Chapter 1:

The Friend and the Fiend

Servant of the Order Reversed


The wood of the boundary fence was bone-dry, groaning under the hammer as I drove the first iron nail. I had grabbed the heavy mallet and a handful of wrought nails from the barn, determined to finish the task before the last of the light bled out of the sky.

The summer heat had reached its peak, settling into the kind of stillness that made the air feel thick enough to swallow. Splinters scraped against my palms with every blow.

I was reaching for the next plank when a shadow stretched across the dry grass-too light and too rhythmic to be one of the Magistrate's clerks carrying their ledgers.

Alice was strolling along the rutted road, her hands clasped loosely behind her back. She looked entirely unbothered by the blistering sun, moving with an easy grace that seemed to mock the stifling heat.

"Thomas told me you were playing at being a carpenter today," she said, coming to a halt near the broken section of the fence. "I see he wasn't exaggerating the... aesthetic."

She gestured with a faint smirk toward the grease still streaked across my neck and the sweat-soaked collar of my shirt.

"The Magistrate's men require a certain level of 'structural integrity' before they depart," I replied, testing the newly fastened plank with my shoulder. "I am merely providing it."

"How noble of you," Alice mused. "I, however, require something much more urgent."

She tilted her head toward the massive, ancient oak tree standing in the center of the meadow. Its sprawling canopy cast a wide, dark circle of sanctuary over the baked earth.

"I have a loaf of cold bread, a wedge of sharp cheese, and a jug of cider that is currently losing its chill," she announced. "I'll be in the shadow of the old tree. Join me."

"I have four more planks to set, Alice," I said, hefting the hammer.

She had already started walking before I could finish the sentence, her voice trailing back with a practiced, casual command.

"Then I suggest you find a faster rhythm with that hammer. I have no intention of chasing the shade as the sun moves. Do not make me wait."

She disappeared into the shimmering heat of the meadow, a bright figure cutting toward the dark umbra of the oak. I looked at the remaining planks. Suddenly, the Magistrate's approval felt like a very distant concern. I picked up the hammer, adjusting my grip. I could be finished in ten minutes if I stopped caring about the splinters.

The shade under the old oak was an entirely different world. The temperature dropped the moment I stepped beneath the dense canopy, and the air immediately smelled of crushed, dew-starved grass and cold cider.

Alice was already settled against the thickest of the roots, looking completely at home. She slid a condensation-beaded jug across the grass toward me.

"You're late," she stated, feigning a pout. "I almost ate your share out of spite."

"The fence was stubborn," I shot back, collapsing onto the grass beside her. "But it's done."

I took a long pull from the jug. The cider was ice-cold, biting, and utterly perfect against the dust coating the back of my throat. I wiped my mouth, catching my breath.

"You look exhausted," Alice noted, studying my face carefully. The playful edge in her voice softened. "But you've got that look in your eye again."

"The Magistrate's men brought a letter," I said slowly, tracing the rim of the clay jug. "From Northvale."

"And?"

"It's an invitation. From the Academy," I met her gaze. "I've been summoned for the selection screening."

Alice went perfectly still for a fraction of a second. Then she launched herself off the roots with a sharp cry of sudden, uncontained joy.

"I knew it!" she beamed, her face lighting up the shadow. "I knew they'd have to notice you!"

She grabbed my shoulders, shaking me with surprising strength, completely oblivious to the grime I was covered in.

"Selection! Your foot is in the door. Once they see you work, they won't have a choice."

"It's just a chance to be tested," I reminded her, trying to temper the fierce elation radiating from her. "I still have to prove I belong there."

"You will," she said with absolute certainty. "You'll make the rest of them look like amateurs."

We spent the next hour tearing into the bread and sharp cheese, sitting shoulder to shoulder against the ancient bark. We imagined Northvale together-a city built of gold and clockwork, streets that didn't taste of harvest dust, and a future that stretched far beyond the predictable rhythms of the estate.

But as the sun sank lower, painting the horizon in bruised purples and burnt orange, the conversation began to naturally slow. Alice leaned her head back against the oak, her expression growing thoughtful.

"It's going to change you, isn't it?" she asked quietly. "They're going to try and polish the edges off."

"I'm too stubborn for that," I said, offering a half-smile.

