Chapter 3:

Chapter 3. The First Beast

I'll Be Home Soon. Book one - Anger


We stared at one another for perhaps three seconds.

To me, they lasted much longer.

The creature crouched in the green dusk on four bent legs. It was the size of a large dog, but no dog in the world had ever looked like that. Ragged patches of gray fur clung to dull, bluish hide. Its muzzle was too long, and narrow teeth crowded a mouth that seemed unable to close completely. Its eyes were pale and pupilless, yet they remained fixed on me with terrible attention.

It was not trying to understand what I was.

It was deciding whether I could escape.

A heavy carrion stench drifted from it and caught in my throat.

I did not move. I had no idea what a person was supposed to do when something looked at him that way.

That morning—which felt only a few hours ago—I had been the safest man alive. The closest thing to danger in my life had been the neighbor who started his lawn mower at dawn every Sunday. I had never seriously struck anyone except during one stupid college fight that left the scar on my knuckle, and even then I had taken more blows than I gave.

These hands knew how to hold a coffee cup, type, turn a steering wheel, and toss a laughing child toward the ceiling.

They did not know how to kill.

I did not know how to kill.

I could not even bear to look at a mouse caught in a trap. I always carried it outside and released it into the yard.

The beast in front of me knew only one thing.

And from the way it watched me, it had already made its decision.

I eased one foot backward. Half a step. No more.

The creature shifted by the same distance, keeping its body low and its weight gathered beneath it.

Keeping exactly enough space to leap.

I understood that not with my mind, but with my body.

That was when it began.

My muscles tightened and aligned themselves before I gave the order. My weight settled over slightly bent legs. My shoulders turned. My hands rose just enough to protect my throat.

It felt as though someone experienced had stepped up behind me and quietly taken control.

My heart hammered. My mouth went dry. My mind was terrified and had no idea what to do.

My body knew.

My body was preparing.

That frightened me almost more than the creature itself. A body was supposed to obey the person inside it. This one knew something I did not, and it had not asked my permission.

The scavenger's front claws pressed into the moss.

I saw the movement. I saw its shoulders bunch. I knew it was about to spring.

And then the cold light returned.

Angular symbols flashed across the creature's body, sharper and more stable than the unfinished line I had seen between the trees. They did not float in the air. They existed somewhere between my eyes and my thoughts, moving with the beast as though attached to it.

For one impossible instant, the world seemed to pause and wait for me to understand.

Analysis
Verge Scavenger · Lv. 4
Primary vulnerability: throat fold

I did not read the symbols. Their meaning arrived whole.

At the same moment, I saw the place beneath the creature's long jaw—the soft fold where its hide gathered. The rest of its body seemed to lose definition until that single point became terribly clear.

The light had given me an answer.

It had not given me time.

The scavenger sprang.

It crossed the distance between us as a gray blur. I threw myself aside, but this unfamiliar body was still clumsy despite the strength coiled inside it. The creature's jaws snapped close to my throat. A hind claw caught my forearm as it passed.

My sleeve tore. Three lines of pain followed.

The pain came a moment late, distant beneath the shock. Behind it rose something hotter and cleaner: an absolute clarity that emptied the world of everything except distance, motion, and the pale fold beneath the beast's jaw.

The scavenger landed, turned, and gathered itself again.

The symbols remained above it.

The highlighted weakness remained.

So it had not been panic. Not imagination. Whatever had appeared before my eyes was real—and it was waiting for me to use what it had shown me.

The creature leaped a second time.

This time, I did not retreat.

I stepped toward it.

Every reasonable instinct screamed that I had chosen the wrong direction, but the foreign certainty inside my body disagreed. I caught the instant when the scavenger stretched in midair and exposed the underside of its jaw.

My hand drove upward.

I did not swing wildly. I did not even make a proper fist. I simply released everything that had been humming inside me since I awakened—the entire compressed spring at once—and aimed it at the point the light had marked.

A crimson number flashed at the edge of my vision and vanished before I could read it.

The impact knocked the scavenger sideways. It struck a black trunk several paces away, fell onto the moss, and did not rise.

The silence returned instantly.

No echo. No distant cry. Not even birds startled into flight. The forest accepted what had happened without interest.

