Chapter 18:

Collapse of the Seal

Blood in Petal




The monks of Jōdo-ji woke slowly, confusion evident on their faces. They remembered nothing after the morning prayers—no Crimson Lilim, no Red Choir, no flowers growing from their flesh. The abbot, an ancient man with a voice like grinding stone, listened to their explanation with eyes that saw too much.
"The demon queen's essence," he said when they'd finished. "Divided among three vessels, pursued by fragments seeking reunification. And now the Serpent of Eight Sins administers judgment for four centuries of accumulated sin." He was quiet for a moment. "You should not have come here. You've brought corruption to a place of purification."
"We came seeking help," the priest protested. "Your order specializes in—"
"In containing demons, yes. In purifying corruption. In maintaining barriers between the mortal realm and the infernal." The abbot's gaze was hard. "But you carry the corruption inside you. You ARE the barrier. What help could we possibly offer that wouldn't risk contaminating everything we've built here?"
"Then we'll leave," Haruto said, standing. "We didn't mean to bring danger to your door. We'll—"
"Sit down, boy." The abbot's voice cracked like a whip. "I didn't say we wouldn't help. I said you shouldn't have come. There's a difference." He gestured to one of the younger monks. "Bring tea. And the scrolls from the Archive of Shadows. If these fools are going to carry demon essence, they might as well do it properly."
The Archive of Shadows turned out to be a chamber deep beneath the monastery, carved from living rock and sealed with layers of prayers so old they'd worn into the stone itself. The scrolls contained within detailed centuries of accumulated knowledge about demons—their natures, their weaknesses, and most importantly, how to coexist with darkness without being consumed by it.
"These were written by monks who volunteered to be possessed," the abbot explained as he unrolled one particular scroll. "They allowed demons to enter them, then spent years learning to maintain their humanity while carrying infernal essence. Most failed. Went mad or became fully demonic. But a few—a very few—achieved balance."
"What happened to them?" Shinjiro asked.
"They lived out their natural lifespans, then passed peacefully. The demons inside them, having experienced human life so intimately, chose to disperse rather than seek new hosts. A form of mutual enlightenment, you might say."
Haruto leaned closer to study the scroll. The text was dense, technical, describing meditation techniques and mental exercises designed to maintain separation between self and demon. "How long did it take? To achieve this balance?"
"For the most successful case? Thirty years." The abbot's expression was grim. "And that was with a much weaker demon than what you carry. The demon queen's essence is ancient, powerful, deeply cunning. It will take every trick it knows to consume you."
"We don't have thirty years," the priest said. "The Crimson Lilim attack every few hours. The Serpent returns at moonrise. We need to master this now, or we won't survive the week."
"Then you won't master it. You'll improvise, adapt, and pray your willpower holds longer than the demons' patience." The abbot pulled out more scrolls. "But we can give you tools. Techniques that might buy you hours instead of minutes. Ways to reinforce your mental defenses, to create inner sanctuaries the demon essence cannot easily penetrate."
They spent the next two hours studying, memorizing, practicing. Haruto learned to visualize his mind as a fortress, with the demon essence contained in the deepest vault. The walls were built from memories—good ones, moments of love and purpose and connection. The demon could whisper, could press against those walls, but as long as the memories held, it couldn't break through.
Shinjiro's technique was different—he imagined the demon essence as a sword, deadly but useful if wielded properly. Instead of locking it away, he kept it constantly in his mental grip, always aware of its presence, always maintaining control.
The priest took yet another approach, surrounding the essence with layers of prayer and scripture, creating a maze of holy words that the demon would have to navigate before reaching his consciousness.
"Different methods for different minds," the abbot observed. "Good. The demon will adapt to attack your specific weaknesses. Having varied defenses makes you harder to breach as a group."
Ayame watched the lessons with a complicated expression. She'd been quiet since the confrontation with the Lilim, her eyes still flickering between brown and red, human and demon.
"You should learn too," Haruto told her during a break. "You said you're something in between now. You'll need defenses just like we do."
