Chapter 12. But I don't need an exorcism
"Lately, he's been very kind to me. With all the fuss, I've completely forgotten about my medication... I'm even worried about him, as he doesn't eat or sleep well... It's like usual, but he's being kind to me, and I don't understand why he's not taking time to look after his health... You won't believe it, but Kenji doesn't even hit me! He makes sure I don't have any bruises on my body. Lately, I've been feeling fine, and everything seems to be going well...but I'm very, very scared that it "well" will end soon...Unexpectedly, he came to my room. I'm still here, and I'm sleeping in the same bed as him. The room is made of wood, and it's probably as cluttered as the rest of his house! All the windows are covered with blinds, ensuring that not a single ray of light enters the room. The light is always a sickly yellow from the ceiling light, but most of the time, the room is dark, and he's finishing his work at the table. Only his desk lamp was burning with a bright, diffused white light, but it was so intense that I couldn't sleep! Kenji was forcing me to go somewhere with him again! Only this time, he covered my body with a large, dark blanket and carried me in his arms..."A deep, cold, and dark forest. The fog lay serenely on the ground on a dark night, and he was carrying me. We trudged through the branches and bushes, and it seemed as if he was going to bury me alive, which was unlikely, because he wouldn't do it with his bare hands! Even if someone gave him a shovel, he would not touch it with his surgical mind, as it was dirty. When I reached the strange house in the middle of the forest, the fog had already lifted, and I fell asleep as usual. Kenji tried to get my body back on its feet while my mind was still recovering."The building was quite old and made of wood, and moss had already grown through the rotten wood. It didn't look like a residential building, as if it was only occasionally used, as there was no sign of cleaning inside or outside. Upon entering the hut, Kenji was greeted by a rather pleasant-looking hunchbacked witch. The room was dark, with only the moonlight illuminating the walls. Kenji waited outside the door, slightly concerned about the person he had brought, as he couldn't see the entire process. However, it happened quite quickly. After putting the main character on a chair, the witch just waved her bony hands around her, asked her if she was worried about anything, and muttered something to herself. In general, it was nothing interesting. The purpose of this was to reassure the person who brought her here. Kenji was worried that something might happen to her, so he was trying to protect her. However, his main concern was the innocence of his victim. This would make her body more valuable.After coming home, Kenji put the girl to bed, as she had been trying to fall asleep in his arms all this time, and immediately ran to meet his friend, The Dice. When they met, it was still a bright evening, and they were just walking along, drinking something with a little bit of alcohol. In the middle of their conversation, he decided to ask him something...Kj-since you're so good at dealing with girls, I want to ask you something...but it's not...Dc-go ahead. Kj-I've changed my mind.He grumbled in displeasure. Dice, choking on his beer, began to annoy his friend with his questions. Dc-are you talking about your girlfriend!? Kj-no, what are you talking about?He wasn't shy about answering this question, but he wasn't particularly attracted to anything.Kj-I can't share this with you, because you once told me not to talk about blood with you. Dc-oh yes. Your fetishes. But still, would you "have" her? Or would it be more expensive for you to sell her virgin? Kj-are you kidding me!? Why should I sell her? Dc-Isn't it for the money? What does this girl give you in your life? Why did you go after her in the first place?Kj-I'm young, rich and skinny enough and it's pretty low to trade living beings! I have everything I want and this realization came to me exactly when she appeared in my life. Kasye really changed me a little, among the monotonous work in the basement, she was like a beam of sunshine to me. I wouldn't say it became easier with her, but this beauty listened to me completely. So she's really pretty, and her skin is so smooth and soft that it would be easy to cut with a scalpel...Dice, choking on his beer for the second time, said:Dc-well, you're talking a lot. I remember when you firstly got her, you were talking a lot about pain and blood, and I even asked you if you were really going to do it. Do you remember what you said?Kj-I don't remember at allDc-You said you wouldn't kill her if you fell in love with her! Our introvert is smiling more often!Kj-That's enough! Dc-You even hoped you wouldn't fall in love with her. Hey, is she a threshold? Kj-I've heard of it, but...Dc-There's our physical world and the otherworldly or threshold world, like the world of consciousness. It's above our world and sometimes people live there. These worlds can be visited through outbursts from your consciousness, but...Kj-this has not been scientifically proven.Dc-Yes, but your girl has been missing so often that it's made everyone feel like it's not there at all. Have you ever had any of your belongings disappear? Threshold beings usually steal something from this world and take to their own. They live for themselves and use this physical world and all physical beings as tools for their experiences. They usually don't have friends because they're more focused on their own minds and live in their own heads.Kj-No, do not think it's true. Kasye Peach has a long-time "friend".Dc-means she uses friend for new information. It's more of a mind game than a physical body. She can help you with your mindsets and change your dreams... If you bring her good, she will thank you.Kenji finished his bottle and was about to hit his friend on the head with the now-empty bottle. Dice was more vigilant, as his gaming skills allowed him to anticipate Kenji's actions. He quickly covered head with his hand and grabbed Kenji's hand holding the bottle. Kenji was taken aback and continued,Kj-I have another request for you...After their conversation, they parted ways, and the one with a sly smile in the darkness quickly ran home. As he lounged on the couch, his father approached him to discuss the fact that the date on which Kenji had promised that Kasye Peach would no longer be in his room, was coming to end...