Chapter 32:

Celebrate - Arc 0

Lucid Memories:The Observer's Servant Eyes「明晰思い出:観察者の従者眼」


I'm happy, and I hope so too for my wife.

It was the fifth birthday of the twins, though celebrated separately, it was still fun and happy, with alot of food and singing, with the neighbours with us, it was bound to he happy.

After celebrating their first birthday together, we planned to celebrate each twin's birthday separately, today we celebrated the boy's birthday, and tomorrow we'll celebrate the girl's birthday with her grandparents, so even if they were celebrated separately, it was still happy.

Unlike the loud and fun birthday we had yesterday, we had a quiet but fun birthday with our other twin, unlike having the neighbours yesterday, now we only had us parents and our daughter's grandparents, it was still fun, we talked alot, we ate alot, and we bonded alot, though it was still sad not having our son with us today, it was still fine since we still celebrated his birthday yesterday.

But even after all of it, I'm still worried that my wife is still getting closer and closer to our daughter, though it is nice having the two of them actually bond like mom and daughter, on the inside, it hurts me seeing them like that, and after all of this, she's gone. 

I just don't want to hurt my wife, I love her alot, but even so, I'll try to do something about it, not about my wife and our daughter, but about our family and the church.