Chapter 1:
Even If No One Knows
The hallway fell quiet as Azul walked past. Students pressed themselves against lockers, their conversations dying mid-sentence. Some bowed their heads respectfully. Others stared with open admiration at her glossy black shoes clicking sharply against the tiles, her perfectly pressed blazer free of even a single wrinkle, her straight posture stiff as a ruler, the red student council sash that marked her as someone important.
Azul liked it this way. Order meant respect. Respect meant she could do her job properly.
She carried her clipboard against her chest, the edge of the papers crisp against her palm, checking off items on today's list. Uniform inspections - complete. Notice board updates - complete. Committee meeting preparation - in progress. Everything had its place, its purpose, its proper time.
This was what being student council president meant. Not just wearing a sash or sitting in meetings, but creating an environment where learning could happen. Where rules mattered. Where someone like her, someone who understood the importance of structure, could make a real difference.
The thought made her chest warm with satisfaction. Three years of perfect attendance, perfect grades, perfect behavior had led to this position. She had earned every bit of authority she now carried.
Then she saw Eua.
The girl leaned against the window like she was trying to become part of the wall. Her shirt had come untucked on one side. Her necktie hung loose around her collar, barely knotted. Her socks pooled unevenly at her ankles, and her blazer sagged as if it had been crumpled into a ball before being thrown on. Worst of all, she looked completely unconcerned about any of it. Her dark eyes were half-closed, like she might fall asleep standing up.
Azul felt her jaw tighten. This was exactly the kind of behavior that undermined everything she worked to maintain. How could other students take the dress code seriously when someone like Nakamura Eua treated it as optional?
"Nakamura," she called out, her voice cutting through the hallway noise.
Eua's eyes opened slowly. She looked at Azul without moving from her comfortable position against the window.
"Uniform inspection doesn't end once you leave homeroom," Azul said, her tone sharp and professional. She gestured at Eua's disheveled appearance. "Your shirt is untucked. Your tie is improperly knotted. Your overall presentation falls well below school standards."
Students began to gather. Azul could hear whispers starting behind her, but she didn't turn around. This was exactly why public correction was necessary. Other students needed to see that rules applied to everyone, without exception.
Eua straightened slowly, like a cat stretching after a long nap. "Doesn't it suit me better this way?" she asked, her voice soft but carrying easily in the quiet hallway.
The question was clearly meant to be challenging, but Eua's tone wasn't hostile. It was almost... playful. Like she was genuinely curious about Azul's opinion rather than trying to argue.
"School policy exists for a reason," Azul replied firmly. "Personal preferences don't override established standards."
"Even when personal preferences might be more comfortable?"
"Especially then. Discipline means doing what's required, not what's convenient."
Eua tilted her head slightly, studying Azul with those dark, unreadable eyes. "You really believe that, don't you?"
The question caught Azul off guard. Of course she believed it. Why would she ask something so obvious?
"I believe in maintaining standards," she said. "I believe in respect for institution and authority. I believe in- "
"In being perfect all the time?"
The interruption was gentle, but it hit Azul like a physical blow. She felt heat rise in her cheeks and forced herself to maintain her professional composure.
"I believe in doing my job properly," she said, her voice colder than before. "Which includes ensuring all students comply with clearly established dress codes."
Around them, more students had stopped to watch. Azul was aware of their attention, their expectation that she would handle this disruption with her usual efficiency. She couldn't show weakness or uncertainty. Not here, not in front of everyone who looked to her for leadership.
"Fix your uniform," she ordered. "Now."
Eua looked down at herself as if just noticing her disheveled state. She tucked in her shirt with lazy movements, but made no attempt to address her tie or properly button her blazer.
"Better?" she asked.
"Your tie is still unacceptable. Your blazer is wrinkled. Your collar- "
"My collar is fine," Eua said, reaching up to adjust it slightly. The movement was minimal, clearly not the thorough correction Azul had demanded.
Azul felt frustration building in her chest. Eua wasn't just ignoring the rules, she was challenging Azul herself, right here in front of everyone.
"This is your final warning, Nakamura. Report to the student council office during lunch period for proper uniform instruction."
"Will do, President," Eua replied, but there was something in her tone that suggested she found the entire interaction amusing rather than serious.
Azul turned away sharply, her heels clicking against the floor as she strode down the hallway. Behind her, she could hear the murmur of returning conversation as students resumed their normal activities.
Impossible girl, she thought, gripping her clipboard tighter. Absolutely impossible.
Yet even as she left, her gaze caught briefly on the way Eua's hand lingered at her collar, as if waiting for someone else to fix it for her. Azul shook the thought away, forcing her focus back to her clipboard. This wasn't the time for distractions, especially not ones that came with half-smiles and eyes that seemed to look far too deeply.
The final bell rang at 3:45 PM exactly. Azul watched from her position near the main staircase as students flooded the hallways, eager to escape to their after-school activities or head home. The noise was tremendous, locker doors slamming, friends calling out to each other, the general chaos of three hundred teenagers suddenly released from the day's structure.
