Chapter 11:
I'll Be Home Soon. Book one - Anger
Brenna brought me clothes at dawn, before I had time to ask.
“Dorn says you're going with him,” she muttered, dropping a bundle of dark leather and undyed wool onto the bench in the shed. “He also says you should stop dressing like a scarecrow. He's right. In the Verge, something might eat you out of curiosity. Change.”
She left me alone.
I stood over the bundle longer than necessary.
Changing meant removing my shirt.
That shirt. Pale, with rolled sleeves and the small coffee stain beside the pocket from our last breakfast. The sleeve torn in the forest and repaired with a strip taken from the hem. The collar where Mira's hand had rested at the door on that final morning.
I had worn it when I closed the door behind me. It had crossed death with me, survived the forest, the first beast, and a freezing night beneath two moons. It was the last thing I possessed from that morning.
The last thing except the ring.
I removed it slowly and folded it with care, along the seams, the way I used to fold shirts at home while Mira laughed that I was the only man alive who ironed clothes no one else would see. I held it for a moment with my eyes closed. It no longer smelled of home. It smelled of the forest and smoke.
Then I placed it at the very bottom of my empty pack.
I did not throw it away.
I would never again throw away anything that had come from home.
The unfamiliar clothes fit perfectly, as though they had been made for me, just as the body and language had somehow been made to fit. A leather jacket, a coarse shirt, sturdy trousers, boots. I fastened the belt and looked at my hands.
The ring remained on my finger. It was the one visible connection between me and the man who had closed his front door that morning. I turned it with my thumb and stepped into the yard.
In a single morning, I had changed from the stranger in a ridiculous shirt into a Seeker. Another step away from the person I used to be. I was beginning to understand that the entire road would be made of such steps, one after another, and that by its end the people at home might not recognize me.
There was no other way to reach them.
So I took the step.
Dorn waited beside the gate. From the way he looked at me, I knew the examination had already resumed.
“At least you resemble a person now,” he said instead of greeting me. He placed a plain, heavy working knife in a worn sheath into my hands. “A sword is above your station, and only fools enter a dungeon empty-handed.”
He watched as I fixed the sheath to my belt.
“You hold it like a spoon. Never mind. You'll either learn or you won't.”
We left the palisade and followed the edge of the fields toward the river. Dorn limped but maintained a brisk pace, and I adjusted mine to match.
“Listen while we walk,” he said without looking at me. “It may stop you from going somewhere you shouldn't. A dungeon is arranged in tiers, one beneath the next. The deeper you descend, the worse it becomes. Small creatures near the top. Larger and angrier ones below. At the bottom, beside the heart, lives the master—the strongest creature in the place and the one that guards the heart.
“If you want to close a dungeon forever, you reach the master, defeat it, and quench the heart. That isn't work for two people or one day, and it certainly isn't work for an unranked beginner. Full parties attempt it. Not all return.”
“What about us?” I asked.
“We're smarter than that. Today we don't even touch the second tier. We clear a portion of the upper level and leave.” He patted the empty bag at his side. “We're after sparks. Have you heard of them?”
“No.”
“Then listen. They're your livelihood now. Every dungeon creature carries a spark. It may be as large as a child's fist or no bigger than a fingernail, depending on the creature. The spark stores the same energy that feeds the dungeon. Everything out here depends on them. Lamps burn, smithies work, and wealthy people power all kinds of clever devices with sparks. The Guild buys every one it can get.
“They're also proof. Bring Kess a handful of sparks and he knows you completed the work. He'll grant you Copper and pay you for the haul.”
A stone packed with energy that powered lamps.
A battery, I translated into the language of my former life. In that life, batteries had filled drawers and pockets, and I had never once wondered what lived inside them. Here, recovering these stones from defeated creatures would be part of my work.
“And the stronger the creature, the more valuable the spark,” I said, more statement than question.
Dorn glanced sideways at me.
“You learn quickly. Yes. The small things near the surface carry dim sparks worth almost nothing. The richest sparks lie in the depths, with the masters and the hearts. Those are also the sparks that lure people too far.” He spat into the grass. “That's how life works here, lad. Dungeons poison the land, and we scrape power from those same dungeons so our lamps keep burning. We live on the sickness that's destroying us. Get used to it.”
As we walked, I placed each fact into my imaginary table. Energy stored in stone. Price. Quality. Commodity. The entire world seemed to depend on those fragments. Understanding how it worked was the first task for a man who intended to navigate it.
The dungeon opened beneath an old stone bridge arching over a shallow river. A dark hollow had formed beneath one support where the water had eaten into the bank. I knew it was not an animal's den before we reached it. The earth around it felt wrong. Grass grew pale and twisted, and the air beside the opening seemed slightly denser and colder. Pressure stirred in my temples, like the moment in the clearing when I had tried to read too much at once.
I directed Analysis at the opening.
Dungeon · 2 Tiers · Unstable
“You feel it?” Dorn watched me from the corner of his eye. “I can see that you do. Good. Anyone who can't feel a dungeon in his bones ends up staying inside one. Remember this feeling. Never stop trusting it.”
He handed me a small oil lamp and lit his own.
“Guard your light. If it goes out, stop and wait until I reach you. We go only as far as the first junction. Follow me step for step. And remember what I told you: when I say back, you go back. In a dungeon, that isn't advice. It's law.”
