The Bond Between Two Worlds: Reborn as the

So, am I going to die again? Is my life over again? Then why do I have to die again? What if I don't die? Maybe if I return to my brother's side? Maybe if I disappear completely and never live at all? Will this life of mine turn out unfortunate for my brother too? No. Wait, hey! What are you doing? Oh, I'm sorry madam, I'm sorry sir, I'm sorry, please forgive me. I was a beginner, I was just a beginner now, I'm sorry. Please forgive me madam, please don't order my execution. I must not have anyone killed. Because I don't want to die alone like that hero. Just like that lonely person. I am not alone, I want to help people as a good person. Just like my own pathetic life. I want to help pathetic people just like my brother. I just hate myself. I hate myself. I'm sorry madam. No, it doesn't matter, there's no need to have him executed. Madam, why, after all, he wanted to kill you, didn't he? No, we will forgive him. I only have one condition for him. If he fulfills that condition, alright, I will forgive him. First, he won't work in this carriage anymore. Madam, please show me how this works. Only then will I be able to work. Please, madam. Madam, really, he should be executed. What would have happened if you had been harmed, madam? No harm was done. Did anything change? I'm sorry madam, I spoke wrongly. Alright, I forgive you, I forgive you. You know what, I'll tell you something. Alright sir.
After returning to his side and talking to him once again, my head suddenly started spinning. I lost consciousness and found myself back in that mysterious place.
Later, I was just sitting down, thinking I could finally take a rest. But suddenly, the sound of clashing swords echoed from outside. I stepped out to check, only to see an assassin breaking in. Without a second thought, the intruder suddenly threw a knife straight at the lady..."aaaaa my lady