Because you are listening, too. Your rage was a curse. Now your will makes it sacred.” her gaze hardens, locking Dalylah in place. “I choose you, Dalylah. My chosen flame. Rise, fall, burn, break. But rise again. Like the phoenix you now bear. You are not only destruction. You are rebirth.”
The phoenix lets out a cry, high and clear, before folding back into the blade. What’s left is a sword glowing faintly, warm as sunlight instead of searing like fire.
Dalylah breathes hard, her whole body trembling. She looks like she wants to deny it, to fight it, but awe keeps the words from forming. For the first time since I’ve known her, her fire doesn’t feel like something waiting to consume her. It feels like it belongs.
And watching her, for once, I don’t feel like the only one carrying the unbearable weight of being Chosen.
The fire doesn’t fade. Dalylah is staring at her blade, shoulders shaking, trying to understand the phoenix now tethered to her. The library smells faintly of smoke, though no ash touches the floor. I’m still reeling, caught between awe and relief, when the air changes again.
This time, it doesn’t shake. It hushes.
From between the shelves, a rocking chair rolls forward, slow and steady, as though it has always been here, waiting. Silver needles gleam, clicking softly. Threads of gold spill out like constellations tangled into yarn.
She arrives knitting.
The Goddess of Destiny doesn’t even look up, but I know she sees everything. Her small smile is the kind that makes you think she’s been watching this moment unfold since before we were born. Each stitch hums, the sound threading through my bones.
“Threads pull who they must pull.” she says, her voice warm, but certain. “And you, girl of arrows… You’ve followed invisible lines all your life without knowing. Becoming an archer. Finding the fated hero. Coming to this place.”
Her gaze never leaves her work, but Yuki stiffens. She lowers her bow, then raises it again, uncertain. Not of her aim, but of this.
“I don’t like being manipulated.” She says, sharp, defensive.
The goddess chuckles, the sound like the crackle of a fire on a quiet night.
“Not manipulated, dear. Guided. An arrow does not resent the string. It sings when the hand trusts the line.”
The needles click again. From the tip of one, a golden thread unspools, floating into the air, twisting and swaying like it already knows where to go. It hovers before Yuki. She doesn’t move.
Her eyes narrow, calculating angles, as if the thread were a trick shot she’s deciding whether to take. Then, slowly, she raises her bow.
The thread answers. It wraps itself around the wood, binding, not restraining. The bow hums faintly, as though alive. Yuki exhales, and the golden line pulses with her breath.
Her fingers tremble, just once, before tightening. I see it in her face: the realization that the thread isn’t pulling her. It’s listening. Waiting for her to choose the moment to release.
Yuki’s lips part.
“This…” she swallows, almost too quietly to hear. “It’s following me.”
Destiny nods, never breaking rhythm in her knitting.
“Arrows loose without aim, without purpose, scatter to the wind. But those with conviction?” another stitch. Another star woven into the cloth. “They never miss.”
The bow glows faintly, like dawn light caught in wood. Yuki tests the string. The golden line stretches, taut, but perfectly aligned. Her whole body steadies, and for the first time, I see her not calculating an outcome, but trusting one.
The goddess finally glances up, eyes crinkling at the edges.
“You’ve carried precision as a burden all your life. Now carry it as a gift, as the Chosen of Destiny. Follow the line, Yuki. It will not betray you.”
Yuki lowers the bow. For once, she doesn’t look like the soldier keeping her distance, or the sniper calculating the cleanest shot, or even the strategist keeping tabs on everything around her. She looks… Centered. Rooted. Almost at peace.
Dalylah is still clutching her phoenix blade like she’s afraid it’ll vanish. Yuki, now, holds her bow like it’s an extension of her heartbeat. And me… My pen is warm and sharp in my hand, but not as lonely.
Strength and Destiny didn’t come for me this time. They came for them.
And the world feels a little less impossible because of it.
The air feels thicker now, charged with something that’s neither fire nor thread but both at once. Dalylah still has golden embers flickering along her blade, like feathers trying to take shape before dissolving into sparks. Yuki’s bow hums with a faint glow, the golden string woven into it pulsing in time with her heartbeat.
I can’t look away. I don’t want to. For the first time, I don’t feel like the only one carrying this burden. For the first time, I see them lit by the same impossible touch that marked me.
Both Goddess vanish without a trace, quietly, like ink soaking back into the page. One moment they’re there, vast and overwhelming, and the next they’re nowhere, leaving behind only what they chose to give, and the faint laugh of Chaos can be heard before the library finally goes back to normal.
Dalylah exhales, sharp and uneven, then mutters.
“So… It was always supposed to be this, huh? Being near you put me here.”
Her words sting, but not the way they used to. Before I can answer, Yuki steps in, her tone even, calmer than I expect:
“Not near her. Beside her. There’s a difference.”
The heat behind my eyes almost wins out, but I swallow it down.
“Well… I am of you, in the same way you are of me, after all. None of this was planned, but… If I’m going to fall…” My grip tightens on the pen. “At least I’m not falling alone anymore.”
Neither of them laughs. Neither of them argues. The silence that settles isn’t empty; it’s steady, like the pause before drawing breath.
Dalylah still has fire trembling in her hands, fragile but alive, no longer just destruction. Yuki’s bow still gleams faintly with that golden thread, waiting for conviction to draw it taut.
We don’t speak. We don’t need to. The library feels different now, heavier, warmer, louder somehow with three heartbeats echoing instead of one.
For the first time, it doesn’t feel like just mine.
It feels shared. It feels whole.
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