Lost and Found DEMO

the snow falls while i look up asking ¨what is love?¨then i remember that a new manga is out that i want to see as i walk there the cold snowy weather, red cheeks cold hand´s every step i take i feel empty but i do this every now and then that´s something i can look forward to. I guess, all my life has been like a cycle wake up, work, sleep and repeat. I wanna know how to love and understand it after i lost my dad i have been feeling numb after i lost my dad i lost feeling of love if someone was to ask me if i love my mom i would say i don´t know. My goal is to know and understand love maybe i will find myself also as i am walking into the book store i feel so cozy my eyes sparkle with joy to read this new manga that i heard about online. When i reached for the book i felt a tender soft hand i was so focused on the book that i did not  know that there was someone here      

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As i am walking on the soft ground the sky overflowing with snow, Hand´s cold as ice but i can´t give up. A new manga is out but i can´t help but think ¨ what´s love and how can i find it¨ I thought I found everything i just turned out to be lost, I should bring my grandma something from the store. After my parents left me when i was 8 or so I grew apart i lost myself, my purpose and the feeling of love it´s hard to explain I just feel lost and Numb. At least i have books to read i go to the book store when i am free I pray that i will find love and myself I heard so much about it online as i walk into the store i notice how warm it feels, My heart pounding with excitement and joy. As i go for the book i feel a tender warm hand i was so focused on the book i did not notice this person as i look  over my heart pounding out of my chest my face feels like it is on fire. I turn my head " I-I am so sorry I- did not know see you there" she is the prettyest girl i have ever seen in my life i felt a spark but i did not think anything of it. She looks at me [***] My heart is beating out of my chest my hand oddly feels warm his eye's are the prettyest I have ever seen I can feel my face turning bright red like a stop sign. "it's ok i-i am sorry" my hand still on his I pull my hand back to fast and the book fell. I bend down to get it " s-sorry I uh----- here you can have it" his eye's locked on mine his face it red it's kinda funny. He lean's over wow she is pretty my heart is going crazy she's so cute I look at her trying to focus but her eye's her hair wow she is pretty my heart is going crazy I put my hand on the book " no you please miss take the book i-i am sorry" her face red as a stop sign she cute like that my face feels like it's on fire I try and find the strength to tell her that we could share but before I could even say a ward she leans in eyes looking away pulling her hair back " do you want to share". She want's to share the book?!?!?!?!. " my name is Meiko Sakai nice to meet you" I stand up at the same time she does. She is pretty. " My name is Mitsura Sato nice to meet you Sakai-san" my face still on fire from embarrassment " do you wanna read it together or uh s-sorry you can keep it" as I look back up it seems like time has stopped her smile the kindest I ever laid my eyes on she looks at me and smiles (more) " how about we read it together tommorrow I have to go home anyways" wow he actually wants to read with me I am so surprised he's the 1st person to ever ask me that he's kind. " here you can have my contact info" he pulls out his phone. Wait... this is the first time I got a girls number or anyone's for that matter " I am free tommorrow at noon" she turns her back she looks over her back and gives me a thumbs up " see you tommorrow i'll text you Sato-san make sure to text me first" she turns her head back and walks away Today wait Today is my birthday!!!!! heart still beating like crazy and still red.