"I had four hundred years to develop defenses. They didn't work." She looked at her hands, at the faint glow that still lingered around her fingers. "The demon consumed me because I thought I was strong enough to control it. Thought I was special, different, better than all the others who'd fallen to corruption. My pride was my downfall."
"Pride," the abbot said, appearing behind them with unsettling silence. "The second sin. The Serpent mentioned it, didn't it? Said someone would face a trial for the sin of pride."
"Believing you could succeed where fifty maidens and a thousand warriors barely managed," Haruto recited. "That's what it said."
"And who among you carries that sin most heavily?" The abbot's gaze swept over all of them. "Who believes themselves capable of bearing what should not be borne?"
They were all quiet. Because the answer was obvious—all of them. They'd all chosen this burden out of a belief they could handle it, could succeed where Ayame had failed, could break a cycle four hundred years old through sheer determination.
"The Serpent's trials are clever," the abbot said. "They don't punish sins so much as illuminate them. Force you to confront what you'd rather ignore. And pride—" He looked directly at Haruto. "—pride is the most dangerous sin because it masquerades as virtue. You call it confidence, determination, strength. But underneath, it's the belief that you're special. That the rules that broke others don't apply to you."
Before Haruto could respond, a bell rang through the monastery—deep, resonant, warning.
"Moonrise," the abbot said. "The Serpent returns. Whatever trials await you, face them with humility. Remember that you are human, fallible, limited. That acknowledgment might be the only thing that saves you."
They gathered in the monastery's courtyard as the moon crested the mountains. It was full tonight, painting everything in silver light that seemed to sharpen edges and deepen shadows.
The Serpent of Eight Sins materialized from those shadows, its massive form coiling around the courtyard's perimeter. The eight heads swayed, studying them with their different-colored eyes.
*"YOU RETURN,"* they spoke in unison. *"RESTED, PREPARED, READY FOR THE NEXT TRIAL. BUT PREPARATION MEANS NOTHING AGAINST TRUTH."*
The head showing pride moved forward, its golden eyes fixed on Haruto. *"THE GUARDIAN. THE ONE WHO TOOK ANOTHER'S DESPAIR. WHO LEARNED TO WEAPONIZE THE VERY ESSENCE HE CARRIES. WHO BELIEVES HE CAN SUCCEED WHERE THE DEMON QUEEN FAILED."*
"I don't believe I'm better than her," Haruto said. "I just believe—"
*"THAT YOU CAN SUCCEED WHERE SHE FAILED. YES. THAT IS PRIDE."* The golden eyes narrowed. *"YOU CARRY KENJI'S BLOOD, HIS MARK, HIS LEGACY. BUT YOU ALSO CARRY HIS ARROGANCE. THE BELIEF THAT LOVE AND DETERMINATION ARE ENOUGH TO OVERCOME ANY OBSTACLE. THEY AREN'T."*
"Then what is?"
*"THAT IS WHAT THE TRIAL WILL TEACH YOU. OR WHAT IT WILL DESTROY YOU TRYING TO LEARN."*
The serpent's body began to glow, scales lighting up in sequence. But this time, instead of focusing on just one person, the light spread to encompass all of them—Haruto, Shinjiro, the priest, even Ayame.
*"THE SECOND TRIAL IS DIFFERENT FROM THE FIRST. DESPAIR WAS PERSONAL—ONE SOUL FACING ONE SIN. BUT PRIDE IS COLLECTIVE. YOU ALL BELIEVE YOU CAN BEAR THIS BURDEN TOGETHER. THAT YOUR COMBINED STRENGTH IS SUFFICIENT. WE WILL TEST THAT BELIEF."*
"What does that mean?" Shinjiro demanded.
*"IT MEANS YOU FACE THE TRIAL AS ONE. SUCCESS OR FAILURE IS SHARED. IF ONE OF YOU BREAKS, ALL OF YOU FAIL."* The eight heads smiled in unison. *"AND THE TRIAL OF PRIDE IS SIMPLE: SURVIVE WHAT YOU HAVE WROUGHT."*
The light exploded outward, and suddenly they weren't in the monastery anymore.
