Chapter 1:

Fragment 1: Before Your Feet Touch the Earth

Fragments of our Dreams


"Monsoons are strange seasons. They arrive with heavy rain and dark clouds, yet when they leave, everything feels cleaner, quieter, and somehow more peaceful."

It had been raining since morning, and by afternoon the whole town sat under a grey curtain that had started soft and just kept getting heavier, until even the fields at the edge of things had turned into blurry shapes you had to guess.

Water came off the tiled roofs in thin ropes. The paths between the houses had gone to mud, the kind that pulls you in a little with every step, and the trees looked almost black under all that rain, their leaves shining with the water resting there holding broken pieces of sky in it.

The wind didn't care whose door it was pushing against.

It went house to house, shook a few branches loose, rattled the doors, and dragged the smell of wet soil from one end of the town to the other, not in any hurry, until the houses started fading out into fields and trees.

That's where the house was. Right at the edge, where the town gave up.

It wasn't a house that tried to impress anyone. Old cobblestone, uneven, gone dark with years of weather sitting on it. Moss had crept over parts of the wall, softening whatever edges it could reach, though some of the stones underneath still showed through, pale and rough, like they'd refused the moss outright.
A narrow staircase climbed up to the door.
A couple of clay pots sat by the wall, waiting out the storm same as everything else.
A wooden beam held the little roof over the entrance,
and under it hung a rope for clothes, kept just far enough from the rain.

The rain eventually let up.

Not all at once, though. It thinned out gradually.
The sound on the roof got softer. The trees stopped fighting the wind. The streams running off the roof turned into a slow drip, then almost nothing. For a minute or two it felt like even the air had stopped to catch its breath.

Little beads of water sat on the grass, catching what light there was. One would slide down to join another, and eventually they'd both give up and fall into the soil below. Bugs started coming out from wherever they'd been hiding, some of them in a hurry, others just sitting still. The town had gone quiet by then. Not empty, just quiet, in that specific way places get after something loud finally stops.

Then, out of that quiet, came the small sound of her earrings, like a tiny spell awakening the world.

Aashi came out of the house with an armful of laundry. She had on a pink saree, bright enough against the grey afternoon, and her hair was tied back loosely, a wisp clinging to her cheek like a strand of silk.
She dropped the clothes under the roof and started hanging them, like she had all the time the day would give her and no plans to argue about it.

Once that was done, she went back in.

Wiped the wet spots by the door. Swept the floor.
Moved a clay pot off the windowsill before the rain could find it there too.
Checked the kitchen, washed a few dishes, then came back to the room just as the light outside had started to go dim.

She hummed while she worked, not really singing. It's the kind of humming that stops the second your mind wanders somewhere, and comes back a minute later without you noticing it left.

She folded the clothes that had been sitting on the wooden chair for a day too long, opened a window to air out the earthy smell, and stood there a second, just looking. The town looked gentler after rain like this. Greener fields. Trees still gleaming with water they hadn't shaken off yet. The muddy path with no footprints in it yet, waiting for the first one.

She smiled, to herself mostly. By evening, the sky had gone dark again, though the rain never came back that night. Aashi made dinner, ate it by herself, washed her plate, and set the lamp by the window.

Its light spread yellow across the room, awakening the old stone wall which daylight never revealed. She went around checking things before bed, the way you do when a house is only yours to look after.

One window shut.

The back door shut.

The kitchen lamp, out.

Up the stairs she went, and the house went still behind her. Outside, wind kept working through the trees. Aashi closed her door, and the night settled in the way it does, all at once, no hints.

By morning, it had already passed.

The first light spilled through the window, brushing her cheeks with a gentle warmth. Aashi woke, pushed her hair back, almost like she had somewhere to be before the day could properly start without her.

On the way down, the last step caught her off guard. A piece of hard ground, left exposed by the rain, and her bare foot came down straight on the sharp edge of it..

She stopped.

Looked down at it.

For a second she just stood there. Then she put her foot back down and kept walking, no yell, no cursing, not even a glance to check how bad it was. Just kept going, like pain was part of the deal she'd already agreed to that morning.

There was an old stone pole beside the house, close enough to the stairs that she passed it every day without thinking. She stopped there like always and looked out at the horizon, still pale, sun nowhere in sight yet.