I remained where I was, breathing hard, my raised hand slowly lowering.

The symbols above the creature had disappeared.

Dark stains marked my knuckles. Higher up, three red lines crossed my forearm. The wedding ring remained on my right hand, polished bright along the inside.

The same hand.

Only hours ago, it had held Leo beneath the arms while he hung there, warm from sleep, laughing every time I lifted him toward the ceiling.

Now the creature I had struck lay motionless at my feet.

And my fingers were not trembling.

That frightened me more than the teeth or the sudden attack. After killing for the first time—especially with his bare hands—a man ought to shake. He ought to turn away. He ought to need time to accept what he had done.

I stood calmly, studying my hand as if it belonged to someone else.

Somewhere at the bottom of me, beneath the fear and revulsion, another feeling stirred.

Satisfaction.

Only for a moment. Only the brief, ugly approval of a body that had performed exactly as it had been designed to perform. The foreign part of me—the part that had aligned my stance and uncoiled like a spring—recognized success.

It had liked being used.

It wanted to be used again.

Nausea rose in my throat. I bent over, braced my uninjured hand against my knee, and waited for it to pass.

When I straightened, a line of cold light appeared in the center of my vision.

It no longer flickered at the edge. It waited directly before me, calm and precise, as though it had politely allowed me to finish before presenting its report.

Level Up!

Before I could react, a second message unfolded beneath it.

New Function Unlocked: Analysis I
Available data: designation, approximate level, primary vulnerability
Further parameters unavailable

I stared at the words.

The name was almost ordinary. Analysis. A word from reports, meetings, tables, and problems that could be divided into manageable parts. Something I had done for most of my life.

Here, it had looked at a living creature and reduced it to three lines.

Name. Level. Weakness.

I focused on the scavenger again, uncertain whether the act required a command. I did not speak. I simply looked at the body and reached for the same cold certainty that had appeared during the attack.

The symbols returned.

Verge Scavenger · Lv. 4
Status: defeated
Further parameters unavailable

Then I looked at the nearest black tree.

Nothing happened.

I tried the moss, the torn sleeve, my injured arm. Nothing. Either the function did not understand them, or I did not yet understand the function.

Yet it had answered twice when I looked at the creature.

That was enough to establish the first rule.

The light was not random. It responded to attention. It could be called.

And the symbol beside its name mattered.

Analysis I.

Not simply Analysis. The first stage of something. If there was a first, there could be a second. The final line confirmed it: more information existed, but I did not yet have access to it.

The thought should have given me hope. Knowledge was useful. Knowledge could keep me alive.

Instead, I felt ill.

Somewhere beneath this sunless, pearlescent sky, in this forest of not-trees, a record was being kept. Someone—or something—had watched my first fight, measured the creature, measured me, and decided what I was permitted to know.

I had taken a life, and an invisible hand had calmly marked a box on an invisible ledger.

Level Up.

New Function Unlocked.

Further parameters unavailable.

Not praise exactly. Something colder than praise.

An invitation.

Continue, and you will grow.

Continue, and more will be revealed.

I backed away from the message as if distance could separate me from it. The lines moved with my gaze, fixed before my eyes.

Patient.

Precise.

Waiting for the next time.

Only then did I truly understand. Not as a list of possibilities. Not as suppose that. Not with the careful part of my mind that could always invent one more explanation.

I understood with my gut, my bones, and the place beneath my breastbone where Mira had rested her forehead for eight years.

This was not a dream.

I had already known that in theory while standing among the roots and testing possibilities. But knowing with your mind and knowing with an injured arm, a silent creature at your feet, and an impossible interface waiting before your eyes were different things.

Now I knew it completely.

The forest was real. The beast was real. The unseen record was real. So was the function it had placed inside my sight.

I had fallen into a world where strength was measured, danger carried a level, and survival itself unlocked new tools. A world in which the strong consumed the weak while something invisible watched and kept score.

That world had looked inside me and decided that I belonged in its calculations.

No one from the home where Mira and Leo waited—where the bread I had failed to buy was never brought inside and a yellow bucket still stood beneath a bed—had invited me here.

And no one was coming to carry me back.

If I wanted to go home, I would have to remain alive long enough to understand the rules.

Then I would have to use them.