They stood in Kagura-no-Sato. But not as it had been when they left—this was the village as it might have become. As it WOULD have become if the seal had broken naturally, if the demon queen had escaped at full power, if they hadn't intervened.
The buildings were charred husks. Bodies littered the streets—men, women, children, all bearing the marks of demonic corruption. Crimson chrysanthemums grew from every corpse, their petals black with dried blood.
And in the center of the village square stood the demon queen at full power. Not Ayame as she'd been, diminished and separated, but the complete demon—twelve feet tall, six wings of shadow and flame, eyes like dying stars, radiating power that bent reality around her.
She turned to face them, and her smile was terrible.
*"MY VESSELS,"* she spoke in a voice that echoed Ayame's but was layered with infinite malice. *"YOU PRESUMED TO SEPARATE ME. TO DIVIDE MY ESSENCE AND CARRY IT AWAY. TO BELIEVE YOURSELVES STRONG ENOUGH TO CONTAIN WHAT EVEN FIFTY MAIDENS COULD BARELY HOLD."*
"This isn't real," Haruto said, though he didn't sound convinced. "This is a vision. A trial."
*"REAL ENOUGH. THIS IS WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU'D FAILED. IF THE SEAL HAD BROKEN NATURALLY. IF YOUR PRIDE HAD NOT DRIVEN YOU TO ATTEMPT THE IMPOSSIBLE."* The demon queen gestured to the devastation around them. *"THOUSANDS DEAD. A PROVINCE CONSUMED. AND IT WOULD HAVE SPREAD—TO THE NEXT REGION, AND THE NEXT, UNTIL HALF THE COUNTRY BURNED."*
"But we prevented this," the priest said. "We separated the essence, contained it—"
*"DID YOU? OR DID YOU SIMPLY DELAY THE INEVITABLE?"* The demon queen's form flickered, and suddenly there were three of her—each one facing a different member of their group. *"THE ESSENCE YOU CARRY WANTS TO BE WHOLE. WANTS TO REFORM. AND YOUR PRIDE TELLS YOU THAT YOU CAN PREVENT THAT FOREVER. BUT CAN YOU?"*
The demon facing Haruto leaned close, her breath hot against his face. *"EVERY MOMENT YOU CARRY MY ESSENCE, IT LEARNS FROM YOU. ADAPTS TO YOU. BECOMES MORE INTEGRATED WITH YOUR SOUL. EVENTUALLY, THERE WILL BE NO SEPARATION BETWEEN HARUTO AND DEMON. YOU'LL BECOME LIKE AYAME—UNABLE TO TELL WHERE YOU END AND THE DARKNESS BEGINS."*
"I'll fight that. We all will."
*"WILL YOU? FOR HOW LONG? A YEAR? A DECADE? YOUR ENTIRE LIFE?"* The demon's smile widened. *"AND WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DIE? WHERE DOES THE ESSENCE GO THEN? BACK INTO THE EARTH, WAITING FOR ANOTHER HOST? OR DOES IT PASS TO YOUR CHILDREN, CURSING YOUR BLOODLINE THE WAY KENJI CURSED HIS?"*
Haruto felt something crack inside him. He hadn't thought about that. Hadn't considered what happened when he finally died. Would the demon essence seek out his descendants? Create another cycle of suffering?
The demon facing Shinjiro spoke in a different voice—softer, almost gentle: *"YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD. HAVE BEEN FOR FIFTEEN YEARS. THE ONLY THING KEEPING YOU ALIVE IS THE DEMON ESSENCE INSIDE YOU. WHAT HAPPENS IF IT'S EXTRACTED? IF THE LILIM SUCCEED IN TAKING IT? YOU DIE. IMMEDIATELY. PERMANENTLY."*
"I know," Shinjiro said, but his voice was strained.
