Chapter 3:

BLACKHOLD

Life Without Love


Blackhold Station had been built by people who expected the world to end from the north.

After seeing it, Aren suspected they had been correct.

Seven walls surrounded the fortress.

Each was taller than the last.

Heartspires rose between them like enormous glass needles, connected by golden bridges of Resonance.

At least, that was how the fortress appeared in military paintings.

The actual Blackhold looked dead.

Two walls had collapsed.

Only one Heartspire remained lit.

Smoke climbed from inside the fortress.

No flags flew.

Hadrik stared through the morning mist.

“That’s not a station.”

Aren nodded.

“It’s a grave.”

They had reached it six days after the prison wagon attack.

The journey had cost them two more soldiers.

One vanished while gathering water.

They found his boots neatly arranged beside a stream.

Nothing else.

The second simply stopped recognizing his companions.

By sunset he had forgotten language.

By midnight he was clawing at his own face.

Seris ended his suffering.

She did it quietly.

Pellian did not speak to her afterward.

Aren did.

“Thank you.”

She had looked at him for a long time.

“For what?”

“For not making him beg.”

That night Seris sat beside Aren’s fire.

By morning, whatever warmth had grown between them was gone.

The sentence never slept.

Now Pellian ordered the company forward.

Aren caught his shoulder.

The lieutenant flinched.

“Not through the main gate.”

Pellian pulled away.

“Why?”

“It's open.”

“Yes.”

“Blackhold's main gate weighs twenty tons.”

Pellian stared.

Aren pointed toward the walls.

“No bodies.”

Corin appeared between them.

“You keep saying ominous things with admirable calm.”

“Would you prefer screaming?”

“I'd find it validating.”

Lyssa crouched and touched the road.

Symbols written in silver dust shimmered beneath her fingers.

“There's active Resonance.”

Aren looked toward the fortress.

“Source?”

“Everywhere.”

“That isn't possible.”

“I know.”

Hadrik grunted.

“Explain.”

Lyssa wiped silver dust onto her trousers.

“A Heartspire produces localized Resonance from human bonds. One tower cannot saturate an entire fortress of this size.”

Corin nodded wisely.

“Terrifying.”

“You didn't understand that.”

“Not remotely.”

Seris pointed toward a narrow drainage channel beneath the eastern wall.

“We enter there.”

Pellian looked horrified.

“Through the sewer?”

Corin put a hand over his heart.

“At last, a plan suited to my station.”

They entered Blackhold beneath the wall.

The sewer was dry.

That worried Aren.

Five thousand soldiers required water.

Dry drainage meant the pumps had stopped days ago.

They climbed into an abandoned storeroom.

Food remained on shelves.

Weapons remained in racks.

A half-finished game of stones sat on a table.

No people.

Corin picked up one of the game pieces.

“Perhaps everyone went for a walk.”

Aren stared at him.

Corin replaced it.

“Morale.”

They moved deeper.

The fortress smelled wrong.

Not death.

Flowers.

Seris noticed too.

“Jasmine.”

Aren nodded.

“No jasmine grows this far north.”

Lyssa went pale.

“My mother used jasmine oil.”

Everyone looked at her.

She swallowed.

“It smells exactly like her room.”

Hadrik’s face changed.

“Mine smells like pine.”

Corin stopped smiling.

“Orange peel.”

Seris whispered, “Lavender.”

Pellian said nothing.

Aren smelled summer rain.

Elara loved summer rain.

The Hollow was inside the fortress.

Not a creature.

Something larger.

Something powerful enough to shape perception across seven walls.

“Cover your ears,” Aren said.

Corin frowned.

“With what?”

“Anything.”

“The smell is the problem.”

“The smell is bait.”

Then the bell rang.

Soft.

Distant.

One note.

Every soldier froze.

Aren’s blood became ice.

He knew that sound.

The Heart Court.

The bell of Severance.

Another note.

Lyssa began crying.

Hadrik sank to one knee.

Corin whispered his brother's name.

The fortress changed.

Walls brightened.