"Promise me," she insisted, turning to look at me, her eyes dead serious. "Promise you won't return speaking with a hollow, noble cadence. Don't forget the smell of the dirt."

"I bind myself to it," I promised easily. "I'll return exactly as infuriating as I am now."

"And you'll write?" she pressed. "Every week. I want to know everything. The architecture, the rot, and the noblewomen."

"I'll bleed onto the page for you. Every detail."

A comfortable, heavy silence settled between us. The world felt entirely still in the deep shadow of the tree. The sharp cider, the heavy meal, and the sheer relief of the day finally won the battle of attrition against my endurance. I could feel my eyelids growing heavier by the minute.

"You're swaying," Alice observed softly. "You look dead on your feet."

She patted her lap with a practiced, casual grace. "Lie down. The world can wait an hour."

I didn't argue. I stretched out, letting my muscles lose their rigid tension, and rested my head on her lap. The thick fabric of her dress was cool against my skin.

I felt her fingers slip into my hair, tracing the line of my scalp, methodically working out the knot of tension that had lived at the base of my skull for the past grueling month.

"We used to hide here when we were ten," Alice whispered. "Avoiding the threshing."

"You used to hide," I mumbled, my voice already slurring with sleep. "I usually got caught trying to follow you."

"That's because you always stopped to check if your boots were tied. You were always so careful."

"One of us had to be. You were busy trying to climb the hayloft roof."

She chuckled softly, her fingers never stopping their rhythmic, soothing motion.

"I'm going to have to fix that fence myself next time," she noted wistfully. "Thomas is too slow, and you'll be... elsewhere."

"I'll be back before the next summer, Alice. It's just a screening."

"Is it?" she murmured. "The road only goes one way. Even when you walk back, you're never the same person who left."

She looked out at the sprawling meadow, the dying amber light catching the red in her hair, turning it into spun copper.

"Just... don't become someone I don't recognize," she added quietly. "I don't think I'd have much to say to a proper city gentleman."

"Then I'll make sure to keep some mud on my boots," I sighed, my eyes slipping shut. "Just for you."

She didn't answer. Instead, she just started humming a low, wandering tune I had known since we were children. The conversation withered away completely, replaced by the soft rustle of the oak leaves overhead and the distant, rhythmic chirping of the evening cicadas.

I lay there for a long time, held in the quiet dark, watching the shadows stretch across the grass from beneath heavy eyelids, holding onto the temporary stillness before the world inevitably shifted beneath my feet.

When the damp chill of twilight finally woke me, the amber sky had bruised into night. I lifted myself from Alice's lap with a groggy apology, the profound exhaustion from the day catching up with my bones. She offered a tired smile and a promise to see me before the wagon departed tomorrow, disappearing into the dark path toward her own family's holds.

By the time I staggered back to the main house, the estate was silent. The Magistrate's carriage was long gone, the courtyard empty save for the crickets.

The heavy oak doors of the house creaked as I slipped inside, instantly met by the sharp scent of lavender and lye.

"Finally," a stern voice snapped from the archway.

Martha stood with her hands planted on her hips, a severe silhouette against the flickering hall rushlight. She took one look at my grease-stained clothes, my mud-caked boots, and the exhausted slump of my shoulders.

"Do not even consider stepping onto my rugs in that state, Young Master," she commanded, though the sharp edge in her tone was entirely betrayed by the soft, maternal flutter in her eyes. "The Magistrate's men are gone. Your father is asleep. And you are filthy."

"I patched the fence," I offered weakly.

"And now you will patch your hygiene. I've had a bath drawn for the last hour. If you wait any longer, I'll be forced to boil fresh kettles, and I refuse to humor your nocturnal wanderings with extra labor."

She stepped forward, catching me by the elbow and steering me toward the washroom before I could form a proper protest. The relentless authority of the woman who had essentially raised me brooked no argument.

"Clothes in the basket. Scrub until you look like a nobleman again," she instructed briskly, pushing open the heavy door to reveal a copper tub steaming perfectly in the center of the tiled room. A fresh set of sleepwear was folded meticulously on the stool beside it.

"Thank you, Martha," I said softly.

She paused in the doorway, her strict posture softening just a fraction. "The Academy," she simply said. "It's a long road. Soak your bones while you have them."

