Chapter 4:

First conversation

You Who Changed Me


"Have you calmed down a bit now."

"Hm"
He reappeared from inside and held something out to her. She looked at it.
"What is it?"

"Chilled pineapple juice." He settled back into his comfy sofa with easy comfort. He had brought her in finally, somehow, inside his big cottage, which was almost a mansion. They sat beside the fireplace but no fire lit because it was already too hot outside. But strangely the insides were cooler. "They grow abundantly in this part of the jungle somehow. Strange but convenient."
"I see." Her face remained carefully blank, eyes fixed on the glass.

"Do you not like pineapple juice?" He jumped almost as if he had made a mistake, "I have other things to drink also, coffee, lemonade..."

"No, no —" she straightened quickly, almost panicking, hands moving in small flustered gestures. The last thing she wanted was to cause more trouble for someone she had already imposed on so thoroughly. "It is not that at all. It is just —" she looked down at the glass, something quieter crossing her expression. "It feels unfamiliar." A pause. "Mr. Forest — why are you so kind to me?"

He glanced at her sideways. Something shifted almost imperceptibly in his expression.

"Well," he said, "I cannot very well let such a beauty wander alone in a dangerous jungle, can I?"

She looked at him flatly. She turned and looked at him with an expression that was entirely unconvinced. "That is a lie."

He blinked. Hehh, found out that quickly?

"What makes you think so?"

"You did not even know whether I was a cat or a human when you first spoke to me," she said, with calm, devastating logic. "There is no way that is the real reason." She looked back down at her juice. "Also — I am not beautiful."

"No." He leaned forward, closing the distance between them until she could no longer comfortably look anywhere but at him. His voice dropped, easy and certain. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life, Alisha."

She stared at him. "It — was not a lie?"

"Not even slightly," he said. "I absolutely think you are pretty."

The silence that followed was a different kind entirely. Warm and slightly dangerous in the way that only honesty can be.

"So..." Her eyes drifted sideways, finding somewhere else to look, her voice dropping to something barely above a murmur. "That is — it is kind of embarrassing." Her voice dropped further. "But you are — you are t — too close, Mr. Forest."

"Aahh —!" He caught himself and launched backward onto the sofa with the startled energy of someone who had only just realized what he had been doing. "Sorry — I apologize — did I make you uncomfortable?" He sat up straight, rubbing the back of his neck, something uncharacteristically flustered breaking through the easy confidence he had worn all afternoon, gaze sliding sideways. "I was just — you are so beautiful and yet you say it like it means nothing." He gestured vaguely, helplessly. Then sternly, "I could not simply sit there and let you stay pessimistic about yourself. It felt wrong."

A beat of silence settled between them.

Alisha looked at him.

The faintest something moved across her expression — not quite a smile, not quite shyness, but something that lived quietly between the two.

"It is okay," she said. Softer than before. Quieter.

Rowan, for all his composure, did not quite know what to do with those three words delivered in that particular voice. He looked away first.

"It is cooler inside," she observed quietly, the faintest relief in her voice.

"I maintain a pleasant temperature," he said, as though this were the most ordinary thing in the world.

She considered this for a moment, fingers still wrapped around her glass. "Mr. Forest — you do quite a lot of ethereal things." Her eyes moved around the room thoughtfully before settling back on him. "Like this. And what you did in the forest earlier."

Ahh, I forgot she was still calling me like that.

"It is nothing special," he said, with a small dismissive wave. "Just a little manipulation of nature. Nothing more."

"I see." She looked at him with something that sat quietly between fascination and shyness, like someone who found a thing wonderful but wasn't quite sure they were allowed to say so. "It is fascinating and I find it quite peculiar." 

He looked back at her — and something shifted in his expression. The ease remained but underneath it something more attentive had arrived. Curious. Genuine.

"Oh?" The word came out low and genuine. A pause, his eyes holding hers with easy steadiness. "Then — why did you come here?" The question came gently, without pressure, leaving all the space in the world for her to fill or leave empty as she chose. "If you do not mind. I find I would genuinely like to know."

She did not know why it felt so easy. He was a stranger by every measure — and yet sitting there, in the cool interior of a house that had no business being in the middle of a jungle, something in her simply — opened.  Not because she expected anything from them. Not because she was asking for help or solutions or someone to fix what had been broken. She found it as a way to let go of the heaviness and burden she carried in her heart. The injustice and betrayal which she was too innocent to completely comprehend. She simply — spoke.

So she told him. All of it. The noble family, the dismissal, the word they had used for her like it explained everything and forgave them of nothing. The wandering that followed — three aimless days beneath an unforgiving sun, carrying an injustice she was perhaps too innocent to fully translate into anger. She understood that something unfair had happened. She did not yet understand the full shape of it. But she spoke of it honestly and without performance, the way only people untouched by bitterness can speak of being wronged.

Rowan did not move. Did not interrupt. His attention was the kind that has weight to it — present, unhurried, genuinely interested in every word she offered. He was already decided, long before she finished. Something about her — the guileless honesty, the warmth that survived intact despite everything — had settled it quietly and without fanfare.

He had already made his decision.

She would stay. He would present it sensibly — frame it as mutual, call it an arrangement, give it a name that made it sound like logic. But the truth was already written somewhere beneath all of that, quiet and certain.

He wanted to know more about her. And he intended to have all the time in the world to do exactly that.

You Who Changed Me

You Who Changed Me


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