Chapter 38:
Welcome Home , Papa
Kei did not sleep that night.
He sat at the kitchen table long after Yui and Touko had gone to bed, staring at a mug of tea that had gone untouched. The house was quiet in the way it only became after midnight. Not peaceful. Just empty.
His phone lay face down beside the mug.
Earlier that evening, the school had called. Then the police. Calm voices. Professional words. Facts delivered gently, as if softness could dull their weight.
A student. A domestic incident. Livestreamed. Arrest made. The girl involved had no immediate guardian available.
They said the name.
Rurika Hanabusa.
Kei closed his eyes when he heard it.
He had known something would follow that night at the station. He just had not expected this. Not this far. Not this broken.
The officer had been polite but direct.
“You intervened appropriately,” he said. “You likely prevented escalation.”
That was supposed to make Kei feel better.
It did not.
Because every time he tried to accept that, another image surfaced instead. A narrow platform. Fluorescent lights. A girl with her wrist trapped in a stranger’s hand. The way her bravado had cracked so suddenly. The way her fingers had trembled after he pulled her free.
She had tried to hide it. He remembered that now. Tried to stand straight. Tried to act annoyed instead of scared.
Just a child.
Kei rubbed his face with both hands. He had stepped in without thinking. Any adult would have. Any father would have. That was what he told himself.
Still, the guilt pressed down on him.
If he had not been there, would any of this have happened? If he had walked past. If he had been late. If he had minded his own business.
The logic was useless. He knew that. Responsibility did not work that way. But guilt rarely cared about logic.
By morning, he had made a decision without quite admitting it to himself.
He put on a clean shirt. Buttoned it carefully. Told Yui he needed to stop by the hospital after work. He did not explain further. She saw it in his face and did not ask.
At the hospital, the smell hit him first. Sharp and sterile. Too familiar.
The nurse at the desk recognized the name when he said it. Her expression shifted just a little.
“You’re… related?” she asked.
“No,” Kei answered honestly. Then, after a pause, “I was involved in the incident.”
That seemed to be enough.
She gave him directions. Third floor. Left wing. He thanked her and walked away, his footsteps slower than usual.
As he approached the room, he stopped.
The door was slightly open.
He could hear the machines inside. The soft rhythm of something keeping watch. He stood there longer than he meant to, his hand hovering near the doorframe.
What was he going to say?
I am sorry did not feel right. It was too small. Are you okay felt insulting. Of course she was not.
He thought of Touko for a moment. The way she looked when she was hurt. How carefully she watched adults. How quickly she noticed weakness.
Rurika was different. Louder. Sharper. But still a child standing in the wreckage of something she did not build.
Kei took a breath and knocked softly.
No answer.
He pushed the door open a little more.
Rurika sat on the bed, knees pulled up, arms wrapped around them. She wore a hospital gown that swallowed her frame. Her hair was loose and tangled, like she had stopped caring what it looked like.
She looked smaller than he remembered.
When she noticed him, her eyes widened slightly. Not fear. Recognition.
“Oh,” she said.
Her voice was hoarse.
Kei stepped inside slowly, as if sudden movement might startle her.
“Hello,” he said. “I hope it’s okay that I came by.”
She nodded after a moment.
“I didn’t know if… anyone would,” she said.
That landed harder than he expected.
He pulled the chair closer but did not sit immediately.
“I spoke with the school,” he said. “And the police.”
She flinched at the word police but said nothing.
“They told me about your situation,” Kei continued. “I wanted to check on you. See how you’re doing.”
Rurika looked down at her hands.
“They took my phone,” she said quietly. “I know why. I just… didn’t think it would feel like this.”
Kei sat down.
“They’ll return it eventually,” he said. “But right now they’re focused on keeping you safe.”
Safe.
She let out a short laugh that had no humor in it.
“From who?” she asked.
Kei did not answer right away. Some questions did not have clean answers.
“I’m sorry,” he said instead. “That you went through all of this.”
Her shoulders tensed. She shook her head once.
“You didn’t do anything wrong,” she said quickly. “You helped me. If you hadn’t…”
Her voice trailed off.
Kei remembered the weight of her wrist in his hand. Light. Fragile.
“She’s just a child,” he thought. The words formed clearly in his mind. Someone has to take responsibility.
He leaned forward slightly, resting his hands on his knees.
“You’re not in trouble,” he said carefully. “None of this is your fault.”
She looked up at him then. Really looked. Her eyes searched his face like she was trying to find the exact point where kindness ended.
“What happens now?” she asked.
Kei inhaled slowly.
“That depends on a few things,” he said. “The authorities will decide next steps regarding your mother. The school will make arrangements. For now, you’ll stay here until they’re sure you’re stable.”
“And after?” she asked.
He hesitated.
“I don’t know yet,” he admitted. “But I do know this.”
He met her gaze and held it.
“You won’t be alone.”
The words came out before he had fully examined them. They felt right in the moment. Necessary.
Rurika stared at him, her expression unreadable.
“You don’t have to say that,” she said. “People say things when they feel bad.”
Kei shook his head.
“I’m not saying it because I feel bad,” he replied. “I’m saying it because it’s true.”
Silence filled the room again, but it was different now. Less hollow.
Rurika slowly lowered her legs from the bed. Her feet touched the floor.
“Why?” she asked. “Why do you care?”
Kei thought of Touko. Of Yui. Of the life he had built and the responsibilities that came with it.
“Because I’m an adult,” he said. “And because when I saw you that night, I saw someone who needed help. That doesn’t disappear just because the danger changed shape.”
Her eyes blurred. She turned her face away quickly.
“I don’t need saving,” she muttered.
“I know,” Kei said gently. “But everyone needs someone to stand nearby sometimes.”
He stood after a moment.
“I’ll come by again,” he said. “If that’s okay.”
Rurika nodded, barely.
As he reached the door, she spoke again.
“Mister Nishima.”
He turned.
“Thank you,” she said.
Kei smiled, small and tired.
When he stepped back into the hallway, the weight in his chest did not lift.
But it shifted.
He did not yet realize the promise he had made.
Only that he had made it.
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