Blue, Blue Sky (English Version)

My soul feels like it was abused,

Even thought it was,

They tried to silence me,

And yet I survived time and time again,

I just want to be free,

Birds fly all over and above my cage,

I’m trapped in this simulation I’m free,

Lonliness is a haven, a heaven and a curse,

It hurts so much,

Blue, blue, the blue sky opens its arms,

To hug me tight and to never let go,

I feel so alone,

Pink, and the evening sky,

Its warmth pulls me in as I sink into its heart,

Why, why, why was I subjected to this hell?

The sun finally sets,

The day finally ends,

But the pain only gets worse,

Every passing sun,

It doesn’t sink in, none of it does anymore,

I feel like a puppet who has been played too many times,

A great performance was played,

And yet the soul of it all was displayed,

To hell, hell, hell, and hell,

I escaped all four times,

But the burn marks still remain,

Even after so much time,

Time isn’t proportional to pain,

Wounds do not heal over just time,

Why, when I see people smiling,

Why, when I see people laughing,

Why, when I see you my heart becomes butterflies,

Why, when I see people living,

Why, when I see people not walking on eggshells,

Then, oh why, oh why, oh why, do I feel so alone?

It feels like the Earth is collapsing on me,

It feels like destruction is a part of me,

It feels like I am the cause of it all,

Bad and bad, and only worse,

Why can’t I live like other people do?

Why can’t I breathe?

It feels like I’ve been holding in a breath,

Since the start of time, oh God I feel so alone,

When will my chest finally release,

All that pent up carbon dioxide?

When will I finally see,

The open sky, oh God it’s so beautiful,

When will I finally open,

My beautiful eyes?

Everyday when the sun shines,

It hits my eyes my eyelids,

I feel its warmth on my skin,

But it doesn’t sink in.

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