***After the whole situation with the evil witch, Kasye Peach didn't feel like sleeping at all. Her entire body ached, and as she hugged her pillow tightly, she worried about what would happen next. Her body was still in the room of the person who never ceased to amaze her with his amount of hatred, while he was in the next room talking to his father. Their conversation was quite loud, and the elf girl, still hugging her pillow, decided to eavesdrop on their conversation, as it seemed like they were talking about her.The conversation wasn't very clear, so his speech was choppy..."His father probably asked him what he was going to do with my body:Kj-Well, what else! Do you know how much virgins are worth these days? I could also sell her piece by piece one day, or... it's just not profitable for me to touch her! .. well, what are you saying to me?After a moment of silence, he said these words rather awkwardly. Kj-I'm not going to sell anyone!He said these words a little louder, for he was approaching the door that led to my room..."Opening the door, Kenji was surprised that his girl was still awake. Kasye continued to hug a pillow, her eyes tears wet, swaying slightly from side to side as she stared at a single point. Kj-why aren't you sleeping? What's troubling you? He sat down next to her, eager to listen. Ks-p-please tell me, do you really want to s-sell me? and get rid of me by selling me into slavery....Kasye found it hard to say, and the words seemed to get stuck in her throat..Kj-what are you thinking about?! If you say that again, I'll hang you.The harshness of his response made the girl clench her pillow even tighter. Lowering his tone, he continued to speak, moving closer to the girl and trying to take the pillow from her hands.Kj-if someone had heard you now, you would no longer be in this world. but this is a gift for you. Let's prepare for sleep.He moved even closer and began to move his hand over her body. In a calm, childish voice, the girl replied:Ks-I have been waiting for you...It was clear from the guy's face that he hadn't expected to hear that. In his head, he was contemplating his friend's words. Unfortunately, it was difficult for him to recall his initial thoughts about Kasye Peach's appearance in his life. "I...what was I thinking when I was so eager to find her...when I was afraid of losing her... I really like her emotions. In the midst of my daily routine of studying and working, I found her as a gift from fate, filled with emotion, and that was exactly what I needed. When that whore was tied up in front of me, screaming like a banshee, even though I didn't have time to approach her, I felt the highest point of emotion, because ordinary emotions weren't enough for me..."Suddenly, the girl leaned against his arm in a drowsy state. Kenji immediately remembered, not far from his thoughts, that it was the Dice that had answered his question. Therefore, he began to put his hands under her shirt and touch the girl's innocent and soft warm body more often, but he did this only to refute his thoughts. Feeling the rough, thin fingers and palms touching her, Kasye shuddered and clutched Kenji's hands with her own. At that moment, they looked into each other's eyes and abruptly turned away, and he removed his hands from under her shirt.Ks-y-you..don't please, don't do this to me please..Kj-then kiss me. Ks-ee—Kj-twice. Ks-I've already done this to you once.. I don't want to.Kenji found this quite cute, as he remembered that moment..Kj-I never cut you back then, but I could have. It was all because of your determination back then..Before they could finish, their lips joined...it happened on the initiative of the girl. So small and thin, gentle and warm... Her lips were so soft that she didn't want to let go at all. Pulling away, she kissed me again.. and while I didn't know what to do, because her determination just hit me on the spot, she seemed to like it so much that she bit my lip. She was very uncomfortable afterwards, judging by her face. Pretty quickly they went to bed, so still a little hugging each other. Coriander decided to ask such a question, which he considered appropriate to say at this very moment:Kj-you have nothing with anyone? Are you still a virgin?Ks-with whom? There was no...Do you want a child?…Ks-I am not ready to procreate."It's a strange feeling I've never experienced before. It's like being in the best dream, in a different reality that I could never imagine. My dreams are filled with blood, and my emotions and consciousness are dulled. I'm not used to feeling anything. I've never been loved, and I don't know what to do.As I delved into my consciousness, reality came back to me, as if my body was no longer in the place where I had fallen asleep. ... Kenji's body was sitting in the hallway of his house, and as he looked around, he noticed Kasye's body standing to his right, but he didn't pay much attention to it. As he walked closer to the middle of the house, he began to hear his father's voice and the voice of a woman who seemed to be talking to his father. In the background, he could hear the sound of dishes and water running from a faucet. This intrigued Kenji, and he began to approach the kitchen, with Kasye following behind him. Upon entering the kitchen, there was a wall on the right with what appeared to be a doorway, but without a door. It was behind this wall that all the kitchen utensils were located, but the dining table was in the main room. On the left, there were still shelves, but... Kenji stood there for a few seconds, staring in surprise, before turning his attention to the surroundings and listening to the couple's conversation. He froze as he realized that he was in the past, because when he was a child, crawling on the floor in the kitchen, there was a linoleum floor that was divided into two parts. This wall disappeared when he started crawling on