Chapter 9:
My Love Language Is Emotional Damage
Chapter 8 : The Soft Revolution
“You can survive hell by becoming a devil.
But sometimes, to heal... you have to let yourself be human again.” — Adam
When Akane woke, it felt like the world had changed its mind overnight
Sunlight spilled like warm tea across the floor, mellow and forgiving, softening the edges of everything it touched. The storm from the night before had passed, but its residue lingered in the silence , not heavy, not broken. Just… different. Like the calm after a scream.
She blinked, eyes adjusting to the quiet room, to the way dust danced lazily in the light. And there he was, Adam, inches away, asleep beside her.
For a second, she forgot how to breathe.
He didn’t look like the boy who shattered reputations and ruled with calculated menace. He didn’t look like the boy who broke her. He looked… young. Human. Like a child who’d carried too many adult burdens for too long. His lashes cast shadows against his cheek. His lips parted slightly, a slow, steady breath escaping him. Even asleep, he seemed to be holding something back.
She studied him, heartbeat crawling up her throat.
And then, she moved. Softly, instinctively, she leaned in and placed a kiss to his forehead. Feather-light. Reverent. A fragile gesture in a moment she didn’t fully understand, like offering warmth to a ghost.
Adam stirred, his eyes fluttering open
“What are you doing?” he mumbled, voice thick and rough around the edges of sleep
“I– ” she jerked back, heat flooding her cheeks. “I thought you were still asleep"
His eyes drifted lazily to the clock on the bedside table. “We’re gonna be late.”
Just like that, reality snapped back. Alarms were forgotten. Time raced forward.
Toast popped. The floor thundered with rushing footsteps. He pulled his hoodie over his head, while she flailed with her tie and darted into the bathroom with a toothbrush hanging from her mouth
Fifteen minutes of chaos later, Akane emerged, hair damp, shirt only half-buttoned, phone clutched like a lifeline.
“I’m stopping at home to change. See you at school!” she called out as she knelt at the door to shove on her shoes.
But before she could bolt, Adam appeared in the hallway, her bag and purse in hand. A piece of toast dangled from his mouth like it was anime logic
He leaned closer and, with the most absurdly nonchalant expression, nudged the toast between her lips
“Breakfast,” he said.
She blinked, startled, and tried not to choke on a mixture of bread and butterflies
Then he added, voice softer, “Don’t forget your… everything.”
And suddenly, the boy who once felt like a storm now felt like home. In the quiet clumsiness of him, something bloomed, not perfection, not redemption, but effort. A kind of love language she hadn’t known she craved
…
School felt both normal and entirely unrecognizable.
During homeroom, Ellie slid into the seat beside her, eyes narrowed like she’d been sitting on suspicion all morning.
“I don’t like Adam,” she muttered under her breath, eyes darting across the classroom. “He’s a jerk. A control freak. Femme-fatale type. Probably thinks girls are just trophies.”
Akane froze. Her grip on her pen tightened.
Ellie continued, eyes flicking with more venom, “His mother—”
“Don’t,” Akane said sharply.
The word cracked the air between them. Ellie stiffened
“Just… don’t bring her into this. His mother has nothing to do with it.”
For a long moment, neither spoke. Ellie turned her gaze downward, lips pressed into a thin line. The air was thick with tension that no one else could place
Ellie Said "You trying to defend him? The person who humiliated you"
Akane said "Just stop"
"Fine" Ellie replied
…
After school, the summer heat clung to the city like static. Cicadas droned. Distant laughter echoed from the soccer field.
Adam waited by the gates, one hand in his pocket, his tie loose and his hair messier than usual. He tilted his head when she
approached.
“Walk home?”
“Yeah,” she said, matching his pace without hesitation.
Their shadows fell long beside them as they strolled through the back streets, past rusted vending machines and empty park swings. The world felt quieter around him, like even the noise knew to hush when he was near.
Eventually, they reached a lake, a secluded place Akane hadn’t known existed. The surface rippled gold beneath the setting
sun, trees leaning toward their reflections.
A single bench stood facing the water. They sat without speaking, legs swinging slightly, the silence between them not
awkward but expectant.
Then she broke it.
“Can I have your number?”
He blinked. “Why?”
She looked at him with a sly grin. “Aren’t I your girlfriend now? Darling.."
A rare, soft chuckle escaped him. He handed her his phone wordlessly, and their fingers touched, just for a moment. Electric. Unexpected.
As she typed her number in, curiosity got the better of her. She flicked through the photo gallery
And there they were.
Photos of Riku, laughing with another girl. Leaning in. Kissing her.
"What is this?" She asked.
Adam didn’t snatch the phone away. He didn’t apologize.
