Chapter 2:
Clown
I..........I was thinking
Why did she hug me?
I dont know..............I dont know but, what is this?........why my heart beating so fast...........love?.........impossible......but.......it's been three months since that day.....maybe.......i fall in love with her
The next day on saturday I left the house to avoid my parents fighting.
When I was walking by the river, I saw a person who looked familiar to me, I approached her and it turned out, my guess was right, that person was Yuki, but Yuki was seen walking with a man, the man I didn't know, but that made me curious " why are they holding hands", so because I was curious so I followed the two of them. After following them for a long time I finally saw them, the two of them……............................................Yuki and that guy……................................................................................................................................kissed.
Suddenly it made me very very surprised and made me want to say "why", and I took a photo of the two of them and went straight home.
On Monday, I immediately approached Yuki and said "Yuki, do you have a girlfriend already?" then Yuki replied "Girlfriend?, no, I don't have one" then I replied back "DON'T LIE, WHO IS THIS BOY, WHO, YOUR BOYFRIEND?, IF NOT WHY KISSING LIKE THIS" I suddenly shouted like that.
Then Yuki replied softly "so you already know huh" then i replied "yes, i already know" then Yuki answered "right, that's my boyfriend" i asked again "since when....since when?" Yuki replied "5 days ago" I immediately said "5 days ago.......means that love letter......." Yuki replied "Yes" I said loudly "YOU REJECTED IT THAT TIME, DIDN'T YOU? , WHY NOW YOU DATING, WHY YUKI, WHY?" then Yuki answered simply "because.....he's handsome".
Suddenly these words made me very very very shocked and i said "hand....some......hand......some......." and.... Yuki started to say "Ryu, I already have someone I really care about, so please don't talk to me anymore , Goodbye." At that moment, her's words made me feel very depressed. I.....have nothing else....nothing....what else..... I go straight home in a state of servere depression.
Next day on a sunny morning, i went to school....i just sit quietly..quietly.....quietly......and quietly.....after that the recess bell rang, I immediately left to the roof and holding the railing while looking up at the sky, I... have nothing... friends, girlfriend, I don't have, I don't... have..... anything...................................................... i jumped from the roof, to end this gloomy life.
My name is Hinabara Yuki, i'm just an ordinary middle school student, i have one best friends, he's my best friend but, i betrayed him. I now regret betraying him, because my life has been ruined, my boyfriend cheated on me, my friends have been avoiding me. They avoiding me after the police read the letter written by Ryu in front of class, it says "Hinabara Yuki, no, Yuki if you find this, it means i'm dead, it's very fun make friends with you, playing with you, eat with you, talking with you, its so very very fun. but, it's all just acting, you betrayed me, you said goodbye to me, it made me so so so so shocked, You make me like a clown, someone who is only there to entertain you, and if it is no longer useful, he will be abondened and thrown away, for the last word, i said the same word "Goodbye".
-Takazaki Ryu
Because of that regret, Yuki goes crazy and always says "I'm sorry" every day.
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