We descended.
The first steps still resembled a cave—packed earth, roots, dampness. Then the walls changed. They became dark and smooth, extending in ways no passage carved by water should. Too even. Too deliberate. Yet wrong at the same time.
I tried to keep the way out fixed in my mind. After several turns, I realized with a chill that I could not. The map broke apart. The dungeon refused to resolve into any coherent shape.
From somewhere far below, where we had no intention of going, came a slow, immense, unhurried beat.
I knew what it was.
The heart.
It beat deep beneath us near the master, each pulse sending the faintest tremor through the walls.
We did not need to go there.
I was grateful for that.
Three creatures emerged from a side passage beside the junction where Dorn had planned to stop. They were pale and eyeless, about the size of large dogs, moving on long, narrow legs with a smooth, unnatural speed. The moment my gaze touched them, cold lines appeared.
Pale One · Lv. 6 · Vulnerability: underside seam
Spark: Dim
There it was. Analysis showed me not only the vulnerable point, but the value within. Spark: Dim. Nearly worthless, exactly as Dorn had said. I could assess the reward before claiming it—and I understood that no one else could, not even Dorn with his twenty-two years of experience.
Another card to keep hidden.
Dorn met the first creature with such economy that I finally understood what twenty-two years in dungeons meant. There was no wasted movement, no display of strength. One precise step and one precise strike. Before the first creature had finished falling, he was already turning toward the second.
The third slipped past him and sprang at me.
This was the true purpose of the descent.
I did not release my body at full strength. I kept it on a short leash. Analysis marked the vulnerable seam as clearly as it had marked the scavenger in the forest, and I struck the way a strong, quick, ordinary person might.
Not impossibly fast.
Not with the foreign force that wanted to break everything in its path.
Simply with accuracy.
The blade found its mark. The creature dropped at my feet and did not rise.
Holding back was harder than the fight itself. Every muscle wanted to finish the movement at full power, and the new, hungry part of me demanded release.
I held it.
I had not concealed myself from an entire world only to expose the truth to one old man in my first dungeon.
“At least you kept your head,” Dorn said, catching his breath. “And you found the seam immediately. Who told you where it was?”
“I saw it.”
That was true.
It simply was not all of the truth.
“Then watch how to recover a spark. That's more important than striking.”
He crouched beside the creature and demonstrated the practiced method Seekers used. A moment later, a cloudy gray stone lay in his three-fingered palm. It was no larger than a thumbnail, and a faint light glowed deep within.
“There. A spark. This one is worth almost nothing, but even something cheap can cost too much time in a dungeon. While you're collecting it, you aren't watching the passages. Work quickly. If you can't, leave it and move. Greed kills down here. Understand?”
“I understand.”
I followed his demonstration without lingering. The spark settled into my palm, warm and unexpectedly heavy. I directed Analysis at it.
Spark · Level 1 · Quality: Low
Exactly as Dorn had said. But I knew its level and quality before lifting it toward the light. At a Guild counter, I could not easily be cheated. Inside a dungeon, I could decide for myself what was worth taking and what should be abandoned.
Another quiet advantage no one else possessed.
I dropped the spark into the bag.
“Put it away and move,” Dorn said. “We'll circle part of this tier, take what we safely can, and go back up.”
We stayed close to the exit and crossed a portion of the first tier. Several more creatures found us. I continued to fight with measured strength, cleanly and without drawing attention, then recovered their sparks as Dorn had shown me, quickly and without losing awareness of the passages.
The bag slowly grew heavier with dim stones worth only a few copper coins.
Dorn watched my work from the corner of his eye. Near the end, he said only, “Clean. As though you've been doing it all your life.”
Once, I felt the pull of the lower path—the junction leading to the second tier, where the sparks would be richer and the heartbeat louder. The hungry part of me whispered that I was stronger than anything here. Perhaps strong enough even for the master. The reward would be worth more than scraps.
“Don't,” Dorn said without looking at me, as though he had heard the thought. “I can see it on your face. Everyone feels the pull downward. The sparks are richer there. So are the dangers. Today we cleared the upper tier and walked away. That's a successful descent. Not a heroic one. A successful one. Remember the difference.”
I followed him upward without argument.
Not because I could not have gone deeper.
Because he was right, and caution was the rule for which he had paid with years, injuries, and loss.
We emerged near midday. After the dense, lifeless air below, the ordinary wind off the river felt as sweet as water after thirst. I stood on the bank beneath the even pearlescent light, a bag of dim sparks at my side and one warm stone in my hand. It hummed faintly with the same note I felt inside myself.
Dorn lowered himself onto a rock to rest and watched me for a time.
“You held yourself back today,” he said at last. It was not a question. “I've lived too long not to recognize a man using half his strength. I won't ask why. That's your concern. But I'll tell you one thing.” He leaned forward. “Strength kept hidden eventually demands a way out. When that hour comes, you'd better have someone nearby who knows when to shout back—not someone who sees only a threat or an opportunity.”
“I'll remember.”
“See that you do.” He rose with effort. “Take the sparks to Kess. You earned Copper and a few coins today. You can call yourself a Seeker now.”
We walked back toward Greyfall: an old, limping Seeker and a man cast into this world for reasons unknown. A bag of dim sparks weighed against my shoulder.
On my finger was the ring from home.
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