Scrapping this series...

Okay, I've thought things through and I don't think I can continue The Devil Inside Me (at least in this version.)

I'll just say it - I'm THINKING AND WILL TRY on redoing this series. (HARD EMPHASIS ON THE THINKING AND WILL TRY)

School is so taxing for my physical and mental energy. After getting home from school, I get so tired and unmotivated that the only thing I could do is lay down in bed while scrolling through Instagram reels, looking at terrible fucking memes. (I know, it's depressing)

Any other time I have free time, I fill it up by drawing, reading manga, watching anime, playing games, yiddi yadda wah wahh

After more than a month, I realized this story was more important to me than I initially planned it to be and I want to take it more seriously. Before, I would just write whatever is in my mind and freeball it. But I guess I grew attached haha...

This is not my first attempt at writing a web novel. I've tried desperately to make my previous stories work, but in the end, it was the same problem - my perfectionism got in the way and I was never satisfied with any of the things I've written.

Maybe it's because I take too long to write a story until my writing style starts changing beyond repair.

Maybe it's because to get inspiration, I started reading more novels and felt like my own story was immensely lacking, ultimately having the increasing urge to scrap my projects altogether. (because some sort of "embarrassment")

Whatever it is, when I look back at the start of my stories, I just feel like it's... horrible!!! Even if I tried to make the next parts better, no one will read it because the beginning sucks wet farts!!!!!!

Yeah, I'm thinking of making this better.

I want to delete this novels existence right here right now, but that's a terrible habit I still keep since I was a kid... If I ever delete this, then that means I've failed again.

So yeah, that's that. I know I don't have any followers and no one gives a fuck about this series, but I'm still gonna keep trying. I might remake this story. If not, I'll probably make a new one.

Thanks for reading.

By yours truly,
Vallentine