Chapter 1:

First

Softer than a slap; Harder than a heartbreak


"I heart it beating

your feelings rhytm

overflowing, and going, all over, my senses

euphoria beyond my heart

breaking limits of the sky

is higher, the beating, my darling, im screaming

I LOVE YOU~!"

Zerbas points to the front with her left hand as she slowly turns her head from the right to face what her fingers are pointing. Her gaze goes from a defiant one to a sparkly relaxed mood; with her gaze blazing a light as if she wanted to light up the room and her mouth draws a smile which helps to boost the spark.

All of them dancing with a beat dressed with melodies from a piano, bass, acoustic guitar and fancied up with sounds not coming from any of those three from time to time.

The song keep going and Zerbas moved from left to right and forth; from the front to the back and viceversa; making her chest, waist and hips contour them to the tune; her face set the mood while the long gray hair of hers make her presence stand out from where she is standing...a small room with pink-colored walls, two small windows which display the window-less wall of the next building, the door at the wall of the right of those windows and a round light bulb at the center, above everything.

Suddenly, Zerbas stop moving as the beat is undress from the guitar and the piano melodies; aswell that relaxed mood is fading away on rhytm of the song. She stands at the center and her head hangs on her shoulders and the rest of Serba's body - from her head, through the torso 'till the legs - now look relaxed and thrilling.

The beat and the bass are together making the song unfold, the bass expands its role with the guitar and piano gone. 

"Dance floor filling/ No 'nough thrilling/ Eyes meets in distance/ Come to me babe/ Coming at you babe/ Rhytm going pumping 'umping"

The verses of Crank Dawgh, the current trendy rapper on the game, who recently got his second number one on the top 50 chart, invaded the song and on the beat progress shifted the mood. From an earnest straight forward love confession to a subtle invitation to spend some time together away from the crowd.

Zerbas, still standing, spread her legs a bit, straighten her pose and the gaze with hair movements invite for an intimate moment alone as she firmly swings her hips from left to right and do maneuvers with her hands at the flow of the rap and the song, her song.

The mood of the rap is enhanced by her steps despite she is wearing an oversized hoodie, light make up on her face, hair is anything but what it looked like at her perfomance on the 27th Love Notes Magazine music awards some weeks ago; and her legs and feet are bare naked - except her butt and around it since a baggy short is on that part and out of sight due the hoodie, which the later lenght reaches close to her knees -.

Shioko Lunar, a model with 2 years in the industry is sitting on the bed - which leans to the wall at the front of the door -. Watching Zerbas dancing to the song; How the oversized hoodie can not hide Zerbas body shape when she let her performer persona take the spotlight on where she is moving. Shioko swings smalls penlights, one on each hand, back and forth at the orders of the song and not losing sight of the performance. She is not energetic at what is going on in her room but is enjoying nonetheless because she does not mind the song and admires Zerbas performance whenever she is on stage.

Time pass by, the rap is over and Zerbas is back on making the song an earnest straight forward love confession. She is moving left and right, back and forth again. 

"My heart ~eart ~eart ~eart ~eart

Your feel ~feel ~feel ~feel feels

Our beat ~beat ~beat ~beat ~beat

(whisper) are one are all"

Serbas takes her hands close to the center of her chest and makes a heart shape; both hands lend some of their fingers to achieve the form of such shape. 

The song is over; Shioko puts her penlights on the bed and slowly and quietly claps with an amused gaze and a timid smile on her face. Meanwhile, Serbas slowly takes the shape she made with her hands up in front of her eyes.

- Wait...this is not part of the choreography - claims Shioko inwards as her expression slowly shifts to a puzzled one; her eyes losing spark of early amusement and her smile going rigid.

Shioko is on the center of the heart shape, shape which is hanging in front of Serbas' eyes. 

- I love you~ -

A smile draws on Serbas' lips after claiming that on a low volume; Her cheeks slowly turn pink and her gaze glows strong enough to look like the bulb providing light on the room is no match to her eyes.

Shioko looks at her without muttering a single word, nor making any reaction on her body. She is still sitting on her bed.

- I...I know. I know dummy -

Replies Shioko after some seconds on silence - in which Serbas did not loose her posture and gesture -. Her gaze ignite some light on her face (altho not comparable to Serbas') and, still on her bed, stretch her arms vertically and draws a smile on her face; Looking at the girl, who made a heart shape, standing in front of her.

Serbas dash to the girl stretching her arms in front her of her and tighly holds on her as she kneels on the floor; her head hangs on Shioko's thighs, and arms surround her slim toned legs tighly.

- Stuuuuuuupid; Why are you so awkward even today? -

Serbas raises her head and points a sharp gaze to Shoiko and mumble noises lacking of any definition but together sound innocent and pleasurable.

- Am...am I? ha ha ha ha -

Shioko caress Serbas's hair with her right hand while driving her sight around the room to not hit the girl's one below her. 

