Chapter 1: Since I could remember

Since my earliest memories of you all it every was all I ever knew was love and happiness between you and father I was never without love and rarely was i ever sad two of my saddest moments were both your deaths I miss you both so much and I loved you both more then anything as I grew up you tought me everything how to clean how to bake even how to shop but you also taught me how to fight for those I love and care for and how to even love myself all I know is as I grew up I had so many highs and lows from trying to end my life when grandma died to getting my first fiancé you were the most wonderful mother there ever could have been and I am so happy that you were my mother and I wouldn't have wanted ot any other way no matter if you were strict or over protective all I cared about was you love and how could I make you the happiest mother in the world you helped me so much and everything you did for me and no matter how badly I would screw up from time to time you were always there to protect me and love me