Chapter 14:
Way to Happiness
Hugo ignored the quiet alarm in the back of his mind and stayed asleep until sunlight forced his eyes open.
He didn't sit up. He simply mindlessly patted the mattress until his fingers brushed the cold metal of his phone.
10:00 AM is an acceptable time to get up on the weekends, according to him. After brushing his teeth and standing under the shower until his core temperature regulated, he padded downstairs, his damp hair dripping faintly onto the collar of his shirt. He was hungry. He navigated toward the kitchen to locate his mother. She wasn't there. A visual sweep of the ground floor redirected him to the living room. His father was seated on the sofa, a broadsheet newspaper fully deployed in front of his face like a physical firewall."Dad, is there any—"
"Hugo. Come here."
The command cut through the air, sharp and entirely devoid of warmth. His father didn't lower the paper. Hugo’s internal processor hitched. A sudden, unwelcome spike of adrenaline—pure, unadulterated dread—flooded his system. He walked over and wordlessly lowered himself onto the opposite chair, immediately initiating his default defense mechanism: absolute stillness. He waited for the prompt.
"How is your school going?" his father asked.
"Same as usual. Nothing special."
It was his pre-programmed, frictionless response. His father let out a low, disapproving hum.
"What time is it right now?"Hugo briefly glanced at the wall clock. "Eleven."
"..."
His father finally folded the newspaper, dropping it onto the coffee table with a heavy, deliberate thud. He leveled a cold, analytical stare at his son.
"And you are just getting up now. Is there a reason for this?"
"..."
"Did you sleep late last night?"
"No."
"Then?"
"..."
Hugo deployed silence. He locked his eyes onto the geometric pattern of the living room rug, waiting out the timer.
"Do you know what people say about you?" his father asked, his voice dropping to a quiet, heavy disappointment.
"..."
"People say you’re a dull child. That you never speak, never contribute, and never actually do anything."
"..."
"Life doesn’t work that way. People will take advantage of you. They’ll hurt you. Will you stay silent then, too?"
"..."
"Is there a reason behind it?"For a fraction of a second, a reason surfaced in Hugo’s mind. He then calculated the probability that his father would actually understand it. The result was zero. He deleted the thought.
"At least tell me what you are thinking," his father demanded, irritation finally cracking through the stoic facade.
"..."
His father let out a harsh, dismissive breath and looked away, then picked up the newspaper again.
"Go away if you have nothing to say."
Hugo waited exactly two seconds to ensure the dismissal was permanent, then stood up. He walked out of the living room without once breaking his visual lock on the floorboards. He wasn't sad. He wasn't angry. Instead, a familiar, heavy static washed over his chest—a cold, black void that simply numbed his operating system further. He navigated straight back to his bedroom and shut the door with a soft click. Standing in the center of the quiet, empty room, he let out a slow, dry sigh."What a great start to the day."
Hugo pulled out the chair at his desk and sat down. He stared out the window. The sky was a clear, unbroken blue—a stark contrast to the heavy, chaotic static currently running through his head.
He ran a brief replay of the interaction with his father. Calling it a conversation implied a two-way exchange of data; in reality, it had been a localized audit, and he had simply refused to hand over the ledger.
He could have presented the factual timeline. He could have outlined the exact causal loop that led to his current state. But explaining the system failure to the architect who built it was a statistical waste of breath. Deep down, Hugo knew his father lacked the processing power to understand his own culpability.
Hugo’s childhood had been suffocated by an endless list of strict rules. Playing outside with the neighborhood kids was out of the question. Hobbies were banned, immediately dismissed as useless distractions from his studies. Even simple conversations with his own relatives were heavily monitored. If he said the wrong thing or shared a harmless opinion at a family gathering, a severe scolding was waiting for him the exact second their front door clicked shut at home. Because every word was watched and judged, the math became simple: at some point, talking with others just felt entirely unnecessary. He didn't need anything from them, and they didn't need anything from him.
Every single variable of his existence had been micromanaged. His first phone arrived on the first day of high school.
They had spent fifteen years stripping away his autonomy, and now, the lead developer was dissatisfied with the final product. They had programmed a machine to do absolutely nothing, and were currently furious that it refused to do anything.
Good luck patching that software, Hugo thought drily, leaning his head against the cool glass of the window. He had already become exactly what they molded him into.
The logic behind his existence was actually very simple. His father possessed a highly volatile emotional baseline. Sometimes anger meant shattered plates. Sometimes a door slammed hard enough to shake the hallway. As a child, Hugo had processed those terrifying events as personal failures. If he acted, he risked making a mistake. If he made a mistake, the environment became violent.
As a child, Hugo discovered the safest option.
If he stayed quiet, nothing escalated. If he didn't do anything, there were no mistakes to be made. If he didn't exist, he couldn't be the problem. He had successfully erased his own footprint to survive his house.
And now, people were looking at him and wondering why he preferred to stand entirely on the outside.
The corners of Hugo's lips turned up for a fraction of a second—a dry, bitter reflex—and then dropped right back down the next moment.
What do they know?
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