Chapter 4:
Color Me Yours
POV: Hana Fujimoto
“I wasn’t aware of a cleaning scheduled today,” a voice said evenly.
That was the moment I learned voices could have temperature.
His was cold enough to rearrange the air molecules.
My chest tightened. Calm, low, measured—his tone didn’t rise, didn’t falter, but somehow managed to make the room shrink by twenty percent. I hadn’t even seen him yet, but I could already tell: this was a man who never misplaced a single pen in his entire adult life. Probably the type who alphabetized his thoughts before speaking them.
Beside me, Tanabe-san straightened instantly. She was in her late forties, neat bun, warm brown eyes behind thin glasses, the kind of face that carried two decades of domestic service experience and exactly zero tolerance for nonsense. Her posture dipped into a bow so practiced she looked like she could have done it in her sleep. Or in an earthquake.
“Apologies, Minami-sama,” she said, voice steady despite the way her hands tightened around her cleaning kit. “The service was arranged by building management. I’m Tanabe from Shimizu Domestic, and this is our new trainee, Fujimoto Hana.”
I mirrored her bow with what I prayed passed for professional respect and not existential terror. My palms were slick inside the thin cleaning gloves. I could hear my pulse in my ears, which felt like the least professional sound in existence.
“I—I’m sorry, sir. We knocked, but the door was—”
Silence.
Not just quiet—the kind that fills the air like static, heavy and deliberate, as if sound itself was waiting for his permission to exist.
Then, a shift. A soft exhale. The faint sound of shoes against the floor.
A step closer.
I lifted my gaze before fear could glue it to the floor.
He stood there—tall, impossibly composed, a silhouette carved from discipline.
Kaito Minami.
I’d seen CEOs on television before, but none prepared me for him in person. His suit was a tailored storm cloud, every edge sharp, the fabric so smooth it barely seemed to move when he did. His features were clean-cut: straight nose, strong jawline, a mouth shaped by restraint rather than softness. Unsmiling, but not cruel. Just… contained.
His hair was black, the kind that reflected light instead of absorbing it—sleek, orderly strands that suggested a comb lived in his pocket rent‑free. And his eyes—
Dark. Deep.
The black-brown of wet ink, or a lacquered wooden surface polished to a mirror. Eyes that didn’t soften or widen or narrow—just observed. He didn’t look at people; he assessed them, as if measuring the space they took up in the world.
They swept the room once—swift, calculating, unbothered—before landing on me.
For one suspended heartbeat, the air felt charged, threaded with something delicate and alarming. And then I understood why other staff whispered his name like it was a prayer with a warning label.
My stomach twisted; my brain short-circuited.
The only coherent advice it managed was: Smile vaguely and pray for invisibility.
Tanabe-san began apologizing again, but he raised a hand. “It’s fine,” he said.
That voice again. Smooth, measured, but it landed heavier than shouting ever could. It had the kind of authority that didn’t need volume—just precision.
“You may continue your work,” he added. “Just be careful with the desk. Everything there is arranged deliberately.”
Of course it was. I could tell just by looking at it that the pencils were probably sorted by graphite softness, maybe even by emotional resonance.
“Yes, sir,” Tanabe-san replied quickly, ushering me toward the kitchen.
I hesitated before following, grateful for the movement—but not before our eyes met, just for a fraction of a second.
It wasn’t intentional. It wasn’t long. But something inside the moment… bent.
Like the light changed. Like I wasn’t supposed to exist in his meticulously organized universe, yet there I was—smudging it by standing still.
I dropped my gaze instantly, cheeks burning. My legs moved faster than my dignity.
The air behind us stayed unnaturally still. Even from the kitchen, I could feel him—like a quiet note that never fully faded. Not cold, exactly. Just… precise enough to make warmth feel like rebellion.
We worked in near silence after that. The penthouse was immaculate, which somehow made the task more terrifying. Dust didn’t dare settle here. Even the air seemed disinfected of imperfection.
Every sound—the clink of a bottle, the whisper of cloth against marble—felt amplified. I moved carefully, aware that a single wrong motion could disrupt a space that looked more curated than lived in.
Through the doorway, I caught occasional glimpses of him. Sitting at his desk, back straight, gaze fixed on a screen. Every so often, he’d write something down in a small notebook with mechanical precision, then close it at a perfect right angle to his laptop.
A human metronome.
But once, as I was rinsing a cloth, I looked up—and found him looking back.
Not long. Just long enough to make my throat dry. There was no hostility in his stare, but no warmth either. It was a gaze that saw.
Then he looked away, and I wasn’t sure if I’d imagined it.
By the time we finished, the sky had turned a deep metallic gray—the kind that made Tokyo look expensive and slightly exhausted. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the city shimmered like a grid of liquid silver.
The elevator chimed softly, a sound too polite for how nervous I was.
Tanabe-san bowed, thanked him, and led us out.
I managed to breathe again somewhere around the thirty-third floor.
But my thoughts wouldn’t settle.
That brief meeting—barely five minutes—had rearranged something in me. I’d spent the day scrubbing, polishing, aligning, trying to make other people’s spaces flawless. And then he appeared, speaking as though even the air obeyed his structure, and suddenly I couldn’t stop feeling.
Not attraction. Not exactly.
More like awareness. The kind you can’t unhear once you’ve heard it. The realization that gravity has been holding you all along.
The elevator descended, its glass walls reflecting Tokyo’s lights like fractured stars. I gripped my cleaning cloth tighter, its faint scent of soap and lemon grounding me. The smell felt safe—human. A reminder that I belonged to the imperfect side of the world.
He was the opposite of that. He was graphite and shadow, all structure and restraint.
And I was… noise. A blur of uncertainty and impulse.
It should have ended there. A brief encounter between a man who lived in grayscale and a cleaner who couldn’t stop leaving fingerprints.
But the image of him lingered anyway—dark eyes, unreadable face, the faintest suggestion that he noticed me back.
Maybe that was what unsettled me most.
People like him didn’t notice people like me.
And yet—he had.
Outside, the city was alive in that restless Tokyo way—neon bleeding color into puddles, taxis gliding through wet streets, billboards flashing like impatient constellations. The smell of rain mixed with exhaust and fried food from a cart down the block.
My reflection in the glass doors looked tired, small, and a little dazed.
“First day,” I muttered under my breath, forcing a dry laugh. “Not bad. Met a terrifying CEO, possibly inhaled three million yen worth of cologne. Professional milestone.”
Tanabe-san glanced at me, lips curving into a gentle, knowing smile as she adjusted her umbrella. “You did fine, Hana-chan. He’s not as frightening as he seems.”
I nodded, though the lie felt almost affectionate in its absurdity. “Right. Totally normal energy.”
She laughed softly. “You’ll get used to it. Some clients just have… atmospheres.”
Atmospheres. That was one way to put it.
Still, under the drizzle and the noise, I felt something lighter. Not relief—more like curiosity, blooming quietly where fear had been.
Kaito Minami was gray, structured, unreadable.
I was messy, uncertain, vividly alive.
And yet, for one impossible moment, our worlds had collided—and something in the gray cracked.
Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it was everything.
But as the train roared past and my reflection blurred in the window, one thought refused to leave me:
I wanted to understand him.
And maybe, just maybe, I wanted him to understand me.
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