She waited until most of the crowd had cleared before making her way through the building. Officially, she was conducting her end-of-day security check, ensuring all classrooms were properly locked and no students were lingering in unauthorized areas.
Unofficially... well, that was more complicated.
The music wing was always quiet after school, especially after school. Most students avoided this part of the building unless they had specific business here. The practice rooms were soundproofed, the old music classroom was usually locked, and the whole area had a forgotten quality that made it perfect for someone who wanted to be left alone.
Azul knew exactly where she was going, though she told herself she was simply being thorough in her security rounds. Technically, the guards would sweep the building in a few hours, but she preferred to check the classrooms herself. After all, the music room was notorious for having students who stayed after hours without proper authorization. Someone needed to make sure school property wasn't being misused.
The door to the music room was unlocked, as she had somehow known it would be. She pushed it open quietly and stepped inside.
Eua was exactly where Azul had expected to find her: stretched out on the old leather couch that sat in the corner of the room. Her uniform was still a mess, somehow even worse than it had been that morning. Her tie hung completely loose now, and her blazer had fallen to the floor beside the couch.
She was fast asleep.
Azul stood in the doorway for a long moment, studying the scene. In sleep, Eua looked younger. The mysterious half-smile was gone, replaced by the soft, relaxed expression of someone completely at peace. Her breathing was steady and quiet, and occasionally she would make a small sound that might have been contentment.
This was not what Azul had expected when she had first been elected student council president. She had imagined her biggest challenges would be budget meetings and event planning, not... this. Not standing in doorways watching sleeping students and feeling something warm and complicated unfold in her chest.
She crossed the room quietly, her footsteps muffled by the thick carpet that was supposed to help with sound insulation. When she reached the couch, she knelt beside it carefully, trying not to disturb Eua's sleep.
From this close, she could see details she had missed in the hallway. The way Eua's dark hair fell across her face. The faint shadows under her eyes that suggested she didn't get enough sleep at home. The fact that her school bag was nowhere to be seen, like she had come here for the specific purpose of napping rather than any kind of study or practice.
She shouldn't be here, Azul thought. This is against at least three different school policies.
But instead of waking Eua up to deliver another lecture about proper behavior, Azul found herself leaning closer. The distance between them shrank until she could feel the warmth radiating from Eua's skin.
She pressed her lips to Eua's, so gently it was barely contact at all.
Eua stirred immediately, her eyes fluttering open. For a moment, she looked confused, like she was trying to remember where she was. Then her gaze focused on Azul's face, and that familiar half-smile appeared.
"You're scolding me even in my dreams," she whispered, her voice rough with sleep.
Azul felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment. What had she been thinking? This was completely inappropriate. She was supposed to be maintaining professional distance, enforcing school policies, not... whatever this was.
"Your uniform is still unacceptable," she managed to say, though her voice came out softer than she intended.
Her words brought back the memory of the hallway, of Eua tilting her head and asking if Azul believed in being perfect all the time. The echo of it lingered, and before she could stop herself, Azul added, "And earlier- you were out of line."
Eua blinked at her, then smirked faintly. "Out of line, or just... honest?"
Azul stiffened. "You implied- "
"That you're always perfect?" Eua's voice was teasing, but not unkind. "I only said what everyone else is too scared to say out loud. You work so hard at being flawless, President, I wondered if you ever let yourself be anything else."
Azul's face grew hot. "That's irrelevant."
"Is it?" Eua tilted her head again, watching her closely. "I think it's kind of cute. The way you frown when you're flustered. Makes you seem... human."
Azul's blush deepened, and she quickly looked away, trying to recover her composure. "That's not appropriate language to use with your student council president."
"Then maybe I'll save it for Azul," Eua murmured, deliberately dropping the title. The sound of her name in that lazy, intimate tone sent Azul's heart into her throat, leaving her momentarily speechless.
Azul turned her gaze aside, trying to steady herself. "You didn't come at lunch like I told you," she said at last, the words meant to sound stern but softened by the warmth rising in her cheeks.
Eua stretched lazily against the couch. "I meant to. I just... fell asleep."
"That's not an excuse." Azul's brows furrowed. "I was waiting."
"Were you?" Eua's lips curved into a teasing smile. "The president herself, waiting for someone like me?"
"I'm sorry," she whispered through a smile, her fingers curling around Azul's wrist. She tugged gently, giving Azul every chance to pull back. Instead of resisting, Azul let herself lean into the pull, her breath catching as their faces drew close- close enough for the world to narrow to nothing but the space between them.
Their lips touched like a secret, feather-light at first, the barest brush that carried more anticipation than release. Azul froze, startled by the softness, by how much it made her heart race. She felt the warmth of Eua's breath mingle with her own, the stillness stretching, deepening, until the faintest shift turned contact into something more.
The second press was unhurried, lingering- an exploration rather than a claim. Azul's fingers twitched against Eua's sleeve as if searching for something to hold onto, grounding herself in the gentle slide of lips that carried neither demand nor urgency, only the quiet insistence of wanting.
