Chapter 33:
Replay Again
Ren doesn’t sleep that night.
The house is silent. His mother’s words still echo in his chest, mixing with Yuki’s father’s quiet honesty. Every memory, every vision, every chime presses against him like something trying to wake him up.
And he understands one thing clearly:
This isn’t just about Yuki disappearing.
This is about everything they ruined the first time.
So before dawn, Ren returns to Miyazuma Shrine.
The sky is still dark when he walks up the long stone steps. Mist curls around the trees. Every footstep feels heavy, like the world is holding its breath.
He stops at the main gate and bows his head, not sure whether he’s praying or begging.
“Please,” he whispers. “If there’s anything here… tell me what I’m supposed to do.”
The wind stirs.
Then—
chime.
Soft at first. Then sharper. The bell tied to the shrine’s main hall sways though there’s no wind strong enough to move it.
Ren steps forward.
Another chime rings out, but this time it’s not from the bell.
It echoes inside his mind.
His breath catches.
The world blurs around him—colors thinning, lines trembling as if something’s pulling reality apart for a moment. He reaches for the nearest wooden post to steady himself.
Then a voice.
Not loud.
Not booming.
Calm. Timeless. Everywhere.
“You have returned for what you once abandoned.”
Ren’s heart jumps. The voice doesn’t sound human. It feels like something the universe would say if it could speak.
He swallows. “Yuki. Where is she?”
The shrine lantern flickers twice, then steadies.
“Suspended. Anchored by your heart’s imbalance.”
Ren shakes his head. “I don’t understand.”
Light gathers along the old offering box, shaping faint symbols—spirals, lines, shapes he vaguely remembers seeing in his visions.
The voice continues, steady as a heartbeat.
“Your timeline fractured long before your divorce. Your choices rippled a future that led to loss you never saw.”
Ren’s breath stops.
Loss?
“What do you mean?” he whispers.
The mist thickens. Images flash behind his eyes—moments he doesn’t fully remember but somehow feels:
A small hand gripping his.
A child’s laugh.
Yuki smiling the way she did when things were still good.
Two small shadows running through a park.
His chest aches.
Kids.
Their kids.
Future… that existed before everything collapsed.
The voice deepens, almost sorrowful.
“Lives that were meant to be born depend on your path.”
Ren stumbles back, clutching his shirt.
“You mean—our divorce… because we broke apart… they never—”
“Your love unraveled. So did the future tied to it.”
Ren presses a hand over his mouth. His eyes burn.
He sinks to his knees.
The realization hits harder than any argument they ever had.
This isn’t just about saving their relationship.
This isn’t even just about saving Yuki.
Their mistakes erased lives that should have existed.
Lives they loved.
“I didn’t know,” Ren whispers. “I didn’t know we’d lose them too.”
The voice softens.
“Love requires more than memory. It requires courage.”
Ren looks up, trembling.
“What do I have to do? How do I find her? How do I bring her back?”
The symbols pulse once, glowing faintly.
“Your reunion is the key. The truth you fear must be spoken. The burden you hid must be shared.”
Ren’s throat tightens.
“Our truth… is why she disappeared?”
“Yes. Her heart is frozen between moments until yours chooses honesty.”
He wipes his face with the sleeve of his jacket, steadying his breath. “So if I don’t change—if I keep making the same mistakes—she’ll stay stuck?”
“And the timeline will collapse.”
Ren shuts his eyes. His whole body feels like it’s shaking.
He came back for another chance—not knowing how important it truly was.
He thought he just wanted to fix the fights, the hurt, the divorce.
But now he sees the full picture:
Their fate.
Her fate.
Their children’s fate.
All of it hangs on what he does next.
The voice speaks one more time, gentler than ever.
“Restoration requires love without fear.”
The chime rings again—sharper, louder, vibrating through the whole shrine.
And then everything goes still.
The symbols fade. The mist thins. The world becomes normal again.
Ren rises to his feet slowly.
His legs shake, but his resolve doesn’t.
He grips the front of his jacket, right over his heart.
“I’ll bring her back,” he breathes. “Not because some god tells me to. But because she deserves better. Because we deserved better. Because our kids deserved a chance.”
The morning sun breaks through the clouds, casting gold across the shrine stairs.
Ren turns, determination burning through every step.
“If honesty is the key,” he murmurs, “then I’ll give her every truth I never said.”
He stops at the bottom of the steps and looks back once, just as the breeze lifts again.
It almost feels like an answer.
Or a blessing.
He heads down the path—ready to fight the past, the future, the timeline itself.
For Yuki.
For the family they lost.
For the second chance he won’t waste again.
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