The way she looked at it, you'd think she was watching for someone who'd said they'd come back down that road eventually. She didn't move. Wind moved around her instead. Birds started up in the trees. Light crept over the fields while she just kept watching, not reacting to any of it. Eventually she turned and went back inside.

Next morning, same thing.

And the morning after that.

By now nobody would've blinked at it. It was just what Aashi did.
Wake up. Run down the stairs.
Let the rough ground catch her bare foot.
Stand by the pole. Look at the horizon.
Then back inside to get through the rest of the day, cooking, cleaning, doing the wash, hauling water, sweeping the front steps, feeding whatever birds turned up at the kitchen window, humming through most of it.

Come evening, back up the stairs, and the whole day closed itself out again.

The days kept stacking up, the path dried a little more each week. Puddles shrank down to nothing. The moss stayed damp no matter what, but the grass near the house started standing up straighter as the ground under it dried out.

Aashi didn't change, though. Some mornings the same pink saree, other mornings something different. Sometimes her hair one way, sometimes another. Sometimes she tied her earrings carefully before heading down, sometimes she forgot, and one would hang a little loose until she caught it hours later and fixed it without much thought.

The man who'd eventually end up at the bottom of her stairs hadn't shown up yet.

Not while the rain clouds still hung low and heavy. Not on the afternoons she sat by the window cutting vegetables. Not in the evenings she spent folding clothes into neat little stacks.

Then one night the rain came back, and it came back mean. Wind slammed the walls. Thunder rolled out in long sheets that didn't seem to end. Branches outside bent low enough to scrape the roof, like something was trying to get in through it.

Aashi woke up in the middle of it and sat listening.

Rain. Wind. Thunder.

And under all of that, something else. A sound too faint to make out. She looked toward the window and saw nothing but dark, and after a second the sound was gone. She lay back down, and the storm kept going until morning found its way in.

When she woke the second time, the sky had cleared out completely. She was humming before she'd even sat all the way up, sparrows already going outside. She pushed the door open, stepped into the hallway, and headed for the stairs the way she always did.

Then she stopped dead.

There was someone lying at the bottom.

A man, wrapped up in a blanket, turned toward the wall. Long hair. A thick beard. Most of him hidden under the blanket, just pieces visible in the early light. Aashi stood there staring. Didn't scream. Didn't back away. Just looked at him the way you'd look at something that didn't belong there but somehow didn't scare you either. He didn't move at all.

After a second she stepped down.

Then another step.

She walked right past him, the stairs still cool from the rain overnight, her bare foot hitting the ground same as any other morning. Behind her the blanket shifted a little, but she kept going, reached the pole, and looked out at the horizon like nothing new had happened. He stayed exactly where he was.

The day went on almost like normal. She worked around him, the way you'd work around a rock that wasn't going anywhere. Swept near the door. Hung the wash. In and out of the house all day, and he barely twitched. By afternoon, still there. She looked at him once, then went back inside.

Next morning, still there.

And the morning after.

Slowly, without her deciding it exactly, he just became part of the house, like the clay pots scattered through the rooms. She didn't ask him anything. Didn't tell him to go.

But something had shifted underneath it all. Every morning, after seeing him lying there, she still went to the pole. Still looked at the horizon. He watched her do it, sometimes with his eyes following her all the way from the stairs, sometimes looking away before she could catch him at it. Neither one of them said a word about any of it.

Time went on, and small things kept changing around the two of them. The wet smell in the air got lighter. Evenings held onto the light a bit longer. Afternoons turned clearer, rain came less, and the grass near the house started drying at the tips, like the whole season was finally running out of steam. She kept waking early. He kept staying by the stairs.

One morning he was sitting up instead of lying down, back against the stone wall, eyes shut. She walked past him like always.

He opened his eyes.

She looked at him, he looked back, and neither said a thing. She kept walking toward the pole anyway.

Another morning she left a cup of water by the stairs without saying who it was for. When she came back it was empty, gone from where she'd set it. She never brought it up. Another day his blanket had gone damp from the rain, so she set a dry cloth near him and walked off without a word.

He stared at that cloth a long while. Still nothing said. The house just kept holding onto both of them, quiet about it, the way old houses tend to be.