Adam replied "That was taken the same day he’d asked you out, Akane"
He just said, flatly, “That was him. He never wanted you. He wanted someone who looked good on his arm. Someone to tell stories about. You… you deserved better.”
Akane stared at the photo. Her throat clenched.
“I knew you’d never believe me if I said it outright,” Adam said, voice lower now. “So I played the villain. I made you doubt him. And yeah… I made you afraid of me.”
His voice faltered, but his eyes didn’t
“I didn’t know how else to reach you.”
Akane inhaled slowly. Every word fell like rain, unexpected and cleansing
“I used to think you were just cruel,” she said. “But now… I see it. You were desperate. Not evil.”
“I still hurt you.”
She looked at him. “But I also see the boy you were… and the man you’re trying to be.”
Adam looked down, lashes casting shadows over his cheeks.
“I transferred schools because I couldn’t take it anymore,” he whispered. “In middle school… no one saw me. You and Ellie were always in your little world. I was just… there. And then Taro happened. He used me up until I disappeared.”
"You were in the same middle school?" Akane asked.
Adam replied, "Small world we live in, don't we?"
He swallowed hard. “When I saw you again at this school, I thought… maybe I could rewrite the story.”
Akane reached for his hand, intertwining her fingers with his
“I think you already have,” she said.
He looked up, startled.
She smiled, soft and steady. “You have my heart. My choice. And I’m staying. Not because you made me. Because I want
to.”
She leaned towards his cheeks and kissed him
A long pause. The sun dipped behind the trees
“Forever?” he asked, barely audible.
“Forever,” she said
“…Thank you,” he murmured.
Akane tilted her head. “For what?”
The words were small, but they carried the weight of someone who’d never been given anything without a fight
“For… choosing me,” he said, looking anywhere but her eyes. “For not running. For—” He broke off with a quiet huff, as if annoyed with himself for being vulnerable in public, even if “public” was just a lake, a bench, and the setting sun.
Akane nudged him with her shoulder. “You don’t have to thank me, you know.”
“Oh, I do,” he countered softly. “I really do.”
She leaned in and pressed her forehead lightly to his temple,just a brush, just a breath, but it was enough to make him freeze like he was afraid the moment might vanish if he moved. He didn’t. He stayed perfectly, painfully still.
“You’re allowed to be gentle, Adam,” she whispered. “With me.”
His eyes lowered, and for the first time, he didn’t argue.
They sat a little longer, letting the silence stitch them together in quiet, invisible ways. Then eventually, reluctantly, they stood and began walking toward the street.
The sky was a darkening rose color now, cicadas groaning like tired violins.
Adam stuffed his hands in his pockets, clearing his throat. “I’ll walk you home.”
She shook her head. “No.”
He blinked, thrown. “No?”
“Nope.” She grabbed his arm with sudden, cheerful authority, looping hers through his. “Because I’m staying.”
“S-Staying?” His voice cracked. Very slightly. Almost adorably, though he’d sooner die than admit it.
Akane grinned up at him, bright enough to rival the streetlamps flickering awake. Her teeth flashed, unguarded and dazzling. The kind of smile she’d never dared show him before.
She tugged him closer as they walked, like she was claiming space on purpose—on him, specifically.
“Well, darling,” she said, the word rolling off her tongue like something she’d been waiting to say her whole life, “you’ve got me now.”
He swallowed. Hard. His ears went red. A smug breeze drifted by like it wanted to laugh at him.
“…Darling?” he echoed, voice soft, cautious, like he wasn’t sure he deserved the word.
“Mm-hm.” She leaned her head against his shoulder as they passed the muffled glow of vending machines, the hum of the city rising around them. “Get used to it.”
Adam didn’t answer. He couldn’t. His heart was too loud, too clumsy, too busy relearning how to beat without armor.
But he squeezed her arm–just once, just enough.
And for a boy who had built his entire domain out of cold control, that one small gesture felt like the warmest rebellion he’d ever committed.
Their soft revolution wasn’t loud.
It didn’t need to be.
It lived quietly in the spaces between footsteps, laughter, and the warmth of two people finally walking the same direction.
Together.
…
The next morning, Riku was loitering by her locker, hands stuffed into his pockets like he had any right left
“Hey, Akane,” he began, eyes searching hers for some familiar softness
She didn’t even let him finish.
“We’re done,” she said coldly. “Don’t approach me again. And don’t go near my boyfriend.”
He opened his mouth. Nothing came out.
He didn’t follow her when she walked away
From the top of the stairs, Adam watched it all unfold. His arms were crossed, but a small, rare smile curved on his lips.
No theatrics. No power plays.
Just quiet change.
His soft revolution had begun.
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