The god speaks to me.

It's 2am. I woke up, I'm looking at myself in the mirror of the bathroom I had a really weird dream, I was sitting on a bench at a park, but the park wasn't there. I was alone, in a place full of darkness, suddenly a god comes up to me, Yuko, your mom is no good. She is the one who's wrong, not your father. This got me really confused, I really believe in dreams, I think dreams are going to tell us what's coming, so if I dream something, I believe it.

 I always thought my mom cared good for me, but when I saw the cassette, she did a bit weird, I mean, why would she ever say that on such a tone? Suddenly, I see a vision in the mirror, it's the same god as in my dream. I'm stunned. I'm litteraly perplex, I've never had anything like this.

He says: " Yuko, look at me.". It feels like I'm teleported to another world. Right now I'm in a flashback of my own memories.

                                             Flashback from when he was 4 years old

Me and mom are at a park.

" Mommy, look! I can climb the tower!"

" Oh, Yuko, don't fall off"

I'm looking at my hand. I see I have bruzes all over my arm.                                                        The god from my dream whispers in my ears: " Yuko, it's your mom who did it.".

                                The flashback is now Yuko and his mom walking down the road

" Yuko, you were not well behaved, it's your fault."

" Sorry, mommy, I will never do it again."

I remember I had pain.                                                                                                                              I remember I felt sad.

I don't remember or know what I did that day.                                                                       We're holding hands as we go back home.

The god teleports me back to the earth.

I can't see the god but I feel him, I feel a grin on his face.

" So Yuko, what was it? What did you see?".                                                                                              " I have no idea, if you could explain it to me?".                                                                                        

" This was a flashback from when you were 4 years old, your mom didn't treated you well, the real detailed story of that moment, I don't know. If you want to find it out, you gotta go back in your memories, what I showed you was kind of a demo, you have the real version in your head, but if you don't think about those memories, they petrify! That's why you had a good memorie of your mom, from now on, if you want it, I can be the god who lives in you head?"

" Thank you for the information you gave me, you can come anytime, but I don't need you in my head"

He slowly fades away from my feelings.

I can hear him say: " Gdbei, L comb ak" or something like that.

                                                                Back in the bedroom

It's now 2:15am. I never had anything like that. I'll say it for the 10th time in this journey: I'm shocked. My head says I don't have to believe it, but my heart says it's true.

Grandpa is still sleeping. I'll go back to sleep too, so I can start the day good. ( Not like grandpa yesterday ).

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