With a soft click, the door shut.

The hot water was an absolute mercy. It stripped away the grease, the baked-in dirt, and the physical lingering of the estate labor, but it couldn't touch the overwhelming fatigue nestled deep inside my head. The news of the Academy, the weight of my father's expectations, and the quiet sadness in Alice's eyes all swirled into a heavy, dizzying fog.

By the time I dried off and dragged myself down the hall to my own quarters, my limbs felt as if they were made of lead.

By the time I dried off and dragged myself down the hall to my own quarters, my limbs felt as if they were made of lead.

I didn't bother lighting the lantern. I collapsed onto the mattress, my body surrendering to the overwhelming fatigue. The worn, familiar blanket pulled up over my shoulders felt like an anchor, pulling me down into the dark. Yet, despite the exhaustion, the promised void of sleep refused to hold me. I tossed, the ancient wood beneath the mattress groaning in protest. The sheets twisted around my legs. The room was quiet-too quiet. I felt stubbornly awake, trapped in the heavy lethargy of my own body, unable to cross the threshold into true rest.

Then the linen grew warm.

Not the heat of a fever. Something alive. A slow, deliberate warmth crawled up from the foot of the bed. The mattress dipped under a sudden weight. Fabric rustled-soft, imposing.

I forced my eyes open.

Alice was kneeling at the edge of the bed. Her red hair caught the fragile, ghostly light of a single candle I hadn't lit. She wore a nightdress thin as mist. She pulled the blanket down, letting the cool night air brush my skin, and shifted forward, swinging one knee over my hips. She settled her weight on top of me, her movements slow and agonizingly deliberate.

"Alice-what-" I started, my voice thick with confusion.

She exhaled once, a soft sound, and leaned in closer. Her hands ghosted over my chest, tracing the rapid beat of my heart, before her cool fingers slid up to cup my cheeks. Her scent-orchard apples and something impossibly, overwhelmingly sweet-wrapped around me, intoxicating and heavy.

Before I could form a proper sentence, she leaned down and pressed her lips against mine.

I froze. The sensation was anchoring me to the bed. For a moment that stretched into an eternity, the world narrowed entirely to the touch of her lips and the undeniable consequence of what this meant between us. It felt too perfect.

But clarity finally cut through the haze. Cold and sharp.

*No. We shouldn't do this. Not like this.*

I snapped out of the paralysis, my hands catching her shoulders. I pushed her gently but firmly upward, breaking the kiss.

"Alice, stop," I breathed.

She didn't. She leaned her weight back into me, resisting the push. Her presence suddenly felt immense, suffocatingly heavy.

"Stop!" I forced the word out sharper this time, shoving her back.

She froze.

She went completely still, like an ancient mechanism violently jammed mid-rotation. Her eyes snapped open, and the entire atmosphere of the room shattered violently.

Her red hair flickered, the vibrant ginger bleeding out as pure silver poured through the strands like liquid moonlight. The illusion warred beneath the surface for only a second before the red was entirely consumed. Her eyes shifted too-the familiar emerald green melting away, permanently replaced by a deep, mesmerizing gold.

The facial structure hovering above me still technically belonged to my childhood friend, but stripped of its colors and warmth, she looked nothing like Alice.

"Forgive me," she said. Her voice was completely wrong. It was worn to dust, holding the resonance of a crumbling cathedral. "I thought you would enjoy it if it was her."

The entity tilted her head, the face that wasn't hers remaining perfectly, eerily calm.

"I read your humors wrong."

"What are you," I managed to choke out, my pulse hammering against her unyielding weight.

The ghostly candle flickered without wind. Cool fingers grazed my jaw-the touch of a phantom, holding no warmth at all.

"I can wait longer."

The room whited out in a blinding, silent flash.

***

I gasped, my eyes tearing open to the suffocating dark of the actual room.

The phantom candle was gone. The heavy, sweet scent of apples had vanished, replaced by the mundane smell of dry dust and old linen.

The sheets were damp with sweat and a faint, metallic tang. I was completely alone.

My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird, frantic and bruised. Somewhere outside, the estate bell tolled the hour, a hollow sound cutting through the dead of night.

I stared up at the invisible ceiling, my hands still gripping the edges of the mattress like a lifeline, and waited for the dawn.

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