Chapter 46:
Margin Tears: My Cecilia
The ballroom was empty again, but this time not by his will. Olrin had left it behind, its gilded mirrors and hollow chandeliers dimmed like the afterimage of laughter that once filled the air. Now, the lord of the manor stood in his study, the fire’s glow limning his sharp profile, his glass of wine untouched.
He had seen it, felt it in the marrow of the tale itself. A subtle pressure, an aberrant current against the steady tide of his control. It had been faint at first, a tremor so small he thought it no more than the twitch of his own thoughts. But it grew. And when Cecilia, the maid, his plaything, his unwitting actress, had forced that seam to give, even for a moment, he felt it as surely as a blade run across his own skin.
His hand gripped the mantelpiece, knuckles whitening.
“She dares,” he murmured. The words cracked with heat, startling even him. He was not accustomed to raising his voice, even to himself. Control, command, charm—that was his nature. But her defiance—no, her success—made the polished mask slip.
The fire popped, sending a burst of embers upward. For a fleeting instant, Olrin’s reflection in the glass doors of the cabinet seemed strange to him. It was not the suave, lordful figure he maintained, but someone taut with anger, his eyes rimmed with something darker.
He threw back the wine and tasted nothing.
Cecilia.
She was supposed to bend, to break gracefully under the weight of his hand, as so many had before. She was supposed to serve as both ornament and proof of his dominion, another doll on the stage of his making. Her role was never meant to be questioned, much less rewritten.
And yet, in some small corner of the manor’s script, she had found leverage. The world had rippled under her touch. A thread slipped from his grasp. A crack appeared in the glass.
Olrin sat, steepling his hands. The calm returned, though it was a brittle calm, dangerous as ice.
It angered him—her audacity, her meddling. It annoyed him that her insolence could force his attention away from more pleasant pursuits, more carefully curated scenes. But under those layers, beneath his polished cruelty, something else stirred—a tremor that unsettled him far more than rage.
A worry.
The word curdled even as he thought it. He almost spat it out, furious at himself. Worry was for the weak. For those who lacked control. For those whose stories ended without leaving a mark.
But still, the feeling wormed within him. If she had discovered one loophole, one corner of the fiction she could pry apart, what would stop her from finding another? From growing bolder? From clawing her way toward a freedom she was never meant to possess?
His jaw tightened.
“No.” The fire hissed at the force of his tone. “I will not allow it.”
Cecilia could never be his equal. He would grind that notion from her before it ever took root. Whatever amusement he once found in her defiance had soured. She had crossed a line.
Olrin leaned back in his chair, shadows draping over his face. Already he was planning, scheming. Punishments more exquisite, manipulations more cruel, traps that could bleed her spirit dry without ever leaving a mark. He would tear from her this false courage, this belief in her own strength, until she collapsed back into the place where she belonged—obedient, trembling, a creature of his world and his alone.
And if she refused? If she persisted?
A flicker of something colder entered his eyes. Then he would remind her that he was not simply the lord of this house, not merely its lord, but its author. The one who wrote reality, who could unmake her with the same ease as a candle snuffed.
The manor itself seemed to draw a breath around him, its walls groaning softly as if leaning in to listen.
“She is nothing but a maid,” Olrin whispered, yet the words sounded hollow, unconvincing. “A maid who will learn her place. Or she will be erased entirely.”
He rose, setting the untouched glass down with deliberate precision.
There would be no more tolerance. No more indulgence of her curiosity. Olrin would end this thread before it unraveled the entire tapestry.
And so, with the measured step of a man rehearsing his victory, he crossed the room and extinguished the fire, leaving only darkness and the certainty of his resolve.
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