Chapter 32:
The Cursed Extra
"The only real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes."
— Marcel Proust
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An hour later, I sat in Professor Laurana Delacroix's classroom, surrounded by floating diagrams and equations that danced through the air like living mathematics. After Blackthorne's brutal practicality, this classroom felt like stepping from a battlefield into a symphony of pure thought.
Delacroix herself was a study in ethereal perfection—silver hair that moved as if underwater, violet eyes that seemed to see through reality itself to the underlying code beneath. Her curvaceous figure glided between the floating formulae with impossible grace. Her voice carried the musical quality of someone for whom speech was merely another form of art, each syllable resonating with crystalline clarity.
"Mana resonance," she began, her words creating visible ripples in the air around her that pulsed with iridescent light, "is not merely the interaction between two magical fields. It is a conversation between the fundamental forces that shape our reality. Can anyone tell me what determines the frequency at which this conversation takes place?"
Silence filled the room like fog, thick and oppressive. These were theoretical concepts far beyond what first-year students were expected to grasp, the kind of advanced material that wouldn't appear in standard curricula for another three years. I knew the answer—had read it in Chapter 847 of the novel, buried in a technical exposition that most readers skipped entirely, where Leo had accidentally stumbled upon the principle during his heroic training montage.
The temptation to speak was almost overwhelming. To show off my knowledge, to earn Delacroix's approval, to prove that I was more than the bumbling failure everyone believed me to be. To feel those violet eyes focus on me with genuine interest, if only for a moment.
Instead, I stared at my hands and tried to look confused, shoulders hunched in practiced insecurity.
"The resonance frequency..." A quiet voice spoke from the middle of the classroom. "It would depend on the mana density of the surrounding environment, wouldn't it? Like... like how a tuning fork sounds different in water versus air?"
I looked up to see who had spoken. The voice belonged to a slight figure seated in the middle row—Seraphina Valois, her silver hair pulled back in a practical braid that couldn't quite contain a few wayward strands. Her fingers, perpetually stained with ink and herb residue, nervously adjusted the thin-framed spectacles perched on her nose. Though her House Onyx uniform was meticulously clean, there was something distinctly rumpled about her overall appearance—the inevitable result of someone who spent countless hours hunched over anatomical diagrams and alchemical formulas rather than fretting over social impressions.
Professor Delacroix's otherworldly features shifted almost imperceptibly—a minuscule widening of those luminous violet eyes that, on her typically marble-like countenance, might as well have been an exclamation of shock. "An intriguing, if incomplete, hypothesis. Continue that line of thought."
Seraphina's pale cheeks bloomed with color, the sudden attention clearly uncomfortable for her. She seemed to physically diminish in her seat as every head swiveled toward her. "I... that is, I was considering that if mana possesses mass, even theoretical mass, then it should adhere to fundamental wave mechanics principles. Just as sound travels differently through water than air, mana waves would propagate uniquely depending on the ambient density of the surrounding magical field..."
Her words faded into silence as the weight of collective scrutiny crushed her momentum. The classroom had become a gallery of bewildered stares and barely disguised contempt—the typical response when someone from House Onyx demonstrated unexpected insight. Only Delacroix's single, deliberate nod acknowledged her contribution—a gesture that, from the elven professor, carried more validation than thunderous applause.
"Correct in principle, though the relationship transcends simple wave propagation models. The density of ambient mana creates harmonic interference patterns that..." Delacroix launched into an explanation that transformed most students' expressions into vacant masks, their minds lost in an impenetrable thicket of esoteric terminology and abstract magical theory.
But I observed Seraphina closely as she absorbed every word. Her gray eyes—the color of winter sky—grew increasingly animated, kindling with genuine comprehension. Her fingers twitched subtly against her notebook, as though she longed to physically grasp the glowing equations that Delacroix had conjured into the air. I carefully cataloged these observations for later reference.
Unrealized potential. Brilliant analytical mind trapped in social invisibility. The kind of perceptive intellect that could either become an invaluable ally in my shadow organization—or a devastatingly dangerous obstacle if she turns those observant eyes too closely in my direction.
The rest of the lesson passed in a blur of advanced theory and carefully maintained ignorance. I took notes that would appear diligent but ultimately useless, asked no questions, and made sure to look appropriately overwhelmed by concepts that were, admittedly, genuinely challenging even for someone with my meta-knowledge.
When the class finally ended, I gathered my things slowly, watching as students filed out in clusters. Rhys walked alone, as I'd expected, shoulders squared against the weight of isolation. Seraphina packed her books with the careful reverence of someone who viewed knowledge as sacred, each tome aligned perfectly in her bag. Vance Thorne held court near the door, already building the social network that would serve his political ambitions, his laughter too loud and too forced.
All of them playing their parts in a story they didn't know they were trapped within. Puppets dancing on strings they couldn't see, while I, the cursed extra, plotted to cut every last one.
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That evening, I spread my map across the desk in Room 247, adding new names to the careful notations I'd been building. The candlelight flickered across the parchment, casting shadows that made the academy's layout seem alive, breathing.
I activated [Narrative Appraisal], feeling the familiar tingle as the skill engaged. Information flowed across my vision like text on a screen, revealing the hidden structure beneath the surface reality.
RHYS BLACKWOOD
Role: [Sacrificial Lamb]
Threat Level: Minimal
Loyalty Potential: High
Key Vulnerabilities: Family honor, protective instincts, isolation
I picked up my pen and scrawled a note beside his name: Asset. High loyalty potential if debt is properly leveraged.
VANCE THORNE
Role: [Noble Obstacle]
Threat Level: Moderate
Loyalty Potential: None
Key Vulnerabilities: Pride, entitlement, predictable patterns
Another note: Tool. Predictable. Fuse is short, easily lit.
Seraphina Valois
Role: [Unrealized Potential]
Threat Level: Unknown
Loyalty Potential: Variable
Key Vulnerabilities: Self-doubt, intellectual isolation, hunger for recognition
I paused over her entry, pen hovering above the parchment. The girl was an unknown quantity, not featured prominently enough in the original novel for me to predict her trajectory. That made her either irrelevant or dangerous.
Wildcard. Monitor.
I leaned back in my chair, studying the growing web of names and connections. Each person I'd encountered today was a thread in a larger tapestry, their fates intertwined in ways they couldn't possibly comprehend. In eighteen days, if the original timeline held true, Rhys would die screaming in a goblin warren while Vance Thorne's sabotage left him without backup.
Unless I rewrote that scene.
The smile that crossed my face felt foreign, cold, nothing like the bumbling expression I'd worn all day. This was the expression of someone who understood that reality was just another story, and stories could always be edited.
The cast is assembled. The script is written.
I dipped my pen in fresh ink, ready to begin composing the first of many rewrites.
Time to start handing out better roles.
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