Shioko smirks, shakes her legs. But Serbas holds them thigher than before. The smirk slowly loses its earnest gesture but slowly gains it again as she takes her left hand close to the back of Serbas' neck. 

Slowly and careful makes two of her fingers make contact with Serbas' skin and slowly draw a circle with them on her neck; and draws another one, and another one, and another one...Serbas' gaze slowly lose sharp aswell as her arms' strength while her cheeks little by little turn red.

The arms slowly let the legs be free and Shioko take this chance to leave Serbas kneeling near her bed.

Slowly and carefully Shioko place herself behind Serbas; Kneels aswell - yet still tower her despite both have their knee touching the floor -, takes her hands under her hoodie and place them around her naked waist. Kiss her neck - serbas squeaks -; lift her and throws herself back to the bed with Serbas on her hands. The penlights fall to the floor at both of them hitting the bed.

Shioko is lying on her bed with her feet touching the floor and Serbas is on top of her. With her back and Shioko's torso touching each other as Serbas' waist is being caress by Shioko's hands.

The night goes by as they stay still. Serbas takes Shioko's hands off her waist, turns around and looks at Shioko face.

- You are still awkward. Yet...im not mad at your awkwardness -

The embrace of soft lips on Serbas' forehead intensify the red of her cheeks as she feels her body temperature going a bit higher. And goes higher after a cold sensation hits the place where those lips were. Shioko's tongue is gently going up and down on the place her lips landed prior.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AIDICOENGHSIAOCNDYEIGOAJDHFYDJDIDIWJFJXISJDJCUWUDBDJSIDKFISOSPODKFKXOAPAPFOCKDKDISIDKFUDKDJFJCUSKDKXIDODO!"

Is rumbling on Serbas' mind. The euphoria of the moment ends and a huge smile draws on her face as an abstract blinding light ignite up in the eyes. Those eyes meet Shioko's

- You player (giggles) You are such an awkward player (giggles lauder) I WUV U! I WUV U! I WUV U! -

Serbas furiously rubs her head on Shioko's upper torso.

- To believe you are the reason I can sing my own song more diligently is funny and romantic -

Shioko listens her with a smile and caring gaze. Hugs her and drives both of them to a different position on the bed. Her legs are not on the floor anymore and she with Serbas are side to side.

Serbas caress Shioko short hair - in comparison to hers - as both of them locked their sights on each other. 

- In hours I have schedule....would...wo -

- What schedule? -

Calmly asked Serbas

- A photoshoot. For Hang Out magazine website -

- Ah! Those annoying turds! They are still popular with the ladies at the hair saloon and even with the staff at the spa. Guess is still an important gig. ugh! -

Hang Out lastest popular issue had on the cover actress Im Sangnoon and slide stock celebrity Yuk Oni kissing passionately; on a beach and dressing for such place. Yuk Oni daughter threw a fit on her UT-IU channel at the magazine issue and yesterday announced her parents filed the divorce papers. The issue with them came 2 weeks ago.

- Altho, Sangnoon never clicked with me but Yuk Oni. All I knew from him is how he has a loving father image from his videos. Suck for his fans...I guess -

Serbas sighs after stating that and hugs Shioko.

- Would you like to spend the night here? -

Asks Shioko to Serbas who buries her head on the upper torso of Shioko

- Is too lat... -

- I know, thats why im here dummy -

Serbas takes her gaze back to meet Shioko's, whose gaze did not leave its target.

Shioko kisses her forehead and a smile draws on her and Serbas eyes slowly bright as she looks at the tall short hair girl next to her, lying on bed.

The minutes goes by and they stay still; more minutes march across their time and both close their eyes, the breathing takes a rhythm of a slowtempo tune and their senses, most of them, take some time off. Serbas and Shioko are lying on bed, hugging each other, their legs rubs each one of them; and Serbas head makes Shioko's upper torso her fluffly pillow she dreamed to have back on middle school. Even tho she has multiple fluffy pillows now, the one her head is lying on right now is special and above the ones she has on her room.

***

Shiko abruptly opens her eyes, and her senses quickly return to her being, except the ones who never left.

With delicacy, and even displaying grace, takes Serbas hands and then her small and curvy body to be on her own and no longer close to Shioko. Done that, still with delicacy and grace, drives her way out of the bed. Her feet land on the floor; Push her knees outside the bed; Her torso slides to be out of the bed and her hands touch the floor. Half of the torso is out of bed; Her hands gain strength and from the floor push the other half of the torso, with her head, to stand up from the bed.

 With her body out of bed, Shioko stands up and, still with delicacy, leaves the room. Outside this one; Goes across the small hallway to the wall in front of her room. Lean her body against the wall, sits down on the floor.

"HEIDIEJISKSMDICJSJSLSNDUDISJSOSKSHXIXNSLZNXKDMDIXKDJXODJDODKDICKDJDOSKDOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"

Screams Shioko; Inside her mind.






















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