Rabbits do as rabbits know.

Hello I'm Essen.

My 17th birthday is in 5 days.

I love my birthday, I get to not feed the rabbit box.

My mother does it instead next week.

My mother really hates the rabbit box.

Every time I forget to put the carrot on the snowman statue she beats me.

She calls it a talisman. but to me it's a carrot.

My father said it's a carrot.

It's more red than orange. but I'm not so sure.

I love my father.

I feed the rabbit box because he told me to.

And I have bad nightmares when I don't.

Squeals whistle more and more when I don't.

I hate the squeals.

They make my mother sad.

When my mother's sad she beats me.

My mother killed me once.

I think it was a dream. but I'm not so sure.

I want to kill my mother.

But I cant.

My birthday is in 5 days.

Who would feed the rabbit box if I did.

I love my birthday.

I hate the rabbit box.

I want to kill myself.

But I can't.

The rabbit box keeps me alive.

I hope we don't run out of carrots.