Volume I. Chapter 9. Society

Chapter 9. SocietyIt's been so hard to breathe lately.. It's so dark, foliage looks completely black in the dark. I feel like I'm fading away, this month it's time to prepare for autumn/fall, but it felt like I was preparing for death. There's something fluttering inside me, I'm waiting for something, but it's fading. Adequacy is leaving me, my mind is clouded..I feel like my body is filling up. I've never felt this before..My body felt like it weighed more… The nausea didn't go away for a long time. When I fall, I feel a cold, icy floor. And then, it suddenly got hot. It was like I was flooded with lava, especially my eyes are. It's terribly hot. And everyone, everyone seemed to be looking at me and poking me with a stick, as if checking if I was a living being at all..It's like me..burned alive. Before that, I remembered one day well. It was spring, it was warm and big, creepy clouds were gathering in the sky, as if it was going to rain very soon. The leaves were very young and thin, so bright green... Passing by one low building, it was surrounded by a fence and was located just below the main ground level. Light brick and old windows were part of the facade. Next to it, a small Peach tree was blooming with white flowers... How wonderfully thin his trunk was. When the first drops of rain touched the dry and cold asphalt, I ran barefoot across it to take shelter while the rain increased slowly. So strangely, I was greeted by a bar of chocolate when I arrived. The rain ended quickly, perfuming everything with fresh air. I had the taste of chocolate in my mouth, and strange gramophone records were playing right next to me. When I fell asleep, I remember a bunch of dots in front of my eyes, like TV interference. I heard a noise, so I felt terrible fear. It was terrible. It's like my legs and arms have always been entwined together. There was nothing in my head but a strong noise, among which I could clearly hear: "this is not an exit."Abruptly, someone hit my head and a memory appeared in front of my eyes in which I see my hands in front of me. In front of me is the same road that I walk along every day, I'm like a little child running along it, bright yellow sun rays are falling on it, and I am trying to brush away a yellow butterfly that flew by. But I remember for sure that when I was a child, I had never been on this road. It was like I lost control of my body. I began to see in front of me as if I were sitting on something.. I am very scared and uncomfortable because they have tied me up! I heard either a female voice or a robot voice.. "We have connected you to the wires. Please stay where you are and don't move. Answer the questions clearly and clearly, Kasye Peach." I could just make out my name at the end. My body is trying to figure out where I am!! I cannot even lift my head, it feels very heavy. A girl's soft voice rang out asking a question. I understood what they were saying, but I didn't understand how I should respond? Like them..do they open their mouths and like squeeze something out of themselves? How to do it? Do I have vocal cords?. After saying something, my eyes were all spinning and blurry, when was the last time my body took food?.. The second question was asked. But having formulated the thought, I do not know how to answer. What do they want from me? Who is this!?Those in front of me started talking to each other. I do not understand a word, but maybe they're talking about me!? Where am I anyway?! The bigger one moved and did something with his hand, making me fall asleep in such severe pain, as if I suffocated in the vomit that almost came out of me...