Chapter 11:
Karimono no Kanojo, Himitsu no Honne
After dinner, I went home alone.
The silence in the house seemed greater than usual.
My mother was at the hospital, helping my grandfather with whatever he needed.
I already knew that… but even so, I went straight to my room.
I sat on the bed and picked up my cell phone.
I dialed.
"Hello, Sakura ?" my mother's voice came from the other end of the line .
— Hi, Mom — I replied.
"I just wanted to know if Grandpa had improved at all," I continued .
"Not as many as we'd like," Hana said .
"But his condition hasn't worsened much either," she continued.
I sighed with relief.
"The doctors are doing everything they can, right?" I asked, worried.
"Yes. I believe Hirotsu will get better soon," she replied .
There was a short pause.
"I'm going to hang up now, I'll be home around 10:30 PM. You'll probably already be asleep," she continued.
"That's right," I said.
The call ended.
I dropped my phone next to me on the bed.
"Oh my goodness..." I murmured.
Good thing I called first.
If I didn't know that Grandpa was stable, I wouldn't be able to concentrate on anything else.
Kurokawa girl appeared out of nowhere in Riku 's life .
I looked at the ceiling.
Grandpa always said I had a talent for writing screenplays.
That I knew how to build characters, conflicts, plot twists.
Once, a friend of his asked him to write a screenplay.
Grandpa asked me to write for him, as a test.
He said he would evaluate it.
He liked it.
He sent it to his friend.
The friend loved it.
I looked away from the ceiling and stared at the room, letting a small smile appear on my face.
— At least… I got something good out of it. — I murmured with a smile on my face.
I sighed.
For some reason, that Kurokawa wanted to play the perfect girlfriend.
Discreet.
Calm.
Correct.
As if she were the protagonist of a well-written story.
My smile widened a little.
"But protagonists can fall too," I murmured confidently .
I grabbed the notepad that was next to me on the bed.
"Besides... aren't there stories where the villains are the protagonists and are genuinely evil?" I murmured.
I opened the notebook.
— I know. — I murmured ,
I tilted my head slightly.
"I'm going to be the villain in my own story. And I'm going to take down Kurokawa ," she said , laughing.
I closed the notebook for a moment.
— But for that to happen… I can't lose control like I did at dinner tonight. — I thought .
I picked up my phone again and opened the gallery.
An old photo appeared on the screen.
Me and Riku .
Elementary education.
He smiled in that awkward way he always did.
I ran my finger across the screen.
" Riku ... why didn't you wait for me?" I murmured .
My chest tightened.
"I love you," I murmured .
I placed my cell phone and notepad on the small table next to the bed.
I turned off the light.
I lay down.
The next day.
I woke up before the alarm went off.
The sky was still dark when I went down to the kitchen.
It was 6:30 AM.
My mother was already awake.
Hana was sitting at the table, with a cup of coffee in her hands and her cell phone propped up beside her, as if she were expecting a call at any moment.
"Good morning," I said, sitting down across from her.
"Good morning, Sakura ," he replied with a tired smile.
"Did you sleep well?" she asked me.
"I slept... more or less," I replied.
There was a brief silence.
"Mom, before I go to university... can I stop by the hospital to see Grandpa?" I began .
She looked at me for a few seconds.
He seemed to be pondering.
"You have class early today, don't you?" she asked.
"I have it," I replied.
"But I promise I won't be long," I continued.
Hana sighed.
" Okay," he said finally.
"Let's go together," she said with a sigh.
The drive to the hospital was silent.
When we arrived, the hallway was still calm . Few footsteps, few voices.
Hirotsu was sleeping.
The devices beside the bed kept a steady rhythm.
I stood still for a few seconds before approaching.
He seemed... smaller.
More fragile than I ever imagined.
— Grandpa… — I murmured softly.
I held his hand carefully.
— Get well soon… okay ? — I murmured very softly .
I swallowed hard.
"I love you very much," I murmured.
I stood there for a few moments, watching her calm breathing.
The clock read 7:10 when I let go of her hand.
"I need to go now," she said, even though she knew he couldn't hear her.
"I'll come back another day," I continued.
I left the room with a tight chest.
In the hallway, I said goodbye to my mother and headed towards the exit.
That's when I saw someone familiar.
— Sakura-chan ?
I turned my face away.
Aoyama Ayane was there.
Elegant as always.
— Ayane-san . Good morning. — I replied, tilting my head slightly.
"Good morning," she said.
"I came to see Hirotsu . How is he?" she asked.
"He's stable. He's still sleeping," I replied .
"That's good..." he murmured.
I hesitated for a moment.
But I decided to ask.
" Ayane-san ... can I ask you something? " I began.
"Of course," she replied.
"How did Riku and Kurokawa-san meet?" I asked.
She blinked, surprised by the question, but answered without hesitation.
"Oh, that? She mentioned seeing a play by Riku . After that, they ended up getting closer," he said .
I felt a slight shock run through my body.
(A play…?) — I found it strange.
Smile.
"I understand," I said.
"Thank you so much for telling me," I said.
"I was just curious to know how Riku met her," I continued .
"Curiosity is normal," Ayane replied, her gaze too intently.
I took a step back.
"I need to go now," he said.
"I'm late for university," she said hurriedly.
"See you later, Sakura-chan ," said Ayane .
"See you later, Ayane-san ," I said.
I left the hospital.
The morning air brushed against my face.
As I walked towards the station, only one thing kept echoing in my mind.
(Yesterday… she told a different version.) — I thought.
I paused for a moment on the sidewalk.
"That's strange..." I murmured.
Perhaps it was just a detail.
Or perhaps…
Riku 's relationship with Kurokawa wasn't exactly what it seemed.
I kept walking.
But from that moment on, I knew:
Something was wrong.
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