*"DO YOU? TRULY? YOU WALK, BREATHE, FIGHT, BELIEVING YOURSELF ALIVE. BUT YOU'RE A CORPSE ANIMATED BY DEMONIC POWER. THE PRIDE YOU CARRY IS THE BELIEF THAT THIS HALF-LIFE IS WORTH PROTECTING. THAT YOUR BORROWED TIME SERVES SOME GREATER PURPOSE."*
"It does. I'm helping—"
*"ARE YOU? OR ARE YOU JUST PROLONGING YOUR OWN SUFFERING BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO PROUD TO ACCEPT THAT YOUR DEATH FIFTEEN YEARS AGO WAS FINAL? THAT EVERYTHING SINCE HAS BEEN AN EXTENDED GOODBYE?"*
And the demon facing the priest whispered in a voice like poisoned honey: *"FOUR HUNDRED YEARS. THAT'S HOW LONG THE SEAL EXISTED. HOW LONG GUARDIANS AND MAIDENS SUFFERED BECAUSE OF CHOICES MADE BEFORE YOUR BIRTH. AND NOW YOU'VE TAKEN IT UPON YOURSELF TO END THAT SUFFERING. TO SUCCEED WHERE GENERATIONS FAILED."*
"Someone had to—"
*"PRIDE. THE BELIEF THAT YOU, AN OLD MAN WITH MORE GUILT THAN YEARS REMAINING, CAN SOMEHOW BALANCE FOUR CENTURIES OF SIN. THAT YOUR SACRIFICE MEANS SOMETHING. THAT CARRYING DEMON ESSENCE IN YOUR FINAL YEARS REDEEMS A LIFETIME OF WATCHING OTHERS DIE."*
The priest's hands were shaking. "I... I'm trying to make amends—"
*"AMENDS FOR WHAT? FOR RAISING YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER TO BE A SACRIFICE? FOR MAINTAINING THE SEAL THAT CAUSED SO MUCH SUFFERING? FOR BELIEVING THAT DUTY MATTERED MORE THAN MERCY?"* The demon's voice turned sharp. *"YOUR PRIDE ISN'T IN THINKING YOU'RE STRONG. IT'S IN THINKING THAT ATONEMENT IS POSSIBLE. THAT SOME SINS CAN BE WASHED AWAY. THEY CAN'T."*
Around them, the devastated village began to change. The corpses rose, animated by the vision's power, and they all had the same face—Tsukiko's.
A hundred Tsukikos, all looking at them with accusing eyes. All speaking in unison:
*"You killed me. Made my sacrifice meaningless. Destroyed the seal I died to strengthen. And for what? So you could feel heroic? So you could believe yourselves better than the guardians who came before?"*
"No!" Haruto shouted. "We did it to end the suffering! To break the cycle!"
*"AND CREATED A WORSE ONE,"* the Tsukikos replied. *"THE LILIM ARE FREE. THE SERPENT IS AWAKE. ANCIENT HORRORS WALK THE WORLD BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO PROUD TO ACCEPT THAT SOME PRISONS EXIST FOR GOOD REASON."*
The three demons merged back into one, towering over them. *"THIS IS THE TRIAL OF PRIDE. NOT TO PUNISH YOU FOR BELIEVING IN YOURSELVES, BUT TO MAKE YOU FACE THE CONSEQUENCES OF THAT BELIEF. TO SHOW YOU WHAT YOUR CHOICES HAVE WROUGHT. WHAT YOUR PRIDE HAS UNLEASHED."*
The demon queen raised her hands, and the sky above Kagura-no-Sato tore open. Through the rift, Haruto could see other villages—hundreds of them—all suffering the same fate. All consumed by corruption that spread from the broken seal like cancer.
*"THIS IS YOUR LEGACY,"* the demon said. *"THIS IS WHAT PRIDE COSTS. AND NOW YOU MUST CHOOSE: ADMIT YOU WERE WRONG, RELEASE THE ESSENCE, LET US RESTORE THE SEAL EVEN IF IT MEANS RETURNING TO THE OLD SUFFERING. OR CONTINUE IN YOUR PRIDE, BELIEVE YOU CAN STILL FIX THIS, AND WATCH AS EVERYTHING YOU TRIED TO SAVE BURNS."*
Haruto looked at his companions. Shinjiro's face was pale, the scar on his chest bleeding openly. The priest had collapsed to his knees, tears streaming down his weathered face. And Ayame—
Ayame stood apart from them, her eyes fully red now, her form flickering between human and demon.
"No," she said quietly.
