Chapter 16:
Sing to Me
Airi sat at the end of a long mixing table, a large, lukewarm coffee clasped between her hands. She had made the frantic Shinkansen trip, arriving at the studio exhausted and deeply resentful of her lost peace. Her fatigue was fighting an internal battle with the adrenaline rush of being in the epicenter of a creative crisis.
Ren, looking immaculate despite a late-night choreography session, was engaged in a tense, hushed conversation with the lead producer, arguing over a complex string arrangement on the newly planned single. His focus was absolute, his cool composure a stark contrast to Airi’s frazzled state.
Finally, Junpei Kanda, looking slightly stressed even by his own high standards, finished dispatching the technicians and walked over to Airi.
"Thank you for coming in, Komatsu-san," Junpei murmured, adjusting his glasses. "I know this is a significant inconvenience, but the agency is rushing the follow-up project. We need this complication fixed immediately." He glanced pointedly at Ren, who was now walking toward them. "You two will be locked in the smaller booth. No distractions."
Ren reached their end of the table. He offered Airi a small, genuine smile that instantly eased some of her resentment. "Thank you for making the emergency journey. I appreciate the sacrifice, Airi."
Airi didn't return the smile. She placed her coffee cup down with a deliberate thud. "You owe me, Ren. I forfeited my only day of peace for this. And what is 'this,' exactly? Why a second album, so soon? Ascension hasn't even had its proper release cycle yet. It’s unsustainable."
Ren chuckled softly, leaning his hip against the table, his posture radiating casual confidence even while his manager was standing right there.
"Ah, the question of the inevitable," Ren mused. "Why does the sun rise so soon after it sets? Why does the tide rush back in after it recedes?" He paused dramatically, his eyes glittering. "The honest answer is that the agency is terrified of empty space. But," he leaned in closer, dropping his voice conspiratorially, "I was hoping the urgency would prevent you from having second thoughts about our collaboration. I didn’t want you to have too much time away to reconsider leaving your brilliant, boring job."
Airi narrowed her eyes. "That's a joke, right? You're rushing an entire album to keep me from getting cold feet?"
"Yes," Ren replied simply, his expression perfectly serious now. "But it's a joke with a kernel of truth. The truth is, I do need the second album soon. And the other truth is, I know you’re distracted."
He turned slightly, pulling a small, embossed card from his inner jacket pocket—a professional corporate invitation, identical to the one Airi had received for the launch party, but this one was personalized.
"Congratulations, Senior Archiving Analyst Komatsu-san," Ren said, the title dripping with irony. "I heard about the promotion. I heard about the increased hours, the five-year plan, and the compliance training." He tapped the card lightly. "You've successfully secured a very solid, very comfortable chain, Airi. And chains don't allow time for chaotic, unprofitable side projects."
Airi felt a flush of anger and embarrassment. He knew. Of course, he knew. In Ren’s world, every detail of every peripheral player was scrutinized by someone like Junpei.
"My promotion is not your problem, Ren," Airi retorted, her voice low and sharp. "It's my career, and my security. If the music is good, I will find the time."
"Will you?" Ren challenged, his voice losing its playful edge, becoming intensely serious. "You hated the promotion. I saw your face at the dinner—the same look you had when Sako-san dumped those binders on your desk. You now have a guaranteed path to a safe, stable life. And that safe, stable life demands all of your attention. It will squeeze the chaos, the defiance, and the honesty right out of your creative schedule."
He stepped closer, his gaze fixed on hers, the intensity magnetic. "This next album isn't about me entertaining fans, Airi. It's about you making a choice. You told me you wanted a chaotic life ruled by fire, not fluorescent lights. Well, here is the fire. We need to lock in this second album now—before the corporate world completely devours the time you used to dedicate to us."
He lowered his voice further, addressing the fundamental choice she was facing. "When you accepted the ride the other night, you told me you were worried about our arrangement becoming a regular thing. I’m telling you now: our collaboration needs to become the only thing. You’ve accepted the money. You’ve tasted the success. Now, you have to decide what you are willing to sacrifice to keep it. The promotion gave you security. But that security will murder your passion if you let it."
Airi was speechless. He had laid out her entire internal conflict with unnerving clarity. The promotion wasn't just an inconvenience; it was the definitive fork in the road. She could choose comfort and stability, or she could choose the exhausting, high-risk, creatively fulfilling life he was offering.
She looked at her tired, travel-weary reflection in the glass of the control room. She had just spent her entire morning rushing back to Tokyo, sacrificing her precious downtime, simply because she couldn't stand the thought of letting him down—or, more accurately, the thought of losing the source of her creative validation.
"You're right," Airi admitted quietly, her voice barely a whisper. "I hate the promotion. I hate the new duties. I hate the five-year plan."
A small, triumphant flicker appeared in Ren's eyes, quickly subdued. "Then choose the music, Airi. We're fighting the industry, but we're also fighting your cubicle. Let's start with the complication on the lead single. We're locking ourselves in the booth. Tell me why this song needs to be about defiance."
Ren placed a gentle hand on the small of her back, guiding her toward the soundproof booth.
"But Ren," Airi murmured, stopping just short of the booth door. "You told me to follow my heart. What if my heart is going to get me fired?"
Ren opened the heavy, padded door, gesturing her inside. "Then your heart is right where it needs to be," he replied, his eyes dark with shared resolve. "Follow it, Airi Komatsu. I'll make sure you have the words to justify the chaos."
Airi stepped into the booth, the heavy door swinging shut behind her, sealing her into the soundproof space, far away from corporate five-year plans and mundane archiving. The studio light felt bright and warm, an urgent beacon that promised both exhaustion and fulfillment. She was trapped, but finally, she was exactly where she wanted to be.
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