Chapter 13:
Every Frame: My Crush Keeps Appearing In My Photographs
The landlord remembered Mamiya because Mamiya had vanished inconveniently.
That was how he put it.
The building stood two train stops from campus in a neighborhood that used to belong to students and now mostly belonged to office workers pretending they would move somewhere quieter later. Narrow balconies. Bicycle racks. A vending machine humming beside a clipped hedge. The sort of place where all the doors looked too similar and every third mailbox held a name written in fading marker instead of a proper printed plate.
Yuto had found the address through the alumni office by talking long enough and brightly enough to the right retired administrator.
“You look very proud of that,” Reina said when he told them.
“I am,” Yuto replied. “Charm is a public service.”
Makoto said nothing on the walk up the stairs.
He had barely slept. Around three in the morning he had given up entirely and sat at the desk with the curtains open because open curtains made the room feel less like a sealed frame. Twice he thought he heard movement near the blackout curtain. He did not look.
Now the daylight on the apartment landing felt thin and used up. The landlord, a man in his sixties with a nicotine cough and a gray sweater vest that had probably never looked new, opened the office door only as far as politeness required.
They had agreed that Yuto would do most of the talking.
He did.
“Our senior told us Mamiya used to rent here,” he said. “We’re putting together memorial materials for past students from the department and wanted to ask whether any of his things were left behind or whether you remembered who cleaned the room after.”
This was, Makoto had to admit, a better lie than he would have managed.
The landlord frowned at them through the crack in the door.
“Photography students?”
“Yes,” Yuto said.
The man’s eyes shifted to Makoto’s camera bag, then to Reina’s folder.
“Ah,” he said. “That one.”
The three of them stayed still.
The landlord opened the door wider with visible reluctance.
“He paid on time,” he said. “Quiet. Kept to himself. Then one day he stopped answering. Police came later. Family too. Whole mess.”
“Was anything left in the room?” Reina asked.
The man shrugged.
“Books. Print paper. Fixer stink in the sink that took forever to get out. One locked drawer we had to force because nobody had the key.”
Makoto’s attention sharpened.
“Do you remember what was in the drawer?”
The landlord made a face.
“Mostly paper. I don’t know. His sister took a box after. Left one envelope in the trash pile by accident, I think.”
“Accident?” Yuto asked.
The landlord coughed once into his fist.
“Or maybe on purpose. Family don’t all agree the same way after these things. I remember because the envelope had photographs in it and one of them spooked the cleaner. She said it felt like a bad omen.”
The hallway seemed to quiet around them.
Makoto asked, “Do you still have the envelope?”
The landlord snorted.
“This was years ago.”
Of course.
Then, after a pause, he added, “But the cleaner kept it. She was into paranormal stuff. I remember her excitedly running down the stairs with dirty sink water dripping from her hands when I told her about it.”
Reina and Yuto looked at each other.
“She works at the laundromat two streets over now,” the landlord said. “Morning shift.”
Yuto smiled. “That’s more than helpful. Thank you.”
The landlord grunted. “Don’t make a project out of the dead if you can help it.”
It was the sort of sentence that wanted to sound moral and only managed tired.
The laundromat smelled of soap, warm metal, and old humidity. Machines turned in slow pairs along one wall. Plastic chairs lined the window. The cleaner, now a woman in her seventies with dyed brown hair and sharp wrists, listened to Yuto’s explanation with suspicion that softened only when Reina mentioned Mamiya’s name.
“Ah,” she said, “that one.”
Makoto felt the skin at the back of his neck tighten.
“You knew him?” Reina asked.
“No. I cleaned after.” She looked at Makoto then. “You have the same eyes.”
He did not ask what she meant.
The woman went into the back room and returned with a plastic folder yellowed at the corners. Inside was a single five by seven print.
Not Mamiya’s girl.
Something stranger.
A sink.
Darkroom trays.
A narrow room shot from the doorway.
Room C, Makoto thought at once.
And in the reflective glass of the enlarger head, small but unmistakable, a girl stood behind the photographer.
The cleaner tapped the print.
“This is why I kept it. Looked wrong.”
Yuto leaned in. “Did the family see this?”
The woman shook her head. “The sister did. Was spooked by it and threw it in the trash, that’s how I got my hands on it. Other family members, I don’t know.”
Makoto took the print with both hands.
The girl’s face was clearer here than in frame seven. Not fully readable. Still too distant. But nearer to personhood. Dark hair. Pale jaw. Stillness that did not belong to chance.
And the photographer’s shadow in the doorway looked thin enough to be Mamiya.
Reina asked, “May we photograph this?”
The woman studied the three of them.
“Only if you don’t tell me later it was a trick of the light.”
No one answered.
That was answer enough.
Makoto photographed the print while Reina logged the size, the paper stock, and the note on the back.
May 30, 2003. Room C. Not alone after all.
When they left the laundromat, Yuto said nothing for almost half a block.
Then, “I don’t enjoy how often old people in this story say things that feel final.”
Reina slid the copied image into her folder.
“Mamiya brought it into Room C,” she said. “Or whatever this is followed him there and reflected itself into the process again.”
Makoto kept seeing the enlarger glass.
Not because it was new.
Because it made the maintenance note real. The reflected enlarger glass was no longer a typed embarrassment in a report. It was a printed fact.
Room C. Mamiya. The girl.
And the phrase on the back of the print sat in his mind like a nail.
Not alone after all.
That evening, Makoto returned to the department alone.
He told neither of them.
That was deliberate and immediately shameful.
He went because the image from the laundromat had made Room C feel less like a clue and more like a challenge. Because the pressure on the knob yesterday had not left him. Because every instinct in him knew Reina’s rule against solo decisions had been correct and every other instinct in him still carried him down the corridor anyway.
The older wing was nearly dark.
The side hall to Room C held only one working light.
He stood at the locked door and listened.
Nothing.
Then he raised the copied photograph beside the doorframe and matched the angle in his head.
The doorway.
The sink.
The enlarger.
He did not hear the footsteps behind him until they were already too close.
“Makoto.”
He turned so fast the copied photograph slipped from his hand.
Shinohara stood at the mouth of the corridor with his coat still on.
For one terrible second, Makoto thought the professor was going to ask the obvious question.
What are you doing here?
Instead he looked at the dropped print on the floor, then at Room C, and said very quietly, “You should not come here alone, you know?”
Makoto stared at him.
“What is this room?” he asked.
Shinohara’s face changed by almost nothing.
“A room,” he said.
“That does not answer much.”
“No,” Shinohara replied. “It’s the only one you’re getting tonight.”
He bent, picked up the copied print, looked at it once, and handed it back.
Then he took a key from his pocket.
Not for the door.
For the hall light at the far end, which he switched off with one practiced motion.
The corridor dropped half into shadow.
“Go home,” he said.
Makoto’s heart was beating hard enough to make anger easy.
“You knew.”
Shinohara looked at him in the dim light.
“I know enough to tell you this. The first stupid thing students do is look alone. The second is keep looking after they know they should stop.”
“And what do adults do?”
Something unreadable moved across the professor’s face.
“Nothing.”
Then he walked away before Makoto could ask anything else.
Makoto remained in the darkened hall with the print in his hand and the locked door of Room C in front of him.
For the first time since frame seven, he had the distinct and unbearable feeling that the adults around him were not only withholding answers.
They were arranging where the questions could be asked.
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