Warm light appeared beneath doors.

Footsteps echoed.

Laughter.

Blackhold filled with people.

Not real people.

Memories.

Aren saw Elara at the end of the corridor.

Blue dress.

Bare feet.

Smiling.

“Ren.”

He could not breathe.

She had never called him that.

Only Mara did.

But the Hollow was learning.

It rummaged through him like a thief.

Elara lifted a hand.

“I remember now.”

Aren stood motionless.

“I remember loving you.”

Everything in him screamed to move.

One step.

That was all.

One step toward her.

He had imagined this impossible miracle every night since the sentence.

Elara remembering.

Elara choosing him.

Elara saying his name and meaning it.

She smiled.

“Come home.”

Aren's foot moved.

Then Seris slapped him.

Hard.

The corridor vanished.

Aren blinked.

Seris stood inches away.

Her hand remained raised.

“You were walking toward the wall.”

Aren looked.

Five feet ahead was an open shaft descending into darkness.

Corin whistled.

“Doctor, you may slap me preemptively.”

“You'd enjoy it.”

“I appreciate your confidence.”

Aren steadied himself.

“Everyone pair off.”

Seris looked at him.

“Why?”

“The fortress separates people by giving them what they miss. Don't trust anything you see alone.”

“Except you?”

Aren stared toward the darkness.

“Especially not me.”

They moved toward the command tower.

The deeper they traveled, the more memories Blackhold produced.

Hadrik saw a little girl.

He refused to say who she was.

Corin repeatedly heard his brother laughing behind doors.

Lyssa saw her mother.

Seris saw patients she had helped die.

Each thanked her.

That nearly destroyed her.

Aren caught her before she walked into a room filled with black roots.

She shoved him away.

“They forgave me.”

“No.”

“You don't know that.”

“They aren't real.”

“What if they are?”

Aren had no answer.

Seris looked at him with fury.

“You're lucky.”

He laughed once.

Her anger sharpened.

“You think that's funny?”

“You think this is luck?”

“You're immune.”

“I can still see them.”

“But you know nobody loves you.”

The words hit with surgical precision.

Seris regretted them immediately.

Aren saw it.

Then the Severance passed through her.

Regret faded.

She looked confused.

That hurt more.

Aren turned away.

“Yes,” he said. “Lucky me.”

They reached the command hall.

Five hundred soldiers stood inside.

Alive.

Perfectly still.

Their eyes were open.

Gold thread ran from their mouths toward the ceiling.

Pellian whispered, “Gods.”

At the center of the hall stood Commander Raith.

Aren knew him.

They had fought together at the Red Gorge.

Raith had once carried Aren three miles after an arrow punctured his lung.

Now the commander's face brightened.

“Aren.”

Aren felt nothing from him.

Of course.

Raith remembered friendship.

He simply could not feel it.

“What happened?” Aren asked.

Raith smiled.

“We won.”

Hadrik looked around.

“Doesn’t look like victory.”

“You don't understand.”

Gold threads pulsed above them.

Raith spread his arms.

“The Mourning cannot hurt us anymore.”

Aren followed the threads upward.

They disappeared into the last functioning Heartspire.

“What did you do?”

Raith’s smile widened.

“We stopped loving.”

Silence.

Seris whispered, “What?”

“The Sorrowing feeds on attachment. Longing. Grief. Fear of loss.” Raith laughed softly. “So we gave it nothing.”

Aren stared at the soldiers.

Empty faces.

Living bodies.

No pain.

No joy.

No terror.

No love.

Blackhold had not fallen.

It had surrendered.

Raith stepped toward Aren.

“You understand better than anyone.”

“No.”

“You are already free.”

Aren's black fire stirred beneath his skin.

Raith extended his hand.

“Help us free the rest of the kingdom.”

Behind him, five hundred soldiers smiled.

The exact same smile.

Aren finally understood what High Adjudicator Rhest feared.

The enemy was not coming from the Mourning Lands.

It was already here.

And it did not want humanity dead.

It wanted humanity cured.

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