Time slowed. Every sensation carved itself into memory: the steady rise and fall of her breathing, the way a spark unfurled low in Azul's chest, fragile and terrifying in its intensity.
It made Azul's thoughts scatter like leaves in the wind, each one pulled away by the current of a kiss that felt at once forbidden and inevitable. She forgot about policies and procedures and all the very good reasons why this was a terrible idea.
When they broke apart, Azul was breathing harder than she should have been. Her hands had somehow moved to Eua's collar without her conscious decision, and she found herself straightening the fabric with automatic precision.
"This is..." she began, then lost track of what she was trying to say as her fingers worked to properly button Eua's blazer.
"Wrong?" Eua suggested, but she didn't sound concerned about the possibility.
"Complicated," Azul finished, moving to Eua's necktie. The silk was wrinkled from being worn loose all day, but she smoothed it carefully before beginning to tie it properly.
"I like complicated," Eua said, watching Azul work with those unreadable dark eyes.
"You would," Azul muttered, but there was no real criticism in her tone. Her hands had developed their own rhythm now- straightening, smoothing, fixing all the small details that had been bothering her since their encounter in the hallway.
"Are you going to report me for sleeping in here without permission?" Eua asked.
Azul paused, considering. By all rights, she should. Students weren't allowed to use classrooms unsupervised after school hours. They weren't allowed to sleep on school furniture. They certainly weren't supposed to treat the music room like their personal bedroom.
"You shouldn't be here," she said instead of answering directly.
"Neither should you."
That was true. Azul's official duties didn't require her to personally check every room in the building. She could have simply noted that the music room was unlocked and reported it to maintenance in the morning.
"I was conducting security rounds," she said, but even to her own ears it sounded like an excuse.
"Were you?" Eua's smile widened slightly. "Find any security threats?"
"Just one," Azul replied, finishing with the tie and sitting back to examine her work. "A student who seems to think school policy doesn't apply to her."
"Dangerous," Eua agreed solemnly. "Very threatening to institutional order."
"Exactly."
They looked at each other for a moment, and Azul realized that something fundamental had shifted between them. This morning's public confrontation had been performance, necessary theater to maintain her authority in front of other students. But this, whatever this was, felt entirely different.
It felt real.
"I should go," Azul said, though she made no move to stand up.
"Should you?"
"Yes. This is... we can't..."
"Can't what?"
Azul struggled to find words for what they couldn't do. Kiss in empty classrooms? Meet in secret? Feel whatever it was she was feeling when she looked at Eua's half-smile and forgot about everything else?
"Can't let anyone see us like this," she said finally.
"Like what?"
"Like we're not actually enemies."
Eua laughed, a soft sound that rolled low in her throat, warm and husky enough to make Azul's stomach twist. "Is that what we are? Enemies?"
"We're supposed to be. Student council president and chronic rule-breaker. It's practically required."
"I see. Such a traditional dynamic."
"Quite appropriate," Azul agreed, though she was still kneeling beside the couch, still close enough to feel the warmth of Eua's skin.
"And this?" Eua gestured between them.
"This is..." Azul took a shaky breath. Her voice was steady, but her gaze betrayed her, lingering on Eua's lips longer than it should have. "This is what happens when no one else is watching."
To everyone else, their morning confrontation had been exactly what it appeared: order clashing with chaos, the president versus the slacker. A familiar scene played out for the entertainment of passing students.
Only here, in this empty room with the door closed and no audience to perform for, could Azul allow herself to acknowledge the truth.
The girl she seemed to fight most fiercely during school hours was the one she found herself seeking out when the final bell rang. The one whose sleeping face she memorized in stolen moments. The one she couldn't stop thinking about, no matter how many times she told herself that student council presidents did not get involved with girls who treated school rules as suggestions.
But apparently, this student council president did.
"Tomorrow," Eua said softly, "in the hallway, you'll scold me again."
"Probably."
"And I'll act like I don't care."
"You're very good at that."
"And then, after school..."
"After school," Azul repeated, the words feeling like a promise she wasn't sure she should be making.
"After school," Eua agreed, settling back against the couch cushions with that mysterious smile.
Azul stood up slowly, the hem of her skirt brushing against her knees as she straightened, smoothing invisible creases from the fabric with nervous precision. At the door, she turned back one more time.
Eua had already closed her eyes again, but she was still smiling.
"Fix your yourself before you leave," Azul said quietly, even though she had already done most of the fixing herself, fingers still tingling from the intimacy of it.
"Will do, President," came the sleepy reply.
As Azul walked back through the empty hallways toward the main entrance, she realized that everything had changed and nothing had changed at all. Tomorrow there would be more uniform inspections, more public corrections, more performance of the roles they had built for themselves.
But now there would also be this: the knowledge that beneath their carefully constructed rivalry lay something much more complicated and infinitely more dangerous.
Something that felt suspiciously like the beginning of everything.
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