Then came a morning after another hard rain, and the air had a different feel to it. Sky brighter. Clouds thinner. The paths mostly dry now, water not sitting everywhere like it had been. The grass losing that deep, soaked look it'd had for weeks. It felt, in a way neither of them could've explained out loud, like the whole season was finally getting ready to leave.

She woke before dawn and turned toward the window.

Something moved in the room.

A butterfly. It went past her shoulder, circled the bed once, and landed on her foot, easy as anything. She looked down at it. It didn't move. She reached over slowly, touched its wings with one finger, and smiled.

Then she saw her foot properly.

The old scars had faded, not gone completely, but close enough that you'd have to look hard to find them. She leaned in, touched the skin, frowned. No new scars either.

Checked the other foot. Same thing, nothing there. She sat with that for a minute, confused in a way she couldn't put a name to, and honestly didn't try very hard to.

She got up, the butterfly took off, and she watched it go. Then, without thinking much about it, her feet carried her toward the stairs the way they always did. She reached the top just as the light was getting stronger, and the butterfly went ahead of her again, straight through the stairwell like it already knew where it was headed. She followed it with her eyes.

It landed by the man.

By his hand, actually.

She stopped there. His hand was resting outside the blanket, and she just looked at it for a while. Then her eyes caught the marks on the back of his palm, some old, some newer, small cuts and faded scars stacked up like a record of something he'd never mentioned. She looked from his hand to her own foot, then back. Didn't move. The butterfly kept crawling across his skin while he slept through it all.

She took a step down.

Then another.

Kept her eyes on his hand the whole way, step after step, closer and closer. He stirred. His eyes opened. He looked up at her, and she stopped right there beside him, and for a second neither one said anything. The light had made it all the way down the stairs by then, spilling over both of them.

Kartik pushed the blanket off and got up. Came toward her. She didn't step back. He lowered himself in front of her, eyes on the rough ground beneath her feet, and reached his hand out. Slid his palm under her foot.

She froze.

Her next step never touched the ground.

Her foot stopped on midair instead.

She looked down.

His palm was beneath it, while he looked up, and for a few seconds that was just how it stayed. The butterfly took off, its job apparently done.

She looked down. His skin was roughened. Up close, the marks on his palm looked worse than she'd first thought, and she ran her gaze over one of the older scars, slow and careful. He stayed still under her hand.

She looked at him.

"You are hurt."

He didn't say anything.

She looked at his hand again, then at her own feet,
and whatever crossed her face in that moment wasn't shock, wasn't fear, just something quieter than either of those.

She looked into his eyes. His hand stayed under her foot the whole time. She grabbed the edge of her fabric, gentler.

Kartik watched her do it.

"You should not do this," Aashi whispered.

He looked down. Her eyes went soft.

"Why?"

He didn't answer right away.

"The stones are rough. I don't like them touching you."

She looked at the ground.

"But this is merely the ground…"

He looked back at her.

"Maybe. But your steps are gentle things… and I find no joy in harshness touching what is beautiful."

Her face went warm and she looked off to the side, just listening for a second, sparrows, leaves, the town slowly coming to life somewhere behind them. Then she looked back at him.

"Kartik… why do you do this all the time?"

He didn't answer that either. Just kept looking at her feet. Her fingers tightened a little around her grip, thinking about the mornings when nothing had hurt her at all. She looked at him, and neither of them felt the need to say more.

The words came anyway, born from a fear of something that didn't actually matter, but still made a person hesitate.

"This... is wrong."

He heard her, stared at the ground, and smiled a little, as if he already knew the truth behind the veil.

"Then why are your feet still resting on my hand?"

For a moment, time seemed to stand still.

She stood up, her eyes locked onto his. No answer came, but a deep blush slowly crept across her face.

She kept her eyes down, hands still around her dress, feet exactly where they'd been the whole time. She didn't move, and he didn't ask her to.

The sun reached them both eventually. The house behind them had started drying out for real now, though a few blades of grass still held onto whatever rain they'd caught, and the morning had that warm edge to it that only shows up once the clouds start giving way.

The world was properly awake by then. Out past the fields, the horizon had all but disappeared under how bright the sun had gotten.

She didn't look at it, not that morning.

For once, she just stayed exactly where she was.

And for once, the sun didn't have to wait around for her to come find it.

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