Chapter 55:
Welcome Home , Papa
The house continued as if nothing had changed.
That was the most dangerous part.
Kei noticed small things. He always did. He noticed when the rice was slightly overcooked. When Touko’s shoes were lined up too precisely. When Rurika flinched at sudden sounds. He noticed these things the way one noticed dust in sunlight. Briefly. Without meaning.
His worry never stayed long enough to become a question.
At breakfast, he watched Rurika push food around her plate.
“You’re not eating much lately,” he said, gently.
Rurika stiffened. Touko didn’t look up from her tea.
“I’m fine,” Rurika replied quickly. “Just tired.”
Kei nodded. He accepted tiredness easily. Everyone was tired these days. Work had been heavy. The house had changed shape. Adjustments took time.
Yui glanced up from the stove and smiled. “She’s still settling in. You were the same at first, remember?”
She said it lightly, pouring miso soup into bowls. Her tone was soothing. Final.
Kei smiled back. “Yeah. I guess so.”
Touko sipped her tea.
The conversation moved on.
Kei worried in pieces.
On the train, he thought about Mizuki Aoyama’s bowed head at work. About the way she apologized before anyone spoke. He told himself it was pressure. Transfers were hard. Some people didn’t adjust well.
At home, he noticed Touko had been quieter lately. Not withdrawn. Just efficient. Polite. Perfect in a way that asked no questions.
“She’s growing up fast,” he said to Yui one evening.
Yui nodded, pouring tea. “She’s always been observant.”
That was true.
Too true.
Rurika passed through rooms like a ghost. Careful. Soft-footed. She asked before touching anything. Before sitting. Before speaking.
Kei noticed once.
“You don’t need permission for everything,” he told her with a small laugh.
Rurika smiled weakly. “I know.”
Touko watched from the doorway.
She did not correct him.
At night, Kei lay awake beside Yui, staring at the ceiling. His thoughts drifted without anchoring. Something felt off. He couldn’t name it. There was no single moment to point to. No raised voices. No slammed doors.
Just quiet.
Too much quiet.
“Do you think Rurika’s okay?” he asked once, quietly.
Yui turned on her side to face him. Her expression was calm, thoughtful. “She’s been through a lot. It would be strange if she were fine.”
“I know,” Kei said. “I just don’t want her to feel like a burden.”
Yui reached out and squeezed his hand. “You’re overthinking. You always do.”
Her voice was warm. Reassuring. The same voice she used when Touko was sick as a child. When things felt unstable. When panic threatened to grow teeth.
Kei exhaled. “Yeah. Maybe.”
In the hallway outside their room, Touko stood listening.
She counted breaths.
She counted pauses.
She noted how quickly Yui closed the subject.
Touko did not feel satisfaction. She felt alignment. Everything was behaving as expected.
The house ran on patterns. Kei followed reason. Yui followed comfort. Rurika followed instruction.
Touko followed outcomes.
At work, Kei’s concern sharpened slightly when Mizuki called in sick again. He drafted a message, deleted it, rewrote it. Settled on something neutral.
Rest well. Let me know if you need support.
She replied minutes later.
I’m sorry. I’ll make up for it.
Kei frowned.
He showed the message to Yui that evening while she prepared tea.
“She apologizes too much,” he said. “It’s like she thinks she’s done something wrong.”
Yui poured carefully, watching the steam rise. “Some people are like that. Especially women in new environments.”
Touko sat at the table, chin resting in her palm.
“She sounds anxious,” Touko added calmly.
Kei looked at her, surprised. “You think so?”
Touko nodded once. “People who apologize often are scared.”
Yui set the cups down. “You can’t fix everyone, Kei.”
The sentence landed gently. Firmly.
Kei leaned back in his chair. “I know.”
He didn’t see Touko’s fingers curl slightly around the edge of the table.
Later, Yui and Touko washed dishes together. Rurika lingered nearby, silent.
Yui spoke without looking up. “You’ve been very good lately, Touko.”
Touko smiled. “I’m just helping where I can.”
Yui nodded. She seemed tired. Content. The kind of tired that trusted the house to hold itself together.
She poured herself tea and sat down. She listened as Touko spoke about school. As Rurika murmured agreement. As Kei mentioned work in vague terms.
Yui listened.
She always did.
She didn’t interrupt. She didn’t probe. She absorbed the atmosphere and smoothed its edges.
That was her role.
That was why the house noticed nothing.
Because nothing was loud.
Nothing broke suddenly.
Nothing demanded attention.
Trouble moved quietly through the rooms, polite and well-behaved, carrying borrowed guilt and misdirected concern.
And at the center of it, Touko adjusted small things.
Timing.
Distance.
Silence.
Kei went to bed believing he was doing his best.
Yui poured another cup of tea and let the warmth settle in her chest.
Touko watched them both.
Everything was proceeding.
The house did not need to notice.
It only needed to continue.
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