Chapter 31:
I am Ham Radio Operator
My life now exists in the clean, structured world of radio frequency engineering. My days at the aerospace company are a deep dive into waveguide theory, satellite transponder design, and complex Smith charts that map the invisible dance of impedance. I live and breathe this stuff, and I love it. My corner cubicle is my professional shack, the hum of high-end test equipment a constant, comforting presence. But when I come home to my small apartment, I enter a different kind of shack. My personal shack. It is my sanctuary, my portal, and lately, my laboratory for exploring a strange and compelling new signal that is taking the amateur radio world by storm.
It all begins with a message from Samuel. He is, as always, on the absolute cutting edge. The message is simple and cryptic: "Haruka, have you seen what's happening on the 20-meter band at 14.074 MHz? You need to. This changes things."
Intrigued, I tune my SDR to the frequency he mentioned. What I see on my waterfall display is unlike anything I have ever encountered. It is not the broad, rolling signal of a voice transmission, nor the sharp, rhythmic dashes of Morse code. Instead, my screen is filled with dozens, maybe hundreds, of tightly packed, faint, vertical lines. They appear in perfect, 15-second intervals, a synchronized, ghostly pulse across a 3-kilohertz slice of the band. It looks less like communication and more like a planet's heartbeat.
This is my first encounter with FT8.
My initial reaction is one of pure engineering curiosity mixed with a healthy dose of operator skepticism. I know what it is, of course. I have read the technical papers by its inventor, Nobel Prize-winning physicist Joe Taylor, K1JT. It is a weak-signal digital mode, designed to make contacts even when the signals are far too faint to be heard by the human ear. It is a mode born from pure data science.
"It is not real radio," Gregory grumbles during our weekly net. "There is no conversation. It is just a computer talking to another computer. Where is the soul in that?"
I understand his perspective. To a traditionalist, FT8 seems like anathema. The exchanges are completely automated and brutally efficient. A full contact takes about a minute and consists of just the bare essentials: callsigns, signal reports, and a final confirmation. There is no room for names, weather, or friendly chat. It is the distilled essence of a contact, stripped of all personality.
But Samuel and Doretha are completely captivated. "Think of the efficiency, Haruka!" Samuel says, his voice buzzing with excitement during a video call. "The protocol is a masterpiece of data compression. It can decode signals that are literally buried 24 decibels below the noise floor! Do you know how insane that is? It is like hearing a whisper in the middle of a rock concert."
Doretha, ever the software guru, is in love with the interface. "The user experience is brilliant! WSJT-X is so clean. You see the whole world on one screen, and you can make a contact with a single mouse click. This is how you get a new generation into the hobby. No mic fright, no complex procedures. Just point, click, and you are talking to Japan."
Their enthusiasm is infectious. I download the WSJT-X software and interface it with my SDR. The setup is seamless. I load the program, and my screen comes alive with that mesmerizing, pulsing waterfall. I start decoding signals. In the first 15-second interval, my screen fills with callsigns. Dozens of them. From everywhere. Italy, Russia, Argentina, South Africa. The band, which would sound completely dead to the ear, is in fact a roaring, vibrant metropolis of digital whispers.
My skepticism starts to melt away, replaced by a sense of awe. This is the "hidden" radio world that Gregory always talked about, the signals that are too weak to hear. But now, with this software, I have the ears to hear it all.
I watch for a while, learning the rhythm of the exchanges. It is an intricate, automated ballet. Then, I see a station from a rare DX location, a small island in the Pacific, that I have been trying to contact for months on SSB and CW with no luck. He is right there on my screen, his signal faint but perfectly decodable.
My heart starts to beat a little faster. This is the moment of truth. I find his callsign in the list, double-click on it, and my radio transmits. My own faint, vertical line appears on the waterfall, nestled among the dozens of others. I am now part of the global heartbeat.
The next 15-second interval begins. I hold my breath. And then, there it is. On my screen, a new line of text appears. The station from that tiny island is answering me. He is sending my callsign and a signal report. I click the next button in the sequence. He replies with his confirmation. I send my final "73" - best regards. The contact is complete.
It takes less than a minute. There is no adrenaline-fueled pileup, no thrill of cutting through the noise with a perfectly timed call. It is calm, orderly, and strangely, profoundly satisfying. I have just made a contact that was, for all practical purposes, impossible for me just ten minutes earlier.
Gregory is right. There is not much soul in the exchange itself. It is impersonal. But the magic, I realize, is not in the conversation. The magic is in the connection itself. It is the pure, unadulterated fact that my signal, from my apartment, just traveled thousands of miles to a remote speck of land in the ocean and was received. It is the fundamental magic of radio, distilled to its most basic, powerful form.
I click on another station, this one in Croatia. Then another, in Brazil. And another, in India. It is effortless. It is intoxicating. My logbook is filling up faster than it ever has.
I look at the clock. It is 3 a.m. I have been sitting here for five hours, completely mesmerized by the silent, pulsing glow of the waterfall. Samuel was right. This changes things. This changes everything.
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