floor, but now he can see it in front of his eyes. This could mean that he might be able to see his mother... Suddenly, an unknown girl walked out and went to another room, and the boy immediately ran after her. He didn't have time to look at her, or his thoughts were jumbled up. After walking down a dark hallway and entering his room, there was a soft white light coming from what looked like a lamp or flashlight on the side. It was a children's room. Kasye followed him in and saw him standing there, stunned, slowly examining every corner of the room. Kenji remembered it to the core, every detail. His childhood was quite adventurous, with frequent crawling and getting stuck, but the little boy spent most of his time in his room at home. Because he was bored, he turned all his toys inside out, marking the spots where he wanted to make the cuts with a marker. He then removed the fillings and turned the inside of the toys inside out. His father forbade him from doing this, as the boy had started playing with real animals from the street, and his father would lock him in his room. The little asshole would take the poor "corpses" of the stuffed animals and scatter them around the room. Kenji's greatest pleasure came when his father couldn't find a particular toy, indicating that the naughty boy had hidden it well. :)Looking at all this, moments from his childhood easily came to his mind and only brought sadness. In front of him was a girl sitting next to his favorite white, wooden, baby crib. The strongest memory of his favorite crib was when his father decided to break it down, and when little Kenji came home from school, he saw his father grilling meat using the wood from this bed for the coals. The girl's face was blurred, as is often the case in dreams when our minds don't focus on details. Her hair was kind of long, and when Kenji woke up, he immediately forgot everything he had seen about his mother, but he remembered that he had visited this dream and seen the past. The girl took a rattle toy out of children crib, which made a rustling sound when it was shaken and had a soft blue color. ... They still keep this rattle in the attic with all the family photos, some of which show his mother, but her face is covered in dark blue ink. Kenji gift one of these rattles to Kasye Peach.His mother began to rock the crib a little, and as she rustled the rattle, she began to sing. Lullabies. Kenji still remembers her gentle voice, and he still longs to hear those lullabies. He is surrounded by the love of his mother, who, according to his memories and his father's stories, was imaginary and kind, always accepting his whims with ease. It all...it...brings him to tears... Kasye stood by his side, sucking her thumb out of boredom. Suddenly, the events changed, and the girl who was the Antagonist's mother ran out of the house. The main characters immediately chased after her, running at a fast pace. As they ran, they realized that they were running out of air, and their pursuit of the girl, who left no traces, suddenly came to an end when they reached a vast canyon. It was dangerous to approach the canyon, and Kenji vividly remembered how this girl jumping into the canyon. The first thought that appeared in the redhead's head was "a suicide," so he sat on the cold ground, breathing deeply and trying to understand what had happened without getting emotional. As he became dizzy, the world began to darken, and his body collapsed.There was a weight on his chest, and it was really hard to breathe. Barely opening his eyes, he was greeted by the soft and peach-colored hair of the girl who had fallen asleep on him again. He was awakened by the sound of his alarm clock. The dream was short but intense. He shook the girl, causing her to wake up, and began to gather his things at midnight in the middle of the night. Kasye barely stood up, and the boy wrapped her in the blanket she had refused to give up and carried her. When they went outside, the cold hit them in the face, but they got into the car almost immediately. It was warm inside, and Kasye fell asleep almost immediately in the arms of the man who had defeated her. It was difficult to sleep, as her body ached, and waking up in the middle of the night felt like torture.The driver turned out to be Dice. They drove quite calmly on a dark night, and the light from the moon or lanterns did not reach the inside. The guys exchanged a few words occasionally. After about an hour of driving, Kenji woke up the hostess and forced her to change girl clothes. She was wearing a large black cape with a huge hood that made her look like a garbage bag when fully covered, and the fabric extended below her knees. Kenji and Kasye got out of the car and started walking. It was quite cold. The main characters were walking through a dark and cold forest again, but this time they were both wearing hats. Among the black trees and the blind darkness, the sun was rising, casting a crimson glow over the dark sky. It was a bloody and sinful morning. The night of fear had come, and it was time for them to die. The sun only revealed its rays, not itself, painting the sky in vermilion. The cold continued to freeze their faces, while their blood boiled within. The air was clear for the first time in a long while. It was possible to breathe in the already dissipating fog, along with the dewdrops it left behind. And all of this gave a sense of pain and fear. I felt lost in a vast, dark forest. The loneliness was no longer as oppressive as the recent defeat by the Antagonist. I wondered if there was a place where I could feel at home...Kasye Peach girl felts cold, but she followed her guardian's every word, fearing the possibility of being bullied again. In her thoughts, she prayed for everything to be fine... Kenji Crassus worried that her strong and small legs would freeze. Disappointed in her, he realized her tendency to be whiny. Despite knowing what he was doing, he felt a sense of frustration in separating himself from her. Now, Kasye won't be under his eyes, which made him feel more confident, and he won't see her pleading for help. Now, the violence will end...
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