The demon queen turned to her. *"NO?"*
"This is a lie. A vision designed to break us. But it's not truth." Ayame stepped forward, her voice growing stronger. "I know what happens when the demon queen escapes at full power. I've lived it, in fragments and memories. And this—" she gestured to the devastation, "—isn't it."
*"YOU DARE CONTRADICT THE TRIAL?"*
"I dare contradict a lie." Ayame's form stabilized, becoming more human. "When I escaped, when I walked free, I didn't destroy indiscriminately. I sought specific targets—the priests who'd sealed me, the warriors who'd fought me, the bloodlines that had wronged me. I was evil, yes. Cruel and terrible and deserving of imprisonment. But I wasn't mindless destruction."
The vision flickered.
"And the Lilim," Ayame continued, "they don't want this either. They want wholeness, completion, but they're fragments of my essence. They know that burning everything leaves nothing to rule over. They're manipulative, dangerous, but not apocalyptic."
*"THE TRIAL SHOWS POSSIBILITY, NOT CERTAINTY—"*
"The trial shows fear. Specifically, our fear that we've made everything worse." Ayame looked at Haruto, at Shinjiro, at the priest. "That's what pride really is, isn't it? Not believing we're strong. It's being afraid we're weak but acting anyway. Being terrified we're wrong but moving forward regardless."
She turned back to the demon queen. "Yes, we carry that fear. Yes, we might be wrong. Yes, our choices might have terrible consequences. But that doesn't make them prideful. It makes them human."
The vision was crumbling now, the devastated village fading, the demon queen's form destabilizing.
*"PRIDE IS ACTING WITHOUT CERTAINTY—"*
"No. Pride is believing you're above consequences. We know the consequences. We're choosing to face them." Ayame's voice rang with certainty. "The trial of pride isn't about whether we believe we can succeed. It's about whether we can accept that we might fail and try anyway. And we can."
The demon queen opened her mouth to argue, but no sound came out. The vision shattered completely, and they were back in the monastery courtyard, gasping, disoriented.
The Serpent of Eight Sins studied them with all eight heads, expressions unreadable.
Then, slowly, it nodded.
*"THE SECOND TRIAL IS COMPLETE. YOU HAVE FACED YOUR PRIDE AND CHOSEN NOT TO ABANDON IT BUT TO TEMPER IT WITH HUMILITY. THIS IS... ADEQUATE."*
"Adequate?" Shinjiro laughed weakly. "We passed, then?"
*"YOU SURVIVED. WHETHER THAT CONSTITUTES PASSING REMAINS TO BE SEEN. SIX TRIALS REMAIN. AND EACH WILL BE HARDER THAN THE LAST."*
The serpent began to fade back into shadow.
*"REST. RECOVER. WE RETURN IN THREE DAYS FOR THE TRIAL OF WRATH. PREPARE YOURSELVES. THAT ONE WILL NOT BE GENTLE."*
Then it was gone, leaving them alone in the moonlight.
Haruto collapsed, every muscle in his body shaking. The trial had lasted only minutes, but it had felt like hours. Days.
"We need to go," the abbot's voice came from the monastery entrance. "The Serpent's presence has drawn attention. I can feel them—Crimson Lilim, circling the monastery, waiting for weakness."
"We can't fight them now," the priest said. "We're exhausted, defenseless—"
"Then go. Follow the north path. It leads deeper into the mountains, to places even demons fear to tread." The abbot gestured. "Go, and don't return. You've brought enough chaos to our door."
They gathered their supplies quickly, supporting each other. As they left the monastery, Haruto looked back to see the abbot standing in the courtyard, already beginning new prayers to cleanse the space they'd corrupted.
"I'm sorry," Haruto called back.
The abbot didn't respond.
They walked into the mountains as the moon climbed higher, leaving the monastery behind. The path ahead was treacherous, leading to places the abbot had called forbidden.
But they had no choice.
Six trials remained.
The Lilim were hunting them.
And somewhere in the darkness, Haruto could swear he felt the Shinigami Wraith watching.
Always watching.
Always waiting.
The harvest wasn